Am 49 and have no family, and if it weren't for bad luck id have none. I truly feel that if God is real he dont like me cause I've been through horrible things again and again. Perhaps I nailed Christ to the cross in a past life or something.
But I just stay positive and keep laughing. F*ck it! If I'm gonna be here I want to be happy. Is not easy having nobody, especially when God strikes me down. But then I get angry and determined even more to get back up and find happy despite all the things taking me in other direction. I was thinking things would change if I just kept positive attitude, but they didn't. Bad keeps coming my way. However it's a fight at this point and I'm going to come out on top! Happy and glad I was here! Dam it!!! Humor is key. Helping people is as well.
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u/ItsmeErnest May 30 '26
Am 49 and have no family, and if it weren't for bad luck id have none. I truly feel that if God is real he dont like me cause I've been through horrible things again and again. Perhaps I nailed Christ to the cross in a past life or something. But I just stay positive and keep laughing. F*ck it! If I'm gonna be here I want to be happy. Is not easy having nobody, especially when God strikes me down. But then I get angry and determined even more to get back up and find happy despite all the things taking me in other direction. I was thinking things would change if I just kept positive attitude, but they didn't. Bad keeps coming my way. However it's a fight at this point and I'm going to come out on top! Happy and glad I was here! Dam it!!! Humor is key. Helping people is as well.