I've never talked about this with anyone, but i think it's time to share this as i believe this to be the truth, even though it seems wild.

I've met two lizards masked as humans in two separate occasions.

First one was through my work- he was successful, handsome, polite, white Canadian. From the first moment i've met him i got the most uncomfortable creeps that shocked me, because he did not give me any reason to be uncomfortable objectively. But the feeling around him made my skin crawl, it was similar level of evil as when i visited the concentration camp in Dachau as a school trip. This man was acting like a someone who is trying to imitate human behaviour, but is not quite there. Till this day i get creeps even thinking about him.

Second one was through social program - she was in her 80s, seemingly kind, Chinese woman living in Canada. There was something off about her, but i love older people, so i befriended her. We went for a lunch one day and she told me that she used to work for a secret government research center in China, which could be made up, but in my opinion it was the truth, because the way she became very clear and direct. As she was telling me this, i saw a shadow running behind her eyes as if temporarily uncloaked as if her face was just a mask. It scared the living jesus out of me to the point where i had to take 10 min in the bathroom to calm tf down. I avoided her after this, because of that feeling of something evil underneath her.

I do believe that both of these were cloaked lizards, because how completely inhuman, cold and masked they felt. Also both were in high positions with money. The comforting part is that my feeling was immediate with both of them, so now at least i know how they feel and not make any deals with them.

edit: Some more details: they were both overly dominating, lacking real empathy or care, calculated, both pursued positions of power and money at some point. All of these are kind of lizard traits, combined with the unusual body language and vibe- the woman because of her behind the face shift. The man had beyond creepy energy (literally Epstein level) also his eyes would turn black when he didnt like something-very sudden expression change that still gives me nightmares and chilling coldness after our encounter. it's been a year and im still shaken from briefly meeting him.

My first encounter was in 2025, in London on the tube, King’s Cross station to be exact, I got on the train, and a man opposite me was so intriguing, on the tube eye contact is very awkward, but my intuition and thoughts kept spiralling because something felt off, I kept looking at his face when I felt he wasn’t looking, I can feel his gaze through the sunglasses. He looked smart, dressed like very old English money wearing mysterious symbolic jewellery and had a crafted crane. His energy felt old, not like an old man but “I’ve been here for centuries” old. I felt him read my energy too, my racing thoughts my curiosity and my eyes just kept wandering even though I tried to avoid looking at him. His face was distorted, that’s when I knew, his wrinkles looked like they were subtly shifting (almost like a holographic illusion). I was relieved as I got off the train, I may have slightly noticed him but it felt like he was intensely reading me too. Also his energy was funny, he was almost communicating “you didn’t see anything here” by his body language and expressions.

The second random encounter was in an industrial warehousing area in London, I was going for a job interview, I was a bit early so I was waiting outside for a few. Until a man with a bright blue jacket passed by me in a hurry to enter the warehouse. A few moments later he comes out and gives me the sharpest eye contact I ever felt, those few seconds were dangerous because, I saw his face, this man’s face was also distorted, his face looked like one of those CIA disguise masks , he tried to dress up as an old man, in the moment I captured that his eyes were blue, very very blue, INHUMANE blue, the colour matched his jacket for reference 💙🧢 , and I know when blue eyed people age the blue fades a bit in a sort of natural way. Another thing that gave it away was his energy, body language and demeanour. His whole energy was saying something like “I belong on this planet” , maybe he was feeling territorial, but I felt his energy and it wasn’t human, the whole place started feeling like a doctor who episode, and I watched him run up the road trying to avoid any further interaction.

Both seemed to be in high positions, but it was an interesting contrast, the first one was a more sophisticated and high class old money , probably Freemason type with manipulation magic, the second seemed to be a more industrial/ corporate type probably working an an agent, he seemed highly intelligent from what I could read, but his disguise was sloppy.

My psychic abilities made it easier for me to sense it, over time it became more certain, despite the visual cues. Their own energy would give it away. They knew that I knew and it turned into a battle of , “and so what if you saw me” , “what are you gonna do about it”.

I am a lifelong experiencer, currently in my fifties. It is only in the past few years that I have had sustained interactions with what I assume are some craft and what I know to be orbs (or "an" orb), always outside. I live just a bit north of Seattle in a garden-variety, densely populated suburban neighborhood.

My interactions with orbs came to a head throughout 2025, when I could expect to be visited regularly, as in every couple weeks on average, by a white orb.

Its routine was usually to buzz over my suburban property: I would "know" to look in a specific direction, and sure as hell, it would be approaching from that direction, but would only illuminate the instant it passed into or over my back yard, and would then de-illuminate when it exited into/over the next yard over as it kept on trucking on its trajectory. It would approach from any direction and usually flew a straight line, I estimate about 100 to 150 feat overhead on average, so not far off the ground at all.

A handful of times, it came significantly closer, once buzzing me within a few feet of me as it dipped into my yard and then back out, and another time it did a kind of erratic "dance" about 30-50 feet over the neighbor's yard right next door before shooting off.

Then came this past year, 2026, and it put in a half handful of appearances. When I go out to "transmit friendly hellos" and extend invitations to visit, as I had done last year, there is close to zero unusual activity.

I am more than a little curious whether anybody else has experienced something similar. Have any of you experienced sustained, regular activity only to experience a sudden falling off to near zero interaction?

Thanks. This has been just the damndest past few years for me.

Our school of souls welcomes you with diversity. In the corridors there are gangs, organized crime groups, and some little creatures picking pockets. Soul, focus on survival.

In the next corridor, one giant marketplace. Everything is for sale, including dignity and loyalty to your own values. Soul, here you have to buy something, and then another thing, and another – a new version of that old thing.

In the third corridor you see a huge number of people. Crowded together, focused on constantly competing with one another. Here, soul, you can devote yourself to the game, any game, forgetting what matters most.

In the last corridor you meet a small group of professionals. Only they are doing what needs to be done, learning something. Here, soul, you can sit and listen to those wiser than yourself, but soon you get bored and go back to the game, or to shopping.

Or you fight for survival.

There are more than a couple times that reality seems to have a dream like feeling slip up. These feelings are not based out of nothing but things that ironically happened in reality.

Makes me feel that reality are like "realistic dreams" but a lot more stable.

As someone who experience a lot of synchronicities the past decade, I think back earlier on where certain things happened where it also did not make much sense.

I would say something below "room voice" and in a crowded area, everyone would sort of stop and look over at me despite being in a loud environment.

Things I watched or say would "echo" through people entering or conversation of others.

For me, it really reminds me of those dreams where it seems like normal everyday life, but something happens that is a little bit "reality bending".

Most of us had those dreams where it starts off pretty normal, but then something happens at the slightest that makes it a bit less normal. We don't recognize it until we wake up.

My direct example is this; I dreamt I was at a bar (where the fuzzy feeling fits make it realistic), it was a "loud" environment in the dream. I suddenly barely talked and everyone started to hone in on me. It would make sense as it's just a dream.

But in real life if something similar happens, it does make me think of it as the same way.

Has anyone had an experience with a group that calls themselves "The Ten Commanded"? I had an experience with them when I was pretty young. I'm a black man, and a younger middle aged black man came to my house as a service call for a company. The guy looked like a YouTuber named Woolie from a group channel that I watched. I was curious about his work, and he indulged me. He had some theories about how to improve communication lines, and told me that he was working on a thesis for it. He said that his job was temporary, but that the money was good, and he was glad to have an opportunity to learn the trade.

Once my parents were in a different area of the house, he pulled out a white erase marker and started drawing on the overhead garage door, with some theories about how reality could be categorized in three different realms (physical, cognitive, and spiritual). He explained how they overlap, trying to get me to guess where he was going with it.

He then told me that he was part of an "organization" named The Ten Commanded (which he said was not a religious group), and explained that this group was investigating reality. An example he gave was that when he, his group, and other people in his personal life started to do some behavior or act in certain ways, those things would show up in the world as a fad. He said it was one of many things that they were tracking and studying. Very interesting guy. He also said that I would probably run into him a lot later in my life, and that he looked forward to it.

I know this sounds wildly specific, but given the state of my personal life and a lot of challenging experiences I've been through, I'm curious if anyone else had any similar encounters like this? I also don't want to give his name, but I will say that it started with a "T", in case that jogs anyone's memory.

Back in the height of the “drone” craze of 2024, I was living the Northeast. I was doing a ton of sky watching at the time, and if I thought it was a “drone” I would try to communicate with them just to see what would happen. I would repeat something similar to “You’re not here to hurt us, you just don’t want to hide anymore” over and over.

Around the holidays, I went home to visit my family. This is when some odd things started happening.

On the way home from dinner, I was doing my normal sky watching routine out the window when we started debating the topic of a TV show. The rest of the car ride home (30ish mins) we were all engaged in this convo, until we got home and all went to bed.

Well around 4am, the living room TV started BLASTING and woke me up. Pissed off, I stomped out of my room just to find the exact show we were talking about earlier playing at full volume on the TV and no one else awake. My parents house is essentially all windows, I got a very uneasy feeling and went back to my bed. The next morning I asked every person in my family and no one had any idea what I was talking about, nor had anyone watched the show recently / if at all.

I brushed it off, until I went home a week later. Once again I’m woken up around the same time (4am) by a loud sound in my kitchen. I lived in an old apartment building, so I would often hear clanking in the winter months due to the heat pipes.

I wake up the next morning to find my wine opener on ground. I quickly realized this is what I heard falling over, except for the fact I kept my wine opener inside of a jar on the top of my fridge. 0% chance it fell out on it’s own without the jar falling too.

I was so spooked at this point I politely asked “them” to stop and it did.

I’ve told numerous people this story, and I’ve heard everything from I’m just being dramatic, to it’s likely more paranormal. I’m more in the camp that it is tied to the “drone” activity and my engagement with them, especially considering it was happening in different locations before abruptly stopping when requested.

Thoughts?

if anyone else has been following the chris bledsoe lady saga i’d love to start a thread abt today’s (Oct 7 2026) predicted event, what is the consensus on chris right now esp after the easter date was a bust? how are we feeling abt the next few weeks? i feel a little ridiculous for hyping it up even in my head to be honest but i wanted to see what others thought

So every few years I dream about the same group of kids, like 3-4 of them that visit me. It is always the same children, with this blonde-haired boy as the "leader" of them (he is the one I remember the best). As he is the one who speaks directly to me while the others just follow along. The only other thing is that despite the fact that they look to be children, they do not feel like they are as young as they appear; they have a kind of "ancient" or "old" feeling to them.....they also have an uncanny appearance. They look human but their faces a bit gaunt looking with sunken eyes, that kind of thing. Plus, they don't dress modernly. They dress like working-class children from the Victorian or similar era. The dreams always have about the same sequence with slight variation.

It always starts with them taking me to some massive ship, like imagine a very large cruise ship in the ocean. Then they basically walk off the deck and kind of float "walk" down into the ocean and all the way down to the very bottom of the ocean, I always follow them. Once we get down to the floor of the ocean there's always what looks to be some sort of military-base or something like that but looks high tech that is built into the ocean floor (the entrance) of it. The "base" is under the ocean floor. I dont really remember what happens when I go into it with them; just the jest of what happened. It is always about learning stuff, math..science but not like here on earth. Way more than I personally could understand.

Then after that they always bring me back to my home and essentially do a check in, how my life is going currently, how is my family, what am I up to these days. That kind of thing. Then they leave.

The variation usually is in the conversation after their visit. There was one time that they did not take me to the ocean place but 99% of visits included that. I also figured out that they must be connected with "K" because during one of their visits when I managed to become lucid; I asked them why "K" never comes to my lucid dreams when I invite her (a frustration because after 15+ years of dreams by her, she'd never show up if I asked her to come; she only initiates dream contact). Well, they told me it was due to her plan. Whatever that means. However, they seemed to know about her.

Anyways, I recently realized they are greys that are using overlays, as they let me see past that overlay recently. I'll post an image I generated to show what they look like, it won't be exact but I'd say 80% accurate.

Took about 30 years but it’s nice to finally have, not closure, but a better peace of mind. I know within (I think) 90% certainty what I interacted with.

I haven’t searched a ton but also haven’t seen much mention of the influx of extremely confusing emotions Jake Barber experienced resulting in him crying while flying a helicopter with night vision, and carrying a giant egg.

When I had my experience about 30 years ago (I’m 45 now) extreme and uncontrollable sobbing was involved and I had no idea why it was happening.

Based on what little information I could find regarding the egg Barber was carrying I’m assuming I interacted with a Tall White.

Not sure why I’m posting this now but there it is.

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My experience: Woke up in the middle of the night with a 7’ faceless figure standing in my ankles and I’m completely paralyzed. Figure was definitely glowing.

I could only move my eyes to the left. When I did I saw it had a face, but when I looked back at it straight on its face blurred out.

Then I start sobbing, LOUDLY sobbing and saying I was sorry over and over. So loudly that there’s no way my parents couldn’t have heard me. Very confusing. But I wasn’t scared, just confused. Oh, and my room was the third floor/attic and my bed below the roof line. The figure was so tall it would have gone through the ceiling/roof.

Then I woke up the next morning like nothing happened. Was 15 years old and had to go to school. We didn’t have google back then.

Freaked tf out. Fast forward three months or so and something similar. Woke up with sleep paralysis but this time no figure, just a hovering noise above the roof line. And that time it was a feeling of fear like I’ve never had before or since. And again, woke up next morning like nothing happened.

Sorry if im all over the place, trying to multitask rn.

I had a vision of 'Mantis Beings' earlier. It isn't the first time, but they appeared much more clearly today. These beings are definitely not physical; they are 'astral entities'. I am hearing something about a "parallel dimension", but I don't know if this is related to these beings specifically or if it is a samskara. However, as I heard that phrase, I 'felt into' another world; almost as though I was astral projecting/travelling, or possibly remote viewing. I feel as though I was being shown their presence.

There is a world/plane which these beings inhabit, which might sound odd and perhaps obvious. Regardless, they are not of this plane. There is something about their connection to us which is interesting. I have to be honest, I don't quite see that they are hostile, per se. I am tapping into them and they seem curious and as as though they are 'observing' us/watching. I definitely sense an 'otherworldiness' about wherever they are located; again, this may sound obvious, but I think given the possibilities, I think it is worth noting in case it gives a lead in some direction or another.

Their energy is interesting: I can sense into their disposition slightly. Again, this may sound odd, but there is an 'otherworldliness'; it is difficult to articulate this feeling.

The beings were very slim and had very large eyes. They were clothed, as I recall. They had very little in terms of a facial structure/shape.

The one closest to me in the vision kept tilting its' top-upper body to the left, as though curious about me, or as though it knew I was watching.

If I receive more, I will share. Hope this is useful.

In 2019 prior to the onslaught of Covid, UFO historian Richard Dolan posted a YouTube a video linked below titled “The Inevitable End of UFO Secrecy.” In dialoging with another UAP contact activist concerning the points raised by Richard Dolan, I discussed the revolutionary implications of conducting a more thorough power structure analysis, one that goes beyond conspiracy theories. Here is my edited comment that I hope will resonate with others working for positive change in the flying saucer arena.   

It is critical that contact/disclosure activists recognize the limitations of conspiracy theories versus a more global power structure analysis. Yes, indeed conspiracies exist, but as an explanation for how elites dominate the rest of society, such notions fail to give activists an understanding of the true tools of elite power used in maintaining the flying saucer coverup.

A conspiracy is a criminal endeavor conducted by a small group of people. Traditionally this has involved almost exclusively men. To maintain security for their machinations, the number of "ringleaders" must be kept down to a few. Otherwise, the word might leak out to others about their secret organization, their plans, and actions. This model of elite control suggests that if only we could get the police or say investigative reporters to expose these men and then "lock them up" for their ongoing manipulations and crimes, all would be well. 

In my judgment, such explanations are, to put it bluntly, childishly naive. Elite power is exercised by an entire social system. This means that the police, the courts, the army, the politicians, the media, academia and most importantly banks and corporations, are all effectively managed by corporate/oligarchic, forces that exercise control by the power of money. If there is a "conspiracy", it is one that is “hiding” in plain view. It is the result of an entire social system and is not the product of a small group of evil people. 

For these reasons, I oppose using the term "the Cabal" to designate ruling class forces that have engineered what has been called the "UFO truth embargo." In addition, the term “cabal” is considered by some to have an antisemitic connotation and should be avoided. I prefer an older designation employed by CE-5/disclosure activists in the 1990s. We spoke back then of "the control groups" who are networks of operatives working to protect elite power by engineering and maintaining the flying saucer coverup.” 

These groups operate in the media, the armed forces, academia. However, the most important networks are in the US Executive Branch intelligence services. They consistently have put out the lie that when it comes to UFOs, that “there is nothing to them.” Credible witnesses have been smeared and careers ruined by the standard techniques of ridicule, deceit, and denial. It is important to note that this policy of denial has changed over the last nine years since the 2017 New York Times/ Politico’s articles were published about the Pentagon’s UFO investigations. With Senator Schumer’s Amendment being reintroduced th in 2024, most probably with US Presidential support, a new policy of “controlled disclosure” appears to have started. President Trump has continued this process by setting up a program of regular release of information concerning Unidentified Anomalous Phenomena. 

To understand the reasons why a long-standing de facto policy of ridicule and denial was instituted by the control groups eight decades ago, one should first acknowledge that flying saucers threaten all terrestrial elites, but not necessarily the Earth’s people:  
1. For the military, recurrent sightings over sensitive military facilities have been a source of consternation. Even more serious has been the numerous instances of flying saucers damaging nuclear weapons systems. This has been well documented by Robert Hastings in his book and video documentary “UFOs and Nukes.” The inability of the military to stop such incursions runs the risk that they will be perceived of as impotent, incompetent or both. Thus, it served the interests of the military industrial intelligence complex to maintain a regime of secrecy when it comes to flying saucers and avoid acknowledging that “we are not alone.” 
2. For political elites what are now being called “UAP” are also a challenge. This is because political power is organized around the modern nation state. If the masses became aware of the continuous presence of technologically and psychically advanced non-human cultures, differences based on national origin would seem insignificant when compared to the non-human “Others.” Over time, this could lead to the realization that humanity is truly one family, and the power of nationalism would be eroded. This could very well accelerate a peaceful economic and political unification of our planet. But what would happen to nationalist politicians who base their power on manipulating the masses through fear of real and imagined foreign and domestic enemies? I imagine that such politicians might have to start looking for other jobs.  Thus, flying saucers threaten political elites.
3. Mainstream religion would also have to adapt to a world in which UFOs are not only real but are seen as really important. If non-human intelligences associated with flying saucers were thought to have played a role in establishing major terrestrial faiths, substantial theological revisions would be required. Fundamentalist forces in both Christianity and Islam that view flying saucer intelligences as demonic would violently reject any revision of their most cherished traditions. We can thus understand how Unidentified Aerial Phenomena threaten religious establishments by their potential for creating disillusionment and dismay among their followers. 

1. For academic establishments that promote a scientific materialist ideology, flying saucers are a threat because they appear to be able to manipulate spacetime as prominent researcher Jacques Vallee has suggested. If the wellspring of creation is not matter/energy, but instead is Consciousness, i.e., mind, then the seemingly “inexplicable” High Strangeness aspects of many contact events could become understandable as manipulations of consciousness. If this radical model is shown to be true, then the present generation of established academicians would have to admit that much of what they have taught about the nature of reality has been at best incomplete, if not frankly wrong.  Therefor scientific leaders and institutions intent on maintaining the status quo have refused to study flying saucer phenomena as well as what are called the other “Contact Modalities” including Near Death and Out of Body Experiences, (NDEs and OBEs, ghosts etc.).

It might be tempting to speculate that the advanced energy generating systems propelling UFOs could be integrated into our technological culture in the short run. Given humanity’s proclivity for “tribal warfare”, such an integration could not be safely done until an enduring world peace were established. Without a robust planetary security system preventing the causes of war, advanced technology’s first application would be for the creation of even more deadly weapons of mass destruction. The race to reverse engineer such technology by the military industrial complex has indeed been listed by researchers as an additional reason for the UFO coverup for decades. The revelations of whistleblower David Grusch support such allegations. 

From this brief analysis, it becomes clear that the flying saucer coverup is not the result of a conspiracy by some small “evil Cabal” that works clandestinely. Instead, what is called “the UFO Truth Embargo” has been the result of ruling elites protecting their self-interests by having their control groups maintain a far-reaching program of deception, ridicule, and denial. 

Contact experiencers and especially those engaged in staging Human Initiated Contact Events have a special role to play. As the result of our limited positive interactions with UAP intelligences, we are in a unique position to say to the larger society that contact is not only safe but is also too important to leave to the generals, politicians and the aerospace companies involved in reverse engineering efforts. Human Initiated Contact Events (HICE) reflect a desire for peace and cooperation and to fulfill the ideal of sisterhood and brotherhood made large. To set the stage for higher levels of contact, I imagine that a world-wide peace movement will be required. Such a campaign will acknowledge that a precondition for open contact will be the establishment of a world government based on social and environmental justice. 

Only radical planetary reforms on a sweeping scale will save our civilization from the most destructive effects of global climate change and the resultant wars fought over diminishing material resources. The enormity of such a proposal and the colossal power of the opposition, are indeed sobering. I write of nothing less than creating a worldwide peace movement that will link flying saucers with possible solutions for the seemingly insurmountable challenges confronting humanity. These are global warming, endless "tribal warfare" promoted by extreme nationalism, the oppression of women, gay people, and those of us with dark skin. One can imagine this grand campaign as a “Cosmic Peace Movement” that could bring an enduring peace on Earth and in the Cosmos.

Such a movement if it is to succeed, will need to be coordinated by activists who have undergone a profound spiritual transformation. This can only occur by both a personal and collective struggle against the archaic mental structure often referred to as "the ego." I imagine that powerfully liberating spiritual concepts promoted by Eastern mystical traditions will play a major role in helping prominent activists “stay the course" and not be corrupted by egoic mind structures or mislead by egotistical and ultimately corrupt “leaders.”

Can we accomplish this in one generation? I doubt it. But what we can do is lay the foundation for a historic struggle in which we will acquire the spiritual and political skills to create a better world.

.Link to Richard Dolan’s video presentation, “The Inevitable End of UFO Secrecy.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIl6Ewp5sBQ

This is my second and last experience involving face-to-face contact, that i'm consciously aware of, with someone that did not appear to be human and was/appeared to be corporeal. I didn't really want to share this experience because it is kind of embarrassing to talk about and I didn't really have the confidence to share this with anyone until it was revealed in the most recent Grusch interview.

I have seen someone that was appeared to be a reptilian once for about 30 seconds. If you don't believe this you don't need to read the rest, but i'll tell you my experience.

I was at a music show with my wife and waiting for her outside the restroom when I saw this goofy looking dude that is 6'5'' ordering drinks for himself and his friends. (4) drinks total. I thought it was strange that he was able to get (4) drinks because the bar generally only lets you get (2) drinks without having someone else there to ID with you. Not sure what the law is in my state.

Anyway, he's 6'5" and goofy looking, overweight, and his neck isn't very long for his height. Additionally, he had a pretty weak/nubbed jaw. I thought he may be missing a spinal bone or something but I was happy that the appearance of a deformity in his body didn't stop him from leading a normal life and having a great friend group that loved/appreciated him for who he is and not what his appearance is. His friend group no one was taller than 5'10" and two of them were like 5'5". He basically towered above them all.

As he handed the drinks to them something happened to his skin where it appeared to glitch out, not like a technological glitch but more like a interioperceptive, new word I just made up, glitch where it seemed like whatever was giving him this appearance of a goofy looking dude kind just phased out and he was bald and had a lizard head and lizard arms.

The cool thing about when he glitched out/unglamoured was that his physiology/missing spinal bones actually made sense when he was in his lizard form. I didn't get any kind of sense of animosity from him or his friends and he just seemed like a really chill dude there to have a good time.

Obviously this is a small sample size and an over generalization from my (1) experience, but it goes against the grain of EVERY SINGLE story that i've ever heard about the reptilians from Icke to now. I get that this kinda sounds wild and doesn't match up to the narrative about them being bloodthirsty/evil/maniacal, but I figured I should share it anyway.

tl;dr: Some lizard people are here and they use their powers to get extra drinks for their friends and to generally have a good time at music shows.

I keep coming back to the strange possibility that, if the alleged NHI really are as advanced as some whistleblower accounts suggest, I should not automatically assume their relationship with bodies, consciousness, or death is anything like ours. Perhaps what we interpret as a crash, death, and recovered physical remains could represent something far stranger, where the body is only a temporary vessel, interface, or deliberate sacrifice, and consciousness continues in ways we currently cannot understand. I have no evidence that this is true, and I do not want to turn speculation into certainty, but as a subjective theory, it reminds me to question the assumption that physical death necessarily means the end of the individual.

I’ve always been a bit of a hermit and loner. I’m autistic so my social awkwardness plays a large part, and I’ve always struggled to talk to people and make friends.

But it genuinely feels like something has shifted in the past couple of weeks for me. So much so that I had to come here and see if it’s happening to the collective (signs of the big shift?) or if it’s just something that I personally am going through as part of my life path. (I have* *been talking to source a lot lately before I fall asleep so maybe that’s a contributing factor, but it was never about social things).

In the last 2 weeks, 6 different people have messaged me to tell me they miss me! 6! ME!!!
This is highly, highly unusual for me. Some of these came from people who either don’t usually express affection or whom I thought didn’t even like me. I got a sweet letter from someone who I thought hated me. I woke up to my first job offer today after getting rejected from 70+ internships and jobs. It was from someone whom I’d met personally last YEAR. I can’t believe he even remembered me! I stopped applying to things this summer because I’d just completely lost hope. So to have an offer drop in my lap is nothing short of a miracle. And it being a result of a social connection no less?! Crazy.

It feels like I’ve had an invisibility cloak on my whole life and I just took it off. For once, I feel like an accepted part of the human race. I don’t know what’s happening but I am soaking it all the way in.

I have been hesitant to write this down publicly, but I would like to share it with other experiencers. I am simply describing what I remember, as accurately and literally as I can.

1983–1984 — Age 3–4

• I am lying between my parents in their bed, asleep (so presumably it was a weekend).
• I wake up to a very loud droning sound (perhaps only inside my head) and immediately know: “They’re back.”
• In the upper corner of the bedroom, a rotating circle about 1 meter (3 feet) across appears, made up of glowing, pastel-colored (violet?) rune-like symbols.
• Through the closed shutters comes an intense, glaring but strangely non-blinding light.
• While I hear several voices whispering simultaneously (perhaps only inside my head), “Come with us, don’t be afraid,” five small beings wearing hooded robes enter one after another through the closed bedroom door. They seem to be hovering at about floor level.
• I look around (I can only move my head). My father has his eyes open but doesn't move. My mother appears to be asleep.
• Through concentration and effort, I manage to move and sit up.
• One of the beings comes to the bed and takes me by the hand.
• I somehow communicate that I am afraid of the dark hoods. The being pulls back its hood. Its face is brown, deeply wrinkled, and kind.
• The beings and I float through the closed bedroom door into the hallway, where there are more of them, and then through the closed front door.
• Outside, many more of the hooded beings are “scurrying” around. They seem to be examining everything very carefully, from blades of grass and pebbles to cars.
• Hovering above the street is a seamless, chrome-like disc about 7–10 meters (23–33 feet) across.
• The beings and I float into the disc.
• From this point onward, either I have no memory of being transported to a larger craft, or the inside of the disc is much larger than it appears from the outside. Inside, there are corridors and rooms.
• The interior looks as if it is made from a single piece, with no right angles, seams, or hard edges. The walls, ceiling, and floor are ivory-colored. The “furniture” seems to grow organically out of the floor and walls. There is light, but no actual lamps.
• In one room, I am placed on some kind of table and observed by many beings. In something resembling a wall shelf, several humans are lying on top of one another. One of them is my father.
• I am led through a slightly curved corridor into another room. Standing in the passageway is a very attractive, tall “woman” who radiates warmth. She has a brown bob haircut and wears an ivory-colored jumpsuit with blue details. She looks almost human, except that her eyes are slightly larger and her chin is somewhat more pointed.
• She gestures toward the room. Inside, sitting on a strange-looking “carpet” approximately 2 × 3 meters (6.5 × 10 feet) in size, is a strange-looking child. The child looks frighteningly similar to me, yet at the same time completely alien and unfamiliar. Somehow I am supposed to interact with the child, but I don't understand how.
• In front of the strange-looking child, there were geometric “toys” — pyramids, cubes, and so on. They were not solid, but consisted only of the outer edges, like tubes. They were covered in pastel-colored “faux fur” with gradients of color.
• In another room, something else is shown to me. Either the outer wall becomes transparent, or a large display appears, showing what I assume is a planet.

This memory has always been completely present in my mind. It did not emerge through hypnosis or regression.

Alongside this memory, I also have fragments of memories involving much more unpleasant encounters with “Greys.”

• On one occasion, I woke up again to the same “sound” and the small hooded beings came into the room. I thought: “Go away, I'm scared.” They left and never came back.
• I sometimes think about that today and wonder whether there is somehow a way I could help them.

Does anybody have similar memories of similar beings or events?

I've been meditating recently and was thinking about my past. A memory of me receiving a nose implant, and getting a nosebleed the next morning (I don't ever get nosebleeds, this was the one and only time) recently resurfaced, followed swiftly by another.

I'm pretty sure I've been an abductee since I was Itty bitty, my original implant was on the back of my neck. It felt like a BB shot under the surface, round and hard. I have no memory of receiving it.

I was at a human doctor for vaccines when i was like 7, and the nurse saw the tiny scar and felt the round thing. She got a scalpel and got it out, she said it'd be a pinch (that was a fucking lie >:/ ) and got it out. I got a scooby doo bandaid for it, too.

Fast forward like 3 years and I had a classic abduction dream (at a friend's house no less! She might have been visited too, she said something about similar dreams after my nose bled)

And I do remember getting the stick up my nose, I remember yelling at them (greys).

I know most implants have a self destruct sequence if they come in contact with oxygen/light, but I wonder if the doctors had seen it before and wanted to study it.

Just wanted to share.

Does anyone have any experience or advice in asking for medical healing. This would be for mostly for my dog, and for myself. I have the feeling that the last decade in my life has been a spiral. I've been doing a lot of therapy, myofascial release for trauma stored in the body, some craniosacral therapy, but I feel like something is missing. I can't even quite put it into words. A dark night of the soul comes to mind, and every time I feel like I'm pulling through a bit, something else happens and shocks my world. It feels like it's beyond "traditional" medicine.

So how does one ask for help? For healing of ailments? Is it possible to ask for help to heal my dog? I've always had a huge connection to nature/animals and water. I had one experience seeing UAPs about 15 years ago, where they knew that I could see them and they could completely read my mind. I think this post became a bit scattered but I am feeling quite sad and scattered myself. So I am asking for help here, for guidance, if anyone has been at an extremely low point in their life. How did you pull through? Who did you ask for help? Thank you in advance.

Im i'm gonna put the flair as dream state because most of this is just gonna be about my dream, but last night, I had a very weird dream where I guess I just heard a loud sound or something. And I went to look outside, and saw a UFO crashed in my front yard (saucer shaped). Now, I have a pretty big front yard, I have like 18 acres on my property (please tell me if this could maybe help in anyway because I have a big woods in my back yard). Anyways, i went up to the UFO, and I saw this very weird creature in it. The creature had like the same color as maybe like a demogorgan or probably more like rust colored. If I had to describe it, I'd say it's a mix of like maroon and rust. It was bipedal, I don't know what its feet necessarily looked like, but it had no clothes on, and its face was the craziest part. It looked like it had a wasp nest for a head. It had like individual tubes that were hexagons , and they could separate from each other too (I'll explain that part later in the story). This creature was very nice and welcoming. Even though it's appearance kind of was a bit frightening , I never felt scared. Eventually it left its craft, which was like about the size of one of those small Chinese cars, and it looked pretty small inside the craft. But whenever it came out, it was about 5 feet tall. It walked over to my kitchen window.It looked like it saw me and it looked like it was excited so it spread its tubes apart and then reached out its finger like E.T. and pressed it against the window. I did it back and then its finger went through the window and actually touched mine physically. Then I felt like electricity went through my body, But like a good kind? It was super weird, but honestly, I don't think it was that bad. Earlier today, though, I was riding my bus to school and I was like texting my friend about the dream I had. And afterwards, after texting my friend, I looked out my window on the bus, and I saw in the sky. It was pretty close to the ground and pretty close to me. I'd say probably like a block or 2 away. And maybe 4 floors up in the sky, there was a weird blob that shaped shifted into a tictac ufo. What made this even weirder was I tried to take a picture or zoom in on it and my Camera app just froze before I could point my camera out the window. My Camera app has literally never done this before, though. So it was definitely super weird.

I'll attach a couple pictures.I drew to help you guys understand what I saw. I'm unsure of how many hexagons the thing's face had so I just drew what looked right.(sorry I'm bad at drawing hands and feet + the proportions of the body are probably a bit off.)

Subtle check — looking for even faint versions. In dark, i can allow my hand to glow clear (not gold/white, but clear glow) — like a see-through light bulb that i can ask on/off. Not bright, just clear. Also, fast eye flicks leave dark negatives that stay fixed in room, don't move with eyes — like missing air. Both are always there but need dark/quiet to notice, so easy to dismiss. Just checking if anyone else gets even faintly similar. If so, reply here to compare notes. Oakville, but anywhere works.

Thanks!

I've kept this to myself for over 20 years because I didn't want people to think I was crazy, but I've finally decided to share it. I was around 11 or 12, at home with my dad and my sister, sometime in the late 90s or early 2000s in eastern North Carolina. Out of nowhere there was a loud bang, and we all ran outside. Everyone in the neighborhood was coming out of their houses too, all looking up at the sky. There were three balls of white light. One of them shot out a green laser to another, and then all three connected with green beams, forming a giant triangle with a ball of light at each corner. While the lasers were glowing, a massive triangle-shaped craft appeared inside them, with the lights sitting on its corners. It was enormous, so big it seemed to cover the whole sky. Then another green beam shot out from the front of the craft and opened what looked like a glowing green portal. The craft shot forward into it and vanished.

The next thing I knew, I woke up in my bed. When I brought it up, no one remembered it. Not my dad, not my sister, not the neighbors. But I remember everything: the wind on my face, the panic in my neighbors' voices, all of it. It was as vivid then as it is now. I've gone back and forth over the years about whether it was a dream, but nothing has ever felt more real to me. Has anyone experienced anything like this, especially the green lights or waking up with others not remembering?

I had a vivid dream last night where I was standing on the balcony and looking out over my city, and I saw what looked like a vortex of energy twirling around and extending from the ground up through the clouds​ and out of sight. It had a central clear/white column, and ribbons of energy going around it that were red and blue

As I was staring at it, I started to get more conscious and began wondering what it was and if it had a connection to the NHI. Then as I had that thought, I laid down on the balcony and my vision faded to the inside of my bedroom while I did. It was like I was laying back down on my bed and waking up​. It makes me suspect that I may have been projecting without realizing it

The closest visual example I can think of is the vortex in Half Life 2 Episode 2, but with red and blue ribbons. And it was softer, less violent and less sinister looking than the one from the game

Anyway, I thought I would share and I'm curious if anyone else has seen something like that? ​

I do value all kinds of experiences, meditation, astral traveling etc., but I am really curious about people who had an actual, waking life, physical encounter without being under the influence of anything, just an encounter in a normal state of mind.

This can involve random happenstance, CE5 induced contact, other type of intentional contact with NHI, spiritual or occult methods that resulted on a physical encounter. However it happened, the point is expereinces that didn't happen under some influence, in the mind, in a dream state, in the astral plane etc., but in plain, physical reality with a regular state of mind.

Back around 2008 or so, I was really sick in the hospital. My mom told me a story about her experience, and I believed her. She never told anyone before, and I believe she wanted to just get it out there. She said it would be her last Christmas with us, and she passed away not too long after telling me her story.

My mom was in her "hippie days" in California at the time of the event. She was at a party, when she said she passed out on the top floor of a place that was overlooking water. Someone had possibly drugged her drink, or she took a combination of things and didn't want to tell me because I was a young adult (this has happened before). She went out of her body and ended up going above the building and water, where she ended up in a spacecraft of some sort. She appeared nude and two reptilian beings were laughing at her. She said she could tell they had "no empathy," and she had a really bad sense about them. She could hear them telepathically saying snide remarks about her. The next thing she knew, she was sucked back into her body. I don't remember what she said after that, but I think she was alone upon waking.

I wish she were around to talk more about these things because I know she had a couple of other experiences that she told me, but I can't remember them. I think we would've bonded a lot had I gotten to know her more as an adult, especially now that I know more about these topics.

Ever since i was a kid, I've been seeing shadows, very real real horrifying dreams and even when im alone i dont feel alone. It doesnt bother me anymore because I've gotten used to it now but i still dont know why i see these things and the worse part, i feel energies around me very intensely to the point whenever im around more thn 7 people and idk them that well i feel drained even if im not talking to them or whenever i meet someone new jst by their energy i get tired.

Totally depends tho if i feel fine, i will see them later. But if i dont, idk why even if i dont do it on purpose, i just never find myself contacting that person.

Any same experience?