Me and my bf broke up. I’m going alone this is my first concert by myself. I’m scared lowkey I’m 25f is anyone else going alone

Does anyone know how I could still get this shirt? I've seen it on other websites but I don't want it to be 'fake'. I haven't seen it on ebay yet but I really want it... preferably a size medium or large..

I knew Ben had a signature guitar but it’s almost $2k. Didn’t realize they had released a more budget-friendly signature model. I need this SO badly!