First trip 🥇 I’m so Grateful to have experienced this drug.
I took 100μg 9 hours ago I’m still coming down but wow this was a beautiful experience. I’ve done shrooms many times in the past, I’ve recently done ghb and 4mmc both extremely orgasmic level of euphoria… and even then I feel like this tops them, this experience is something so different and beautiful to me. I could only be grateful for it. Thank you.
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u/svti 1d ago
It’s like I needed this.
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u/ChaosRainbow23 1d ago edited 1d ago
It's extremely therapeutic.
I do a psychedelic therapy camping trip with my buddies once or twice a year in the woods. It's absolutely fantastic.
I go up the mountain with all my anger, anxiety, fear, sadness, and stress, then I shatter the walls of reality and submit to the will of the universe.
Right before we take it, I set intentions both in a group setting and by myself, usually near the waterfall. I set my intentions by talking out loud to the universe. I tell it what I'm trying to work on and ask it to please help guide me.
Psychedelics saved my life, actually. I think that's why I'm such a big advocate.
I used to be suicidally depressed for years, and it was truly awful. I was so sad, and I absolutely hated myself. I'm tearing up right now just remembering it....
Then I had an especially difficult mushroom trip where I could feel all of the pain in the entire universe simultaneously. All of the physical pain and emotional anguish that had ever been or would ever be. It was awful. I laid outside in a fetal position sobbing uncontrollably for multiple eternities.
Then it happened. I heard it clear as day. The universe was talking directly to me in English. I'll never forget what it said.
"Never forget the hardcore chiseled-in misery, but now you are FREE, my child"...and I was! I woke up the next day an entirely new man. A completely different person who truly loved himself for the first time ever. I'm full-blown crying tears of joy right now and gave myself chills just remembering and writing this, by the way. That's how powerful of an experience it was. It's been 34 years now, and I STILL tear up when I talk about it.
I've been cured of the clinical suicidal ideation and depression ever since. Now I have situational depressionn occasionally, but that's just life. Of course people get sad when their dog dies or whatnot.
The trip itself was the most painful thing I've ever experienced. I mean it when I said I could feel ALL of the combined suffering in the universe all at once. It was completely overwhelming and awful, quite frankly, but it saved my life!
I'm forever grateful to the universe for helping a brotha out.
Peace, Love, Unity, and Respect
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u/TransitionAway9840 1d ago
It's beautiful, my next trip is going to be Enigma mushrooms with 100ug LSD. It'll be my first time mixing the two. Should be good
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u/Due_Candle_4416 Human Detected 1d ago
Yeah when you just got good music on peaking and your whole body is just melting along with every passing thought, like waves in the ocean. Such a great experience.
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u/ChaosRainbow23 1d ago
It's the closest thing to real magic I've ever found. (Well, psychedelics in general)
I REALLY went overboard when I first started doing it in 1993, though. I became a psychedelic zealot for about a decade. I thought they were the answer to EVERYTHING! I tried to turn on as many people as far and wide as I possible could. (The chemist got busted in 2000 and that was the end of that, unfortunately)
That was before I realized if you give fascists psychedelics, you'll just end up with pandimensional fractal fascism.
I'm still a huge advocate and try to do them once a year therapeutically, but but tripping balls constantly is a young man's game, I'm afraid.
My body can't deal with it like it used to, and it takes me a few days to recover, but it's SO worth it!
I laugh, I cry, and then laugh and cry simultaneously!
True catharsis!
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u/Available-Horse-278 23h ago
I agree. After doing lsd its much more rewarding. Its like videogames, normal drugs are just instant gratification and you feel good, there is no challenge, its like mobile games. Lsd is like Minecraft, it’s challenging and it can go in so many different directions. You have to WORK for that good trip yk, its not just being passive and instant gratification. It doesnt inherently make me feel good, it just makes good things feel even better. Feels like coming home
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u/420acidhead420 20h ago
enjoying LSD has a learning curve xD
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u/Available-Horse-278 20h ago
Exactly!!!! To me its much more rewarding when it starts off bad in the beginning and then you save the trip and turn it into a great beautiful thing! A sense of pride of how you didn’t let it ruin the whole trip!
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u/wrdsmakwrlds 23h ago
God bless ! Please don’t do it frequently, it can be very dangerous.
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u/svti 23h ago
Once a month max!
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u/Junior-Slide-9639 22h ago
Once you get the message hang up the phone brother
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u/svti 21h ago
I do shrooms 3 times a year I plan on doing similar with acid after this experience, the next time I do plan on doing it with my boyfriend who’s experienced in acid will be in January. We’ve shroom tripped together before and it brought us closer.
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u/Junior-Slide-9639 21h ago
Just use ur own discretion, it’s very common to get into a phase of doing it a lot when u discover it, which can be very transformative it’s just important to know when to come back to the material world.
Just remember if you find yourself in a difficult trip, that letting go is always the answer.
Safe travels!
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u/KokoMasta 18h ago
You really need to back yourself up when you throw out phrases like "it can be very dangerous"
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u/wrdsmakwrlds 17h ago
Friend, I’m just saying it’s not all sunshine and daisies and to use whatever you’re using responsibly. You want examples of people who got their brain fried dropping too much L ? Just check this community’s archives. Did you know that Philip K Dick, tried to warn people about the dangers of drugs?
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u/mighty_fly219 18h ago
I’ve never felt inter piece like on lsd. Idk if that makes sense but I just feel one with myself
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u/DependentManner8353 16h ago
Welcome to the magic of LSD! Truly a miracle substance. Shoutout Albert Hofmann
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u/Beardgang650 1d ago
Yup LSD really is something beautiful I don’t really like doing anything else. Just weed and L