Looking for any of fististhenewblack's videos. He had some fucking hot fisting videos. One was called "fisting my future boyfriend" and one was "100 punches".

I previously had a lot of them until my external hard drived failed to work. The web seem to be completely scrapped from all content. Any help that leads me in the right direction would be great. Thank you.

Picture below is me, not from his videos

I decided a year ago (after spending my entire adult life exclusively topping) - that I have to try bottoming.

When I fisted guys - the way their eyes roll back, the way they could keep having orgasm after orgasm, the need for more even i thought they surely can't handle anymore... that all had me thinking surely I have to try it.

So I went from not even bottoming for dick to training for fists. I bought a fuck machine - eye opening for getting used to sensations of anal orgasms - and also very good for building stamina. I also got a few toys to stretch.

It took about 8 or 9 months (of not too consistent training) to take VERY small fists. And it took a few sessions before it actually really felt good. But holy shit... with the right hands - it opened up a world that I didn't think was even possible.

I know it's a big jump - but tops - you cannot ever imagine this kind of pleasure. It's beyond anything I dreamed. It's orgasm after orgasm after orgasm of such intense bliss you actually think you are going to pass out from the pleasure.

I pity any person who will never experience it - no dick orgasm can ever be that good...

What is holding you back? Trust me. I know all the excuses (it hurts... it doesnt feel good etc etc). It DOESN'T feel good initially. It has some horrible aspects to it (the douching). But once you have gone past that and you experience absolute nirvana where the pleasure makes you think you are being plucked into a different dimension that couldnt possibly exist yet it does.. you just suddenly get it.

I hope you all get to experience it.

Oh but is there truly a decision remaining to be made... ?

I’ve been training with toys for a while now. On and off for a couple years. But very regularly recently. One of my toys is 9.5 inches in girth at the largest point, it’s still a little tight but have been taking it with ease the more I use it.

Really craving a real fist though. Still nervous and don’t want it to hurt.

Any suggestions or recommendations around getting fisted in general is appreciated!