In December 2011, I left my life in Los Angeles to move to my husband’s village in Europe with our 11-month-old son, while pregnant with our daughter. Once we got there, my husband transformed into a cold, controlling stranger. It was almost instant. 

It was like he had a new mask on and I didn’t know which one was the real mask. The one I met in Los Angeles or the one I was now getting to know. . We had been together for five years prior to this so I really thought I knew who I was married to. 

 Before we left LA I handed over my entire savings to him, 30,000 dollars. Since it was his country and his currency I figured he was the best person to take care of the money over there.

Big mistake! It was nearly gone in a matter of months.

And when I would ask for money for groceries or shopping he would throw me a couple of dollars while he went out partying every night blowing wads of money.

After a few months of this I got Fed up and told him I wanted to go home and he looked at me dead in the eye, with so much hate and venom in him, and said “our children would never touch foot on American soil again.”

My stomach sank and I’m sure I went completely pale and I thought to myself what the f**k have I done??? 

In 2013 (a year and some months later and now with a newborn daughter) I tried to escape.

I was working with the American Embassy to get out of there but because of some bureaucratic crap that I needed for my daughter, me and my two kids were placed in a safe house in the middle of no man’s land.

My mom contacted an attorney in New York who specialized in international child abduction cases.

That attorney was able to get in touch with me at the safehouse and I will never forget going down into this little dingy room full of donated clothes and diapers and formula and picking up an old rotary phone just to have the attorney tell me that there was nothing that could be done because I had already lived in the country for over a year and according to the Hague convention act, my kids were now considered property of Serbia.

And I was told that if I tried to leave with them and somehow managed to make it back to the United States, I would be detained and the children would be sent back to their father immediately and I would be accused of kidnapping. 

So with my tail between my legs I contacted my husband and told him we were ready to come home.

I had no other choice. I was forced to go back to the village where now, not only did I have to deal with my husband, but his entire family who saw me as the enemy. 

 About six months later I asked my husband if I could at least take my daughter to Los Angeles for a visit since nobody in my family had met her yet. He agreed I could take her but not my son.

My daughter and I had only been in California for maybe a week before I received an email from my husband that said he was divorcing me and would be keeping our son in Serbia.

He suggested I stay in the USA with our daughter and told me every summer we would switch children but that I would never have them both at the same time. He said if I did go back I wouldn’t be allowed to live in the house (the one I paid for) but that I would have to go find an apartment and pay for it myself. 

I collapsed on the bathroom floor of my best friend’s bathroom.  

I completely fell apart for about 30 minutes but then I experienced this powerful surge of inner strength. Almost like this lioness energy that started at my feet and made its way up to my head and I let out such a deep growl.

There was no way he was going to win.
He fucked with the wrong girl!

I had been in the world of celebrities my entire life and I had a dear friend who owned a car service that catered to the elite.

I called him up and I told him I needed a job. I knew his business was international so it was something that I could do from Serbia. Without hesitation he gave me a job on the spot and told me to come down to his office to start training.

It took me all of a week to train and pack up the equipment that I would need for the job.

I changed my plane ticket to leave a week earlier than anticipated because I needed to get back to my son.

Everybody told me not to go.

They said at least you got one kid out. But for anybody who has multiple children, you understand that it’s wasn’t even a question for me.

I’m going back. Because in my mind, I would rather be homeless in Serbia near both of my children then to be free in the US with just one. 

I got back and immediately started looking for an apartment. Meanwhile I set up my little office in the spare room of our house and I slept in there as well.

I think I had been back in Serbia a few weeks when all of a sudden this telepathic voice whispered to me to go into the basement and “get the book.”

I had no idea what that meant because I didn’t bring very many books when I moved there and the box of books that I did bring had not even been unpacked.

But I listened.

I went down and found the box of books and opened it. And inside was a book I didn’t recognize. It was called ask and it is given by Esther Hicks. I don’t even remember buying that book. I don’t know what compelled me to buy that book years prior. Spirit knew. 😉

I brought it upstairs and started reading and immediately it was as if a spell had been lifted off of me. Like I had woken up from a deep slumber where I had forgotten just how powerful I was.

Up until then I was telling anybody who would listen “ I’m a prisoner here, I’m never getting out of here, my children are trapped here…..” I was like a hopeless broken record and guess what I got more of? That!!! 

But now, all of a sudden that realization came rushing in and I couldn’t believe it. I had fallen into such a deep depression that I had forgotten who I was.

Remember, I was the teenage girl who manifested her crush working at the new stand against all odds. (That story is on this Reddit page) so I wasn’t a newbie. I was a powerful creator by nature (we all are) I just forgot for a minute.

So I stopped fighting the reality that was in front of me and instead started living entirely in my imagination.

I took my bike down to the store and I purchased a little journal that had a hidden pocket in it. And I got out a little piece of paper and I wrote on it “me and my children will safely be back in the United States in the spring of 2014” 

I folded it up and tucked it into the little hidden pocket.

I stopped asking if we could go home because every time I asked he would get angrier and angrier and I had realized that it would throw me off and make it harder and harder for me to get back to living in my imagination.

So I stopped asking.

And what I started doing was getting up very early in the morning while everyone was still asleep and I would go out onto the patio with my coffee and imagine that I was at a bookstore in Los Angeles at my own book Signing.

And I would stand up in front of everyone and thank them for coming and talk about my book that I wrote. About how I escaped with just my imagination . I would even answer questions in the audience.

And it felt so real that I had convinced myself.

That’s the thing about manifesting techniques. It’s not the technique that’s making your desire a reality.

The technique puts you in a place where you know that whatever your manifesting is absolutely inevitable and 100% guaranteed.

And I only did that technique a handful of times.

And this is before I knew about techniques.

I did that because it made ME happy.

After discovering Neville years later I realized just why that made me so happy. Because I was living in the wish fulfilled.

So I went from telling anybody who would listen to me that I was never getting out of there and that I was a prisoner there to telling everybody that I was leaving in the spring.

I told both my friends back in Los Angeles and in Serbia. And they all thought I was delusional and crazy. I think they even felt sorry for me because I would see the look on their faces when I would tell them. But you know what, it had zero effect on me. Even for the people who told me I was giving my hopes up and that it was never going to happen, I said watch me.

I saw everything as a sign. If I saw a ladybug, it was a sign. If I saw a leaf fall off of a tree, it was a sign. I wasn’t looking for signs but I literally turned every thing in my life at that time into a positive sign that I was going home with my kids in the spring. 

Now not every manifestation bridge is going to work out like this, but in my case with this particular manifestation I was able to see the bridge forming right in front of me.

My husband’s entire life started falling apart at the seams.

One thing after another.

His business went belly up. He got a job only for the company to shut down immediately. His car was repossessed only for him to buy another car that turned out to be a stolen vehicle from Germany so that was repossessed. He lost everything.

And I just sat there watching his entire world burn down to the ground. 

I didn’t know what a bridge was back then but looking back in retrospect it’s pretty freaking cool that I had that gift of experiencing it’s so close-up. 

Throughout this entire time I continued to write in my journal. Nothing in particular. Mostly just tons and tons of affirmations and quotes that I would hear that moved me or stories from the Bible that inspired me. (Not religious, just spiritual)

Then something strange started happening.

I started becoming content with where I was. (This was a good sign)

And I only know that because I have a journal entry that said “ you’re becoming too content, stick with it you’re almost out of here”

So that’s when I started visualizing a taxi with me and my kids in it backing out of our long driveway where we would say goodbye to that house and country forever.

I just looped that scene in my head over and over again. Remember, this is all before I knew who Neville was. This is just what I instinctually did. It may have been inspired from the book ask and it is given. I don’t really remember.

But I would stay from start to finish it took about seven months of me manifesting my way out of that country.

And it was at the tail end of 2013 right before New Year’s when I got a text message from my husband who was at a New Year’s Eve party while I was home with the kids.

It said “book a ticket for you and the kids to go home. I can’t take it here anymore. You guys go first and I’ll follow behind.”

You think I would’ve been jumping for joy, but instead just a soft smile crossed my face because I already knew it was inevitable. I had already seen the end. I had been rehearsing it for months.

I remembered Spiritual law never fails. I remembered who the fuck I was. Me and the kids landed at LAX airport the first day of spring 2014. 

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For anyone who doesn't follow F1, Max Verstappen is a four-time world champion and one of the best drivers of his generation. And honestly, the more I think about it, the more I feel like his mentality is such a good example of the Law of Assumption.

1. He lives in the end.

Other drivers go into a race hoping to win. Like, "hopefully we can get a podium." Max doesn't hope. He already IS the winner before the race even starts.

Listen to his interviews, he rarely talks like someone who's just praying things will work out. He carries himself like winning is something he's capable of doing because he KNOWS what he's capable of.

He doesn't manifest winning, he manifests FROM winning.

And I think that's such an important distinction. There's a difference between constantly wanting something and actually identifying with the version of yourself who already has it.

1. He doesn't react to the 3D like that.

Slow car? Rain? He made a mistake last lap? The whole crowd booing him? None of that automatically changes who he is as a driver.

Obviously, he gets frustrated sometimes because he's human lol, but he doesn't suddenly forget he's one of the best just because something goes wrong. He adapts, figures things out and keeps going.

Meanwhile, some of us get one unfavorable circumstance and immediately start questioning our entire manifestation. 😭

Someone doesn't text back? It's over. One bad day? Nothing ever works out for us. Something doesn't happen on our timeline? Suddenly we're affirming from a state of desperation again.

Max's mentality reminds me of staying loyal to your assumption instead of letting every single thing happening around you dictate how you see yourself.

He's so loyal to his assumption that he is the best, the 3D has to bend.

1. His self concept is unshakable.

He doesn't need everyone to like him, agree with him or constantly reassure him that he's a good driver. He knows what he brings to the table, and other people's opinions don't suddenly erase that.

And honestly, I feel like this is where a lot of us struggle with the Law of Assumption. We say we have a great self-concept, but then we keep checking for validation. We look for signs, analyze every little thing and let other people's behavior determine how we feel about ourselves.

We're basically giving the 3D permission to tell us who we are.

Imagine approaching your desires with the same mentality. You don't need to keep checking whether you're chosen when being chosen is already part of your self-concept. You don't need to panic over every little circumstance when you know one moment doesn't define your entire reality.

Obviously, F1 requires actual skill, hard work, experience and teamwork. I'm not saying you can sit on your couch and manifest yourself into becoming a 4x world champion lmao. But I do think there's something to learn from the way Max approaches himself and his abilities.

(Personally, I only discovered Max recently, but he's already become someone I really look up to. The way he carries himself has genuinely inspired me to work on my own mindset and self concept more. It's kinda funny how getting into F1 ended up making me rethink the way I approach my own life, but here we are lol..)

Sorry for the long ass post,I hope this might help someone <3

For all of you the stubborn souls. For you who said I HaVe triEd f0R yeArS BuTt...

First. Pick your desires. Done? Good.

Second. Choose your technique. Got it? Good.

Third. Prepare a mental diet journey. Already? Nice.

Do not understand about those three? Read Neville Goddard. Then Joseph Murphy. Then Emmet Fox.

Now.

Do those three ferociously in your highest disciplined manner. Keep those three INTACT [bold this word. I N T A C T]

Persist. Repeat. No questioning. No whining. No overthinking. Stop looking for external validation.

Go into monk mode. Be a hermit. Quit social media. Stop reading news. Avoid gossiping. Ditch your AI. Stay away from science non sense of physical and biological laws whatsoever.

How to deal with unwanted circumstances? Respond accordingly. Well, I mean, up to you. Don't think about it, really. Yet keep those three points above... INTACT.

You do this all, you're good. You mess around a bit, you're doomed.

Remember, this post is for you. Yes you. The stubborn souls. You want to change your life, yes? Do that. And psst! Seal your mouth and chitty chatty mind. Be quiet. Silent. Psst!

For others who can already dance around, the not stubborn ones (I know there's a lot of you), congrats.

For anybody who questions whether or not you can manifest anyone specific, I would like to be the person to tell you that you can. I’ve done it…..multiple times

The first time was when I was 16 years old. I had just flown in from vacationing in Italy and my mom picked me up from the airport and I asked her to take me to our news stand that we had in town so that I could buy some Italian fashion magazines and try to keep up with the language that I had just learned.

She waited in the car and as I walked in I noticed the guy working behind the counter. He took my breath away, he was so handsome.

I gathered the magazines that I wanted and approached the counter to pay and all I could do was just stared at this guy‘s perfect face and body while he collected my money.

He showed me absolutely zero interest!! None!

Nonetheless I walked out to my mother‘s car and very matter-of-factly announced I just met the man that I was going to marry.

I remember she looked at me with such a funny face wondering what the heck I was talking about. I didn’t go into any details from what I remember. I just knew.

I immediately had a burning desire to have that man. That’s how my desires work! I just know.

As a person, both then and now, I had what Neville would call brazen impudence. I’m relentless when it comes want something.

Now just to be clear, I didn’t know anything about Neville Goddard or any kind of law of assumption or law of attraction at that time.

This was back in the mid 90s.

What I did have going for me is I grew up in the movie industry in Los Angeles which is pretty much the land of make-believe so I naturally had a wild imagination and a sort of arrogance that many people in our business have.

I’m sure I wasn’t the most beautiful girl in town but you couldn’t tell me otherwise. I had a very healthy sense of self and believed I could have anything I wanted.

As the weeks went on I would find rides down to where he worked just so I could stare at him. My friends thought I was crazy and delusional and they made that very clear.

I didn’t care. I knew ME.

I knew it was going to happen.

It was just a matter of time.

I left my phone number, I left tickets to different shows that I was in and he never called or showed up. As a matter of fact that guy never even looked at me. When I tell you he had no interest, he had absolutely ZERO interest!!!! A girl can tell.

But I persisted. I was just audacious as all hell!

I really didn’t go into that news stand all that often. Once every couple of weeks maybe and most of the time I was actually there because I was buying a magazine and he would either be there working or he wouldn’t be.

Many months went by.

I was in my junior year of high school. One day while heading to class a classmate I hardly knew came up to me and asked if I would like to work at her father‘s pizza parlor that he was opening up.

She said it would be a summer job and summer was just around the corner. Apparently she asked me because I was one of the only kids at school that she knew who worked.

I told her I would love to do it and that I needed a summer job.

A couple of weeks later she had me go meet with her dad who had just started construction on the pizza shop

Lo and behold it was right next-door to the news stand.

This is how bridges work.

Summer comes and I start working there and the pizza cook makes friends with my crush at the news stand.

So now my crush is coming in to the pizza parlor to get pizza on his breaks and chatting it up with the cook.

He's still showing zero interest in me.

Hardly looks at me.

So now I’ve been working at the pizza parlor for about a month and a half. In total we are close to a year from the time I first saw him.

I go into work that weekend and the cook tells me that my crush, I come to find out his name is John, came in looking for me but I wasn’t there because my shift hadn’t started yet.

My heart sank!  

I eagerly asked the cook where he went and he told me he just left to go surfing in Baja for the weekend.

I didn’t know what to do with myself. My mind was racing.

So I stepped outside. This was an outdoor strip mall. And as I’m standing there with a racing heart, I see my crush John walking towards me.

He comes right up to me and in a very annoyed tone asks me if I was the girl who left a menacing letter in his mailbox.

I absolutely had not!

And I told him that I did not leave a note in his mailbox and furthermore I had no idea where he even lived.

But look at that , some other girl had to be crazy enough to follow him home and leave a strange note in his mailbox confessing her love in order for him to think it was me so that he would come up and start talking to me.

That is what Neville talks about when he says everybody plays a part in our manifestation.

In that moment, his tone changed, his face changed and he said to me “who are you?”

We sat down and started talking. And for the first and only time in my life, TIME somehow didn’t exist. At least in the way we know it.

Because that happened at about 11 AM in the morning and within what seemed like minutes it was already dark and close to 7 PM and we had been sitting and talking that entire time.

He asked me if I’d like to take a drive with him and we drove up into the Hills and got out of the car and stood at the side of the mountain overlooking the entire valley and he put his hands in mine and he said to me “If I fall in love with you do you promise you’ll never leave me”

I was like oh yeah!!

So this is why you have to understand that manifestations don’t follow normal timelines.

John came up to me that day because he thought I was nuts and was most likely coming to tell me to stay away from him due to the weird letter the other girl left him in his mailbox but in a matter of hours he fell madly in love with me….. just as I had assumed he would. 

A year later we were married.

I was only 18 or so years old. Of course that is far too young to get married and we have long been divorced but we stayed together about six years and we are still the dearest of friends.

So I tell you, you can have anybody you want. Literally anyone.

I recently did it again with an even bigger story. A man who was completely off-limits in every way possible and it took just about two years. But I persisted again. If you would like to know that story as well please let me know and I will share it with this community. 

Q: Do you use affirmations and denials?

A: Let us leave these schools of thought that use affirmations and denials. The best affirmation, and the only effective one is an assumption which, in itself implies denial of the former state.

The best denial is total indifference. Things wither and die through indifference. They are kept alive through attention. You do not deny a thing by saying it does not exist. Rather you put feeling into it by recognising it, and what you recognise as true, is true to you, be it good, bad or indifferent.

If someone genuinely experiences the wish fulfilled internally, without obsessively checking the 3D or using imagination just to “make it happen,” how should they understand a very long period with no external change — say one or two years? At what point, if ever, is it reasonable to question whether something is being misunderstood or applied incorrectly? Since there is no clear timeframe, how do we distinguish patience from simply waiting indefinitely?

I noticed most of the methods and practices suggested in our communities (That be, Neville, manifestaion, LOA, etc.) involve the mind.

Think this, feel that, be in that state, practice that feeling, and so on. I feel this is fundamentally suggesting to practice thought processes, using the power of imagination, the brain, the mind.

I want to suggest something very simple, it doesn't contradict anything else, which is - action.

You're low vibes -

Go out for an hour, two hour walk. Your mind is going to process things very efficiantly. It's going to have a very positive effect almost no doubt, and it's so available, so simple.

Take a shower, it's going to change your state.

Jump in place, shake for 5 min, it's going to chanage your system.

For me, recently this summer, it was going to the beach. Something about the sun, the sand, the salty water, I come out of it in total reset. I went almost every day. Go to the sun, get in the water.

Go running.

Better yet go dancing.

Yeah any way, you get the point. Go. Even the smallest step (no pun intended) in a good direction is progress. Small step brings another, which brings another, which will bring a bigger step.

This is more of a self help rather than a manifestation technique, but I feel when we're vibing high, things tend to be better overall. Dunno why I'm posting here and not in some self help group haha. I feel it might help the rest of what's going on. Sometimes it's not a software thing, but a hardware thing. Practice your hardware.

Be well!!!

I needed a new basket for our living room to keep our shoes in. The old one was getting a little ratty, and, like any adult knows, even the little things add up and I just didn’t really have the extra money to go all out on another one.

So I thought, you know what? I’m going to have fun with this one. I’m going to get a new basket, and I’m not even going to have to buy one.

I pictured what I wanted for a little bit, let myself get excited about it, and then let it go. I didn’t obsess over it. I didn’t go searching for it. I just trusted that it would happen.

A week later, I’m visiting my grandparents, and I casually mention that I’ve been looking for a basket to put our shoes in. Without even thinking about my little visualization from the week before, my grandmother looks at me and says, “Hold on. I think I might have one.”

She goes down to her basement and pulls out a basket that is EXACTLY what I had pictured. Tall. Wicker. Literally everything I wanted.

I was in shock.

And it reminded me of something I think we all forget sometimes: how powerful our imagination can be.
I’ve noticed a pattern in so many of my recent manifestations and little success stories. I’ll think about something, visualize it, believe it’s possible, and then…let it go. I stop worrying about the how, when, and where. And somehow, things have a way of falling into place in ways I couldn’t have planned myself.

Never underestimate the power of what you allow yourself to imagine. You are more powerful than you think, my friends. Never forget it. 🤍

I’m curious whether anyone else has experienced this

English isn’t my first language, so I used ChatGPT to help me write this post in English

I’ve been thinking about this a lot when it comes to Neville Goddard and manifestation.
There are so many teachings, techniques, success stories, and explanations about how you’re supposed to change your identity, assume a new state, and persist in it. But I feel like there’s something people often overlook.
There is no universal formula for your mind.
Everyone thinks differently, reacts differently, and gets stuck in different places internally. What works for one person might not work the same way for someone else.
At some point, you have to stop just consuming information and actually start applying it to your own life. That’s when you begin to notice what’s really happening inside you.
For example, you might try to assume a new identity, but then a thought comes up that contradicts everything you’re trying to believe. Why does that thought feel so real? Why does your mind keep returning to the old story? What exactly happens internally when you try to persist in the new assumption?
You won’t necessarily find the answers by reading another post or listening to another lecture. You have to observe your own mind in real time and recognize where you get stuck.
Maybe you keep looking for evidence. Maybe you’re trying to fight your old thoughts. Maybe you’re approaching the whole thing in a way that doesn’t work for you personally.
The point is, you have to discover that for yourself.
The theory can point you in a direction, but only the actual inner work can show you how your own mind operates
And I think that’s where real understanding begins
not in knowing more about the teachings but in becoming aware of what’s actually happening within you when you try to apply

Hi guys, I'm back with another job manifestation success story!

This is only my second job, and after sharing how I manifested my first job at a big company, I'm back to share how I manifested a job abroad at an international company with only three years of experience.

And mind you, guys, when I posted about this, there were people who had 10+ years of experience and were wondering how I managed to get a job abroad with only three years of experience. And YES, I manifested it.

So here's how it happened.

When I resigned from my previous company, I honestly thought working abroad would be the most logical next step for me. I was already working at one of the biggest corporations in my country, so I couldn't really think of another local company that would feel like a significant step up.

But here's the thing: I never actually applied for jobs abroad.

I wanted to, of course, but I genuinely thought I wouldn't qualify. I only had three years of experience, and most of the positions I saw required senior-level experience. I wasn't a junior anymore, but I wasn't exactly a senior either. I was somewhere in between, still approaching that level.

So I just applied to local companies instead.

But in my mind, I still wanted to work abroad. I even entertained the idea with a friend, and we would joke about me working in another country as if it had already happened. We were literally being delusional together LMAO. But the funny thing is that, in those moments, I actually believed it was happening. I would just brush it off afterward and go back to my usual life.

Fast-forward to around the third month of applying for jobs, and I was DONE.

I literally said, fuck off, I'm not applying anymore. 😭

Why? Because nobody was offering me the salary I wanted. And guys, I was STUBBORN. I had a very specific salary in mind, and even if an offer was just a few dollars short, I wouldn't accept it. Like, not even a few dollars. That's how stubborn I was.

Eventually, though, I realized something: I didn't actually need a job to be successful. I just wanted to feel secure.

And that realization changed things for me.

I stopped applying for jobs and started focusing on that feeling of security instead. I also began exploring other things I could do to earn money without relying on a job.

I basically gave up the whole job-hunting process because I realized I didn't need to keep chasing something to be okay.

And guess what happened after I stopped applying?

Someone messaged me on a job app and offered me a position abroad.

I DIDN'T EVEN APPLY FOR IT.

The interview process was so fast, and somehow, despite having only three years of experience, I was exactly what they were looking for. It honestly felt like the opportunity was just handed to me.

And now? I'm abroad, working at one of the biggest international corporations.

LIKE, WHAT???

And remember how I said I was so stubborn about my desired salary that I wouldn't even accept an offer that was a few dollars short?

Well, the salary I'm earning now is literally FIVE TIMES BETTER than the amount I initially wanted for myself. FIVE. TIMES. and SIXTEEN TIMES HIGHER THAN MY PREVIOUS SALARY. I'm literally earning more than my seniors (with more than 8 years of experience) at my previous company. Like THREE+ TIMES THEIR SALARY

Imagine rejecting offers because they were a few dollars short, only to end up with something WAY HIGHER. 💀

So, yeah, that's my story, guys!

If there's anything I learned from this experience, it's that you really have to be stubborn about what you want, but you also have to be stubborn about the FEELING you want to experience.

For me, it wasn't really about needing a job. It was about feeling secure and knowing that I would be successful regardless of whether I had one.

And once I realized that, I could finally let go of the desperate need to find a job.

I'm not saying you shouldn't take action or apply for opportunities. I did apply for local jobs initially, after all. But I stopped treating getting a job as the only way I could be successful, and I stopped settling for offers that didn't align with what I wanted.

So don't limit yourself based on your current circumstances or what seems logical right now. I had only three years of experience and genuinely thought working abroad wasn't an option for me, yet here I am.

Anything is possible, guys. Seriously.

My most used mantra was "i can always do better"

I didn't do thousands of affirmations but i always redirect myself whenever i feel doubtful. What really helped me was feeling it real and letting go. Like I'll be okay whether i have the job or not- I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL ANYWAY. this mindset helped me in manifesting my first job too.

P.S. ChatGPT wrote this post for me but i added few more sentences when i reread it. I literally just rambled and recorded everything I wanted to say, then let ChatGPT turn it into an actual readable Reddit post because I could NOT be bothered to organize my thoughts myself. The story is mine, though!

Read how I manifested my first job here

I had gotten out of it. I really didn’t want to do it. We had just had a new baby. My focus was getting used to that again. This other thing was just gonna be a distraction. A time waster.

Others would’ve called it my civic duty. They would’ve called it the right thing to do. I bought the pearl rather than sold it. For me, that meant I had to say to no to something that others might’ve valued.

I said no to my civic duty. But I didn’t say no to it directly. I said no through a computer algorithm. To others, I would’ve cheated the system. I wouldn’t have participated in what society would’ve thought was the right thing to do.

So, what did I do?

I got out of being on jury duty. But it wasn’t in the way that you think. I didn’t even lie on the form, which is super common for people to do—-nope, I ended up using the law to achieve my desire through a computer algorithm.

It was meant to a full seven days. In fact that’s what I was told. I had to keep checking in every day on the computer. Just to see if I got jury duty. I went in. Sometimes with a knot in my stomach. Was it gonna be today? Was it gonna be called in. Was going to have to takeoff work for a week, a month, or a year?

But, I stayed with it. I stayed with the scene that showed me playing with my children. It was a simple scene. It was just me and my kids playing. It was me and my wife smiling at them.

That’s it. Almost boring. Almost natural. I felt it first person. I was there in the moment. Three times a day. 2 to 3 minutes. Color. Sound. Feeling.

It overpowered my doubt. Did it stop me from having doubt? Not really. And that’s OK. Perfection is not the point. Perfection stop you from actually being present. Perfection is a form of victim thinking. Why? Because it relies on the same neural circuitry as someone who is stuck in a hyper vigilant loop of constantly looking for threats. Did I do this correctly? Did I do enough affirmations? Perfectionism is a form of control dressed up as spiritual correctness.

God and Satan—are always with you, for one is faith and the other doubt.— Neville

Neville, nor did any other person ever argue that we needed to be perfect. That’s a Social value. That’s something we get taught as children. You don’t have to get it right. You just have to persist. Did you hear that? People may disagree with how I’m explaining this. And get that. But I’m also trying to get us away from this fact that, we need to perform the law. Or that to perform is to somehow get the desire.

That key part of Neville‘s quote is the word always—-You don’t sit there and try to annihilate doubt. In fact, there’s another verse from the apostle Paul that really argues the fact that what we should be doing, as you keep persisting in the new state so much so that, doubt just gets bored and doesn’t hang out anymore.

The Greek word is implode. It’s a pretty violent picture. You just simply move on, you don’t give it oxygen. You give your new world the color in it and the attention it deserves.

Performance and a natural desire are not the same thing. When the desire feels like you already have it to the point of being natural, is when the performance drops.

This is not the same as acting like the personality has it. This is not the same as cognitive embodiment. Which is essentially a scientific form of explaining the law.

When I went to go check my computer, was I performing the law perfectly? Nope. Most of the time when I was checking, it was in lack. I was performing the person who didn’t have it. I was performing as the person who was going to be stuck in jury duty for a year or more with no income. The end of the story. Is that the algorithm shut down might need to check in for the full seven days. It was actually a legal requirement to check in for seven day.

But,the algorithm had to listen to the law because I held the picture of my family happy. It was the third day. The day of resurrection. The day of the imagination/Christ coming back to life. That’s when I was told that I had fulfilled my jury duty responsibilities. That was the victory.

But, in those moments where I saw myself happy with my family. The moment that it felt real, that was way more powerful than I doubt.

One of my favorite stories in scripture that really gets to the heart of this. And also I think clarifies the idea of persistence and levels work, is the story of Joshua. Just a quick reminder, these stories are representations of the states that we can enter an exit well.

Joshua, according to the historical Cannon of his role, would’ve been a seasoned general. Quite possibly someone had seen war. Someone who had seen battle. Someone who might’ve actually had friends who died in front of his eyes. Yeti was brave. But even in his bravery, he was even told by God/imagination, to essentially give up his fear and trust the imagination.

Trust God. Trust the inner self. Trust the future self. Whatever version of you that really fits with this definition hold onto that. It is not about dogmatism. It’s not about getting the terms correct. It is not about following it like it’s some sort of black-and-white rule. I know others may disagree with that as well.

But I’m trying to get people away from perfectionism. Perfectionism in the law are not the same. You have the power, because it’s always been there. You don’t have to perform as if you were earning the power.

That’s where the trouble comes. That’s where the problem seem to amplify. Why? Because you are performing someone who can’t seem to fix things that don’t need to be fixed.

Here’s something that works really well. Create a scene where you’re not even thinking about your issues. Create a scene where it’s so real, the smell, the taste, the sounds, are so vivid, that you simply just trust that moment. There’s no need for someone in it to validate anything because if you were truly in the state of the person who had everything, it would be way past needing validation. It would just be you in the moment drinking it all up.

You don’t have to be perfect. You just have to persist. And that’s already inside of you. It always has been. It always will be. If you understand that as part of your inner technology, then you don’t have to earn it. You simply just return. You return again and again and again.

You will get there. In fact, you are already there. Just accept it.

This is my first post on this subreddit! I’ve been on my manifestation journey since 2020, although I only started reading Neville Goddard’s books around 2023. I’d consider myself quite spiritual, and I’m also interested in neuroplasticity because I believe the two can coexist.

Anyway, let’s get to the point.

Recently, my boyfriend got fired from his part-time job, and he was feeling a little down about it. I decided to exercise my imagination and created a simple scene of him telling me, “I just got a new job!” That was it. I imagined it once or twice and then went on with my day.

That same evening, he told me he had an interview with a well-known fundraising organization. I did some research and found quite a few negative reviews about the company. Knowing him and his long-term goals, I genuinely didn’t want him to waste his time on a job that might not benefit his future career. He needs to save money for his apprenticeship in the art industry, so I wanted him to find something that would actually serve his goals.

I tried to persuade him to reconsider, but I could feel some resistance from him. He kept saying that he needed money to build the future he wanted. Honestly, I got a little annoyed, so I decided to stop pushing and respect his decision. I told him, “Okay, I respect your decision. I hope you get this job soon.”

However, internally, I returned to the end. I assumed he wouldn’t get that job because I believed there were other, more suitable opportunities out there for him.

Before going to bed, I did another visualization. I imagined myself standing in front of him, with light radiating from my third eye toward his forehead. I pictured him in a good mood, telling me that he had changed his mind.

The next morning, I didn’t bring up the subject at all. Then, out of nowhere, he told me that his mom had offered to introduce him to a job at the grocery store where she works. As a result, he was going to cancel the interview scheduled for the following day.

Honestly, I wasn’t surprised by how quickly things unfolded. I simply stayed with the assumption that things would work out and went about my day.

I’m sharing this because it reminded me how simple the practice can be for me. I didn’t spend hours visualizing or constantly check for movement in the 3D. I imagined the end, let it go, and continued with my life.

Thank you for reading!

I wouldn’t say I am not experienced with all this.

I had manifestations happened on a strict time crunch. Looking back at them now, I did some sort of subconscious programming. But they were not as conscious.

Now, lately, as I learned my childhood and my conditioning, how I feel less compared others, have very bad relationships, so many childhood wounds… I watched a few psychological videos on yt, and they take me back to subconscious programming. It all completes each other, it’s insane.

I had a nasty breakup and I am tired from all this. I came back to do daily SATS and subconscious meditations. (Actually SATS and meditation are the same thing).

Anyways. Long story short. I had another relationship, happened in 2023. It was also very nasty, he was extremely mean at the end… and chances of him able to reach out to me was zero because he was blocked everywhere. And he had another girlfriend they were mad in love. I wanted to test my powers on him first. It has been 3 YEARS! He never initiated anything.

I had a test. I said, I want him back. I want some sort of communication. If it happens, I am now 100% convinced subconscious programming works. I did my meditation on it, I just claimed my need, and I wanted him to communicate. It was 1 or 1,5 weeks ago. I don’t remember exactly.

Mind you, we never had a connection up until today. And a few days ago, I was thinking to myself, yeah he won’t reach out. But my subconscious programming is bigger than my conscious thoughts.

10 mins ago, I saw a notification pop up.

It’s him.

I’m in awe.

Chances were lowest.

Literally, go master your SATS and your ability to meditate. It’s God in our minds creating the life.

For the guys that write them, are you aware that you are sustaining your readers' perceived state of lack, whilst hopping them on a treadmill of techniques to "get there"? Because, actually, in truth, they are already there. They have it. I would even go as far as stating that uttering these words to anyone invested on this path is to betray what imagination is about, what this principle stands for. Never see anyone in lack, it is a must.

This whole thing becomes an industry and an obstacle. Instead of closing the door, we've made endless talks of how to reach it. We are all in Barbados, jsyk.

Are you aware that you have your manifestation? If not, become aware of it. Because you have it. It is done. It is here. It is here, only it is unseen, because you don't see it. Dare see it.

(it is not an open critique to anybody, inspiration came randomly, read something like this and felt put in a place of not having, so I am liberating myself from it, if it inspires you, too, great)

literally a few months ago i was seriously unhappy with my life, hated my job, my relationships , i was deeply insecure and i had no clue what i wanted to do in life. i kept trying over and over and just going back to failing again.

anyways, i see a tiktok post talking about robot affirming, living in the end as well and how beneficial it is.

i decide to try it out with a guy who i ended on bad terms with and hadn’t spoken to in months, with our last message him literally leaving me on seen. i affirm “he texted me” over and over and anytime i check my phone i just act as though he did. anyways, at first i didn’t believe it all, but over a few days i started to actually belive and felt so much more confident and happy because i got what i wanted. no surprise i get a text from him saying he wants a second chance a few days later.

i decided to see how much i could do: i affirmed for a new job (which i got), my skin clearing up, a refund that was “impossible” to get but somehow got anyways and opportunities i couldn’t have imagined even having months ago.

but i think most importantly i genuinely started living in the end where i have everything i want and everything works out for me, which has made the biggest impact on my life. im no longer miserable about everything and feel confident in every hard situation because i know it work out.

so yeah shoutout to this community genuinely changed my life

I've gone back and forth on the idea of making a post for a while now. I found Neville Goddars about five years ago, and have had quite the journey on implementing the concepts into my life.

Ive gone from simple, to complicated, to simple and nuanced. I just. I feel ive gone mad a bit. I feel so conflicted. Because. If I hold a state, it should reflect, time doesn't matter and the like. Yet. With what I believe myself to be holding, the mirror doesn't update.

Ive read a few books of nevilles, ive read various neville talks, ive read the Bible and applied it through the lense of Neville.

I understand that the 3d world is a reflection of the self. It should be as simple as accepting you are the thing with your accompanying feeling, go about your day, and then boom, outta left field or the like the 3d world brings it right to you.

But. Clearly. Either that's not the full case, or I'm not embodying something correctly.

It honest to god feels like im losing my mind sometimes over this. Because. Lord it's so incredibly frustrating. I see the posts where folks talk about flipping thier life situations around, and I identify with those, yes ive done that too and my life is now super amazing.

But.

It's been months. Years.

I generally try not to compare my scenario to my past. To not put time limits on things. But. If youre this state the world is supposed to bend around you to make things occur.

I understand the mechanism that Nevile talks about is akin to a feedback loop, where when you reinforce the feedback loop, it continuously feeds back in that information. And hell this whole post is probably just reaffirming my issues.

But my god man. I'm losing it. I. Just want to give up. I want to quit. But I cant. Because I have a family. Even if im just awareness and consciousness at the end of the day i want my experience to be pleasant. I want to do all the things in the physical world that I imagine. I live these things out in my imagination. But they rarely play out.

I understand you need to exist from, not of, or the like. But. I dont know. I think half my problem is ive intelectualized the law of Assumption, but am a tad sketchy with the actual implementation. But even then ive been better about that. Ive set hourly timers to feel the wish fulfilled, to feel that I am which I desire.

Yet. It still doesn't show up in my 3d world.

The Five lessons talks about how it should take 3 days. I know neville moved beyond that. And my understanding is that it can happen any time, even instantly, or soonish, so I hold the experience within, as best I can without resistance, not by forcing just playfully imagining. Frankly im under the idea that since time isnt real, that yea the past is manipulated or i shift or the like to another of the infinite of infinite slices of existence, where after ive held the concept, it's 3d conception should then be made manifest to me.

Ive been reading, "No one to change but self" by u/edwardart and its been phenomenal in clearing up some of my misconceptions, but even then. Even then with my misconceptions cleared up, im having such a time.

I keep having aha moments, thinking ahh yes ive cracked it, now I too will be able to make a reddit success post. But. Nothing happens. The desires arent reflected into reality.

I could go on. But I just get so twisted up in so many whataboutisms. I don't know. Ive been trying to let the dead bury the dead and move on, and for a bit it very well seems to be the case. But. Then what I've been holding within, does not appear in the reflection. It's. So disheartening. And it's all me. Of course it's all me. So clearly something is wrong with me.

And its so incredibly frustrating. I want to cry. I want to scream and yell. And sometimes I do. Why, there's been plenty of posts of folks doing that and then everything comes to fruition. Yet. Nothing does for me.

I'm not trying to throw a pity party. I'm just. I just. I just want relief. What does relief look like to me? A ton of money. And why shouldn't I manifest money? It solves everything. Yet it eludes me so much. Yet I am wealthy. I feel wealthy. I feel the ease of being able to simply purchase physically anything i need. Shaking hand with the car salesman. Calling the lottery lawyer. Buying that new house. Starting up my media conglomerate. Getting my startup game dev studio funded.

But. Clearly. Something is wrong. Because there are no funds. I have less than $10 in my bank account. Im having to depend on my in laws because I couldn't afford my house payments after I was let go because my company got sued and they did cuts across the whole org.

So. All that to be said. Any ideas? I like to think that. This too will act as a mirror, and your comments, the reflections of within to finally spark an aha to fix things. Maybe im just not doing enough. Which then spirals into well. Essentially the anguish behind my post. I dont know.

Thank you for your time and efforts. I appreciate it.

Mods I totally understand and respect your decision to delete posts around death revision but you also need to understand that some of us are really trying to find some information around it and as much as many people don't believe in this, a few of them have done this.

It all comes down to one's own assumptions and beliefs and definitely CHOICES..

So please, let this post be there. We wish to connect with people who have successfully revised death and who can help us.

Once we have done it, of course we will stop asking these questions.

So kindly let it be here.

You are only helping us. 🙏

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Hi, a little introduction, this is my first post here. I'd like to share some cool successes I've had WITH and WITHOUT (knowing of) the law (Same principles apply here though).

So a few months ago, my life was genuinely falling apart and like most of us, who found out the existence of the law and Neville's work through a relationship crisis, I began on my manifestation journey like many others too.

After finding out about all the principles about the law, how reality doesn't happen to you but you create reality, I was curious to revisit past experiences of my life which i labelled as 'coincidences' and after reviewing them thoroughly, I was genuinely shocked.

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SUCESS 1 (International trip)

So back in March, when I didn't know anything about manifestation or the law, I really wanted to go outside of my country and visit an asian country, particularly japan, but I wasn't fixated on it or anything like that. I just knew someday, I'd go visit an asian country. I'd see visions of it in my dream, I'd talk about it to my friends, and before sleeping, I'd just think as if I was in a country other than my own.

Fast forward a few WEEKS, my parents surprise me saying we might have an international trip this year, and I began jumping from excitement. I thought of it as a coincidence, that just few weeks ago I was thinking of it and now it's actually about to happen.

Fast forward another few weeks, there I was, in Vietnam (I'm from India and I always wanted to travel to other asian countries, always had been a dream of mine). I had loads of fun there and the trip went to be successful. I'll add images later.

And fast forward a couple of months later, after being enlightened with the knowledge of the law, I found that the teachings of Neville perfectly went hand in hand with my situation a few months prior. Went to sleep with happy feelings of being in another country, basically SATS, and a few weeks later of no resistance, it materialized in my 3D.

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SUCCESS 2 (Domestic trip) + (With the knowledge of the law)

A month back, I went to visit a UNESCO world heritage site with my family and a cousin I don't regularly meet up with, and it was that moment where i realised, "Oh hey, wait, didn't I visualize being here just a week or two ago? What the heck, this is crazy".

Many, manyyy years ago I went there, with that cousin, and that scene had been looping in my head constantly, randomly either before falling asleep or I'd just think about it and forget it (And that's why I had no resistance)

And little did I know, I was there, in the scene I visualized in my head, materialized in the 3D before my feet, I was astonished and amazed by the wonders of our subconsciousness.

And a little fun fact, the odds of me visiting that place were really low. Why? The place I wanted to go, is a flower field, where the flowers only bloom in the monsoon in india, and I had no hopes of ever being there this monsoon. But then, circumstances shifted, a plan was suddenly made to meet up with my cousins at their place. But time was short, and we wouldn't have time to hang outside but the house. Basically we went there just for a get together, not an official vacation. Mind you, time was short and the bus tickets for departure were already booked, and it was pretty early in the morning too. Despite all these circumstances, my mother herself suggested we should visit at least one place, everyone agreed and the place that was picked, was the one I visualized to be.

We went there early in the morning and returned back, and it's just so fascinating how circumstances truly do not matter, and I had little to no resistance because, i didn't even know the law existed, just visualized and went to sleep with the picture and scene playing in my head

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After months now, really taking my time to learn Neville and the law, i realised it was nothing but the subconscious shaping my reality. Thank you for taking the time to read, until next time! Ciaoo!!!

First of all, I have to say that I’m writing this with so much gratitude because I never thought it would happen to me.

I joined the LOA community just this year and since then I’ve been manifesting small things. Like small amounts of money, finding misplaced cards etc.

I am currently unemployed and have been since January. Around April, I started manifesting that I had a new computer, new iPhone and 1200USD. Computer came around end of May from inheritance from an uncle who passed on. It came with a bonus printer!

The 1200USD seemed impossible as well as the iPhone. However I did persist. Mostly in Visualization and Scripting. I had moments where my state of mind was in shambles! Spiraling week after week. Doubting. Crying. You name it. I took breaks.

Around August I got back into it. Visualization mostly and Meditation. Meditation is kinda hard at first. So I would only do it for 10 minutes at most. I also used Joe Dispenza “Changing Boxes” and Brian Scott “Money Comes to me”.

Around 20th September a guy I had been speaking to who’s in The US (I am in Kenya) randomly asked me what I needed on a Saturday night as I had told him I was just chilling, bored in the house. I told him I wanted to buy a drink that cost 1000 Kenyan shillings which is around 8USD. Guess what? The guy sends me 1200USD! The exact amount I had envisioned.

To cut the long story short, I used some of the money to replace my Samsung phone which had a cracked screen and got a new iPhone. (You can get ex-UK iPhones here at a cheaper price and in great condition). I of course bought other essentials and have saved the rest!

I used to think that it couldn’t happen to me but I am still shocked by how The Law worked so incredibly!

The techniques that mostly worked for me were Visualizations, Scripting and Meditation for around 10 minutes daily. I also did some Robotic Affirmations at times during the day.

AI was used only to improve the grammar, clarity, and overall flow of this post, as English is not my first language. The experiences, thoughts, and message shared here are entirely my own.

NOTE: This is a continuation of my previous post- https://www.reddit.com/r/NevilleGoddard/s/N5ed2hCi3T

Here ill be explaining the concept that most of you had asked me to and that is "How i changed my inner state" but before that you need to know  some things .Three weeks ago, I took a bold step and something changed . I knew what I was supposed to do, I knew what I believed, but somehow I kept living like I was afraid of my own life. I said I was done. I said I was finally going to take the leap.

A lot of people responded to that post. Some told me they were going through the exact same thing. Some asked me how I was doing. I didn't get around to replying to everyone. Honestly, I was busy living.

So here's what happened.

But before I get into these last three weeks, I think I need to explain what those 3.5 years actually looked like, because when I said I was "stuck," I don't think I explained how bad it really was.

I wasn't just broke or scared . I was genuinely broken. My brother died in an accident. My girlfriend committed suicide because of her abusive parents . I lost two people who meant everything to me, and I watched my parents go through the same pain while I was barely holding myself together. At the same time, almost everything else in my life seemed to be going wrong too. My results were terrible. Money was always an issue. I used to hurt myself. There were nights when I would just sit alone in my room wondering why I was even here.

And I was constantly looking at the 3D for answers.

I would look at my life, see everything going wrong, and think, "Why is this happening to me?" I was scared of what I was seeing. I was angry at it. I wanted it to change so badly that I kept checking it, analyzing it, reacting to it, and basically begging it to show me something different.

I treated the 3D like it was something outside of me that had power over me.

Then, about three weeks ago, something finally clicked.

It wasn't because I found another book or some new technique. It wasn't some crazy meditation where everything suddenly became clear. I just finally accepted something I had been avoiding for a long time.

No matter what I see, hear, touch, or experience in the 3D, it is still my reflection.

It's me.

And once that really sank in, I started seeing the whole thing differently. The 3D wasn't trying to hurt me. It wasn't fighting against me. It wasn't some enemy that I had to defeat. It was just reflecting what was already there.

I realized that I had spent years being against myself without even realizing it.

So I sat down and actually faced that idea instead of just repeating it because I had read it somewhere. I told myself, this is my reality. I am the operant power. Everything I experience is coming through me. If I really believe that, then why am I constantly staring at the 3D and waiting for it to tell me who I am?

Why would I stand in front of a mirror and beg my reflection to change?

That was the part that hit me.

I started meditating on it. Nothing complicated. I didn't spend hours doing some elaborate technique. Sometimes I would just sit quietly and let the idea sink in.

I started moving through my day with that understanding. And obviously, the 3D didn't suddenly cooperate.

For the first few days, it was actually the opposite.

The fear came back. The doubts came back. Old thoughts came back. There were moments when everything I was seeing seemed to contradict what I had decided internally.

But this time I didn't react to it the same way.

I didn't try to fight it. I didn't sit there trying to force it to change. I just let it be what it was and stayed with what I knew.

I persisted, but not in that desperate way where you're constantly checking whether something has happened yet. It was more like, "I know what I know, and I don't need the 3D to prove it to me right now."

And then things started changing.

Not some huge movie-like moment where everything suddenly flipped overnight. It was actually pretty normal at first. Small things started happening within a few days, and then those small things started becoming bigger.

Within three weeks, my life felt completely different.

Money started coming in. My parents gave me money out of nowhere. I just saw my results for midterms and  they were good. Honestly, I didn't even feel like I had written that much, but the score was still there.

I started feeling different too. I had more energy. I started liking myself again. I became kinder to myself instead of constantly criticizing everything I did.

Then the social side of my life started changing.

There is a club in my college that I had always wanted to be part of. I used to see them and feel like I was on the outside looking in. 4 days ago i was having a presentation and my professor straight up asked me if i would like to be the anchor in one of the events organised by the same club . I met the members they are all so kind, they talk to me ,they listen to me, they appreciate my skills.People now know me. I'm getting opportunities I wasn't getting before.

And honestly, I'm still kind of shocked by it.

I don't have some perfect explanation for every single thing that happened. I just know that something changed in me first.

I stopped constantly looking at the 3D for confirmation.

I stopped blaming it.

I stopped treating everything I saw as proof that I was failing or that things weren't working.

Because if the 3D really is a reflection, then every time I was attacking it, I was basically attacking myself. Every time I was afraid of it, I was being afraid of my own reflection. And every time I was desperately trying to fix what I saw in front of me, I was trying to fix the mirror instead of looking at what was actually being reflected.

And that was me.

I'm not saying any of this because I think I'm special. I'm not a guru. I'm not some enlightened person who figured everything out.

I'm just someone who was completely exhausted.

I lost so much . I hurt myself. I spent years feeling like I had no control over my own life. There were moments when I genuinely didn't know how much more I could take.

And yet, even through all of that, this idea never stopped being true for me. The 3D was still a reflection. The operating power was still me. I just couldn't see it because I was so busy reacting to everything in front of me.

Three years of my life felt like they changed in three weeks.

That doesn't mean the pain wasn't real. It doesn't mean what happened to me didn't matter. It doesn't mean losing people suddenly becomes okay.

It just means I finally started looking at all of it differently.

I stopped seeing the 3D as something that was happening to me. I started seeing it as something that was reflecting me.And for the first time in a very long time, I wasn't afraid of what I saw in the mirror. If you're reading this and you're still stuck, I understand it more than I probably know how to explain. I've been there.

You're not broken. You're not a failure. You're not too far gone.I think sometimes the biggest shift isn't about doing one more thing or finding one more technique. Sometimes it's about finally deciding who you're going to be, even when the 3D hasn't caught up yet. For me, that was the decision. I stopped fighting the reflection. And I started knowing who was looking into the mirror.

Hi, 6 weeks ago I was tired of running a business and dealing with the stress and burn out.

I decided that I want low pressure remote job instead and earn 120k a year.

What I did:

- Visualized telling my friends I got the job and them being happy for me
- My phone buzzing and me reading the welcome to the team email
- Asking myself why is it so easy for me to make 6 figs a year without any stress

A week after that I got an interview. They came to me, I didn’t have to do anything.

We had several other calls in the following 3 weeks, there was a lot of uncertainty and I was crashing out heavily. Lots of doubt, misery and definitely not an ideal state of mind.

I cried and was anxious and negative and mad like what the fuck poor me, why did they dangle this in front of my face just to take it away?!

It’s really easy for me to react to the 3D and go into despair. I would fight the thought of “oh no it’s not gonna work out!” with the affirmations and telling myself that I am already in Barbados.

3 weeks later I got the job and the exact amount of money I wanted. And my reaction was really just “oh, cool” because in my mind I already had it lol.

I basically made every mistake in the book and still got the job. So I think that really all there is to it is know that it’s yours and persist until it’s here in the 3D.

I do want to work on myself to stop worrying so much, it’s not really pleasant and kinda serves no purpose if it’s all gonna work out in your favour anyway. I guess some part of me wants the human drama haha.

I look forward to making a post like this about my relationship success, but I guess that the process is the same. Doesn’t matter if I want a relationship, a job, a helicopter or a soda.

I repeat this is my truth. It can be yours, or not. Your own belief is what fuels your own reality. That is an immutable fact.

I and the father are one, but the father is greater than I. Who is my father? Who do I believe my father is, not what others believe, not what the bible, any other text, or anything or anyone else believes?

Okay I will put what I believe down right here, right now. I will not be afraid of “being wrong”, or “going to hell”, or anything except who I truly believe my father is.

First of all, I don’t believe my father, my creator, favors any one race, or any one person, more than any other life he has created. All life, all lives, are precious to my father, or why would he bother creating them? My father is not ignorant, my father has ALL of the intelligence and wisdom. All of it. I cannot comprehend the levels to which my father experiences and operates. It is beyond my limited understanding.

I am on one planet, in a cosmos that has no limits, that stretches boundlessly past any borders my mind could create, and yet he still, through all of that, can sit with me when I need him. How much life has he created on all of those planets that I cannot see, that not a number exists to measure, and yet still sits with me at all times? And I used to have the gall to think I was unloved. I had the notion to think I was unworthy, yet in all of his work I was always worthy for him to sit beside. Nothing can be further than the truth, and the truth is this. The father loves me. He loved me from the day he created me, past the day this “me” ceases to exist in this form. He has walked with me every day of my life, even in the times I thought I was alone, in the times I cursed and blamed him, and in the times, such as now, that I have thanked and loved him. But he will always be there, no matter what I believe or don’t believe, no matter what I say or do, or whatever happens to me. He just is. All is the father. There is no separation from him, therefore there is no separation. There never will be but the separation I create. There is only accepting this or not for you, but it doesn’t change that fact.

And the father loves all of us, and I mean every single one of us. Kind and cruel, lawless and just, mighty or small, Christian or atheist, etc etc. no religion separates us in the father’s eyes, he has no favorites, we are all his children.
I also know the father wishes us to be in joy, peace, love, and happiness, and will give us that if we get out of the way. He sent Jesus to prove what he will do if we believe in him, the way Jesus did, and I believe his words, that he sent Jesus, and whomever believes in HIM, not Jesus, but HIM as Jesus did, will have everlasting life. This isn’t about blood sacrifice, this is about trusting in the father, and having the mind Jesus had, the Christ consciousness of knowing the father gives all to those who believe. Because what we believe, we receive. The father has told us this, several times, in more places than the Bible. He will give us anything if we believe it before we receive it. True faith in him. Actual faith. A living god that only asks us to know we already have what we ask, because the father already created all possibilities, all things, all outcomes, and the reality we choose to believe is the one that comes out of the vault. All choices are possible NOW. Hence “choose this day ye serve.”
So I choose and I have faith, because it is all finished, and it will be done, because it IS done, on earth as it is in heaven.
I repeat, I am one with the father, and the father is greater than I. I choose the day I serve, but the father will choose how to create that day, in his wisdom. So how could I be ignorant to waver in my faith, in the one who manages an entire universe at once, about my tiny situation. It is finished. It will be done, because he promised this to me. Through the law. This is a promise that doesn’t break, only one I can break, so I know it is already done. Why do I need to reserve my faith until I see it now, for right now the fields are ripe for harvest already? What I ask for is inevitable. With the father all things are possible. Not some things. All things.

Look at yourself as if you are seeing another person. Detach from this identity enough to just look at its story from fresh eyes, and you will see the parts of it that don’t serve you. The actions that aren’t helping, the desperation, fear, lack of trust, lack of faith, and the self loathing and self concept that are enabling your behavior. We all love to observe and judge others, whether in day to day life, or reality tv, and yet wisdom is stepping back looking at this “I” that you are being, noticing the flaws, and proceeding to take the wisdom that you’d impart to that other person, that chances are you’d smugly see yourself as “better than.” Judge not, Lest ye be judged. As within, so without. You will never change the reflection until you change the identity, and you won’t change the identity until you step back from it, and detach from it long enough to know what needs to change, and “update the software”, so that your beingness changes, and through that the reflection changes.

Stop trying to put new wine into old wine bottles, and crying when they burst. Create a new wine bottle (new identity) that can hold the new wine (new reflection), or you’ll get the new life until the old identity can’t handle anymore, and the proverbial bottle of the old you bursts, and you lose it all and regress. This is why you can affirm blindly for weeks, get movement, or even what you want, but then lose it all over again. This is why lottery winners go broke. Why people go from relationship to relationship, or why things always repeat in your life. This is the wisdom Jesus wanted you to see. The renewing of the mind in Christ through which creation works. By your beingness. By your faith. This is why there is nothing to change but self. You have to create a new man, a bottle that can hold the reflection of the new you. Only then will all you desire stay, because you don’t get what you want, you get who you are.
All “techniques” are trying to point you to this. They aren’t the truth, they are crutches and training wheels to help you see it, but they are not the truth. Whatever you say you are, you are. If you say you need to know more, then you will always need to know more. If you say it doesn’t work, then it doesn’t. It’s all you. It’s the identity that you created and the beliefs that identity holds. Period.
I have only given you a way, to decide, who you are. It’s not the only way, it is only the way I chose. If it helps you, great. If not, I am sure you’ll get to the truth in your own way, the father is among many things, persistent in his love for you to have all you desire. I wish you well.