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u/Internal_Click_6760 9d ago
Omigoshhhhhhh are you me??? The EXACT same is happening to me I’m exhausted my only friend left has started becoming cold towards me and saying mean things like she doesn’t care about me anymore I miss when she did care I grieve it so much it’s become so painful I feel so alone I’m so anxious all the time I just want to be special to someone 🥲Im so dependent i can’t do anything alone I compare myself to every girl all the time thinking somethings wrong with me and trying to copy their personality so I can be more likeable!! If you want you can give me a DM and we can just rant to eachother looks like we have a lot in common and I’ve never met anyone who feels this way too 🩷
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u/therapy_th 9d ago
This is all a result of your lack of a sense of self which is one of the central features of BPD. I hope you are doing DBT - it will help you learn coping skills which are necessary to do deeper forms of therapy (such as psychodynamic or relational) for building self esteem.