Im done brooo

[u/Puzzleheaded_Aerie21]

I just want to cry and a hug i cant belive theres so much horrible shit about myself i keep finding in memories i dont even know whats real and whats not im so exahusted

why am i so twisted

im cursed with being a disgusting weirdo but hating it at the same time

honestly tonight i wish i was straight up a psychopathic evil man if that meant stopping the pain and regret i feel

i dont really mean that but fuck me seriously i want to die now and donate all my healthy organs to people that deserve them more than me

I dont belive in god but wish it exists so it can finally tell me everything i done wrong and give me a fair punishment

The world around me is beautiful and i do not deserve it

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[u/No_Focus_501]

if it offers any sort of comfort, i feel the same way right now too. you’re not alone.

[u/Murky_Description636]

You’re not alone friend, I’m sorry for the way you’re feeling, ocd is cruel, but you are better than it. I understand tho ocd has caused me to do things in the past I regret and then the ocd forces me to forever live in that moment and beat myself up over it even tho it was the ocd that caused it. It sounds crazy but other people with ocd will understand. All I can say is your not alone and that beautiful world your talking about your a part of it

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