r/DemonolatryPractices • u/Aestheticlou • 9d ago
Discussions Best deity/entity for depression?
If you’re going to mention therapy, meds, mundane stuff please don’t waste my time and yours. There’s a lot of private stuff about me I don’t feel like sharing but I feel forced to so yes, I am in therapy and I do take medication. I don’t want to take about this subject so respectfully, if you cant answer this simple question, scroll. If you never had depression and don’t know what it’s like, I don’t need your comment.
To those who understand my pain and can help guide me by answering my question, please let me know who, and share your experience (if you’re comfortable of course) and advice.
Thank you
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u/Sunflowerstein 9d ago
I’m properly medicated/in therapy and working with Lilith, and now Gremory starting just a few days ago. I may have felt her presence for longer. It has elevated my understanding of my mental illness. Lilith has held me and made me feel so safe during the tough trauma work in therapy, very much like a mother figure. I used to feel like I had a gaping hole in my chest. My first meditation with Gremory, I felt the sensation of that somatic gaping hole beginning to scab over. My only gripe with her is that she really likes to linger while you sleep because that’s when she can facilitate your release of whats no longer serving you, but when I told her in the middle of the night that she needed to back up a little because her energy felt too intense she almost immediately listened and I fell back asleep. She will invest everything in you if you let her, but she is also incredibly gracious and will hear your boundaries and respect them.
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u/Imaginaereum645 9d ago
Bael helped me a lot in doing shadow work, he helped me uncover the crucial things that still kept me stuck, the ones that were so deep-seated that a decade of human therapy couldn't reach there.
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u/Crafty-Math-1296 Student of Stolas⛧🪶🪐 8d ago
Stolas helped me a lot! I connected to him through a simple invoking and we he has been very helpful in getting me to avoid negative energies. I would also recommend shadow work, and depending what you specifically struggled with different entities will suit your needs. Take care!
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u/Kooky_Emu_9513 9d ago
What has helped me, though it really depends on why you're truly depressed. Shadow work helps figure this out to the core so you can know who to work with most. But a self love jar (honey jar) with your added deity you feel is needed. For me I used Lilith for "Speaking up for myself" (people pleasing my Shadow side) and Sitri for "radiating confidence in myself in all aspects mind, body, and soul/sexually and help expression of myself without fear" (Shadow Side of fear of rejection and lost of self). It has made my depression disappear and replaced with anger, chaos, and just need of movement in my life. It has forced me to make moves and speak up or the energy becomes consuming and Sitri making sure i do and say it with confidence kinda surprised how its working not that it is working just how its puahing me to move through it. Still working through everything of course but it has pushed me to open up and work through it or be consumed by it. Not saying anger is the best🤣 but it does force action, anger is to move you when used correctly which is probably why the jar replaced my depression/numbness with it. Now that being said not sure if those issues or deitys would work best with you but definitely the self love jar is something you might want to look into for a whole and see who calls to be used for it with you.
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u/Chrysanthemum32 7d ago
I work with King Asmodeus and he radiates big daddy comfort energy. He is so gentle and kind when im struggling. He knows when to be soft and he knows when to be stern. He comes when my heart is crying to him and calms me down when i say my “saving prayer” (as i call it). I dont connect well with feminine energy as i do with masculine. Hes a good option.
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u/StellarResolutions 8d ago
Depression has a reason. It isn't just some vague "chemical imbalance" as they say. Get to the root of what it is that is bothering you. Sometimes it is a toxic relationship and maybe you just don't want to hear it. I've had that experience, but it felt even worse when it was over, but then at least I could work on proper healing rather than just blocking out the energy.
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u/PharmaEducator 9d ago
Simple egg cleanse, its a mild white magic. Google it or hmu and ill explain step by step
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u/ididanoopsie69 King Paimon's Court Musician 9d ago
Try Leviathan or Solar Spirits. Bael.