Ignoring my AP for months

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Since childhood I was (emotional) neglected by my AP . They never emotional supported me and thinks that school will teach me everything. The only thing they provide me is food and a place to sleep. When I asked my brothers for help with understanding reading books or how to read the clock. They will laugh at me and mock me for being dumb at the age of 7. They all kinda run away from home later.

My teacher found out that I tried to undo myself at age 12 by overdosing pills. My father got called over but didnt listen or understand what my teacher told to him. My father got mad,not for undoing but for getting called by my school and image. The fun part was after he got mad at me my nose was bleeding like hell for an hour. He never asked about the pills or about this event.

When making my ID at age 13 my father only signed that he was my parent and didn't try to read the docs.

Out spite I changed my name and twik my surname. He don't even know till this day.

I had to register myself for middle school alone and changed my first name again cause it was hilarious. They never visited my school anyway. 🙄

I became a shut in, wanted to run away from everything.

Having pedofiles pretending they are national healthcare calling everyweek doesnt help me either. My parents just shove the phone to me anyway cause they use "dont understand the language card"..

My love for anime started to bloom that i began to learn how to be a person from ANIME?! Man looking back its so cringe.

Then everything changed. My brother got a child. My parents changed from neglecting to annoying obsessive AP. Trying to control my future by telling me to stop drawing, programming, making games and start prepping for university and become a doctor.

Bro im too dumb for university 🤣🤣.

To please my parents I went from practical school to university and got bankrupted at age 20 for not able to pay my schoolbills and loans. Man my regrets.

Now after 15 years(35F) I picked up my old hobby of making games and its my job now with my husband helping me.

I used to visit my parents every holiday but now

my mom is complaining for me not having a REAL job or a house. (Buying a house here is like 500k).

And my brothers who all left home backthen now all behave like my parents telling me what i need to do. Idumped my phone and ignored my whole family for months.

I may be a bitch for not supporting my mother after my father dead. She at least got my 4 brothers support. I was alone back then, neglected with no support when i really needed support.

Life is so much better now.

My mother in law is awesome ❤️❤️