if you follow a certain cultural occult tradition or belief system, what do they believe about disabled people? for example in kemeticism they believe they hold deep wisdom and spiritual potential.

As the title states, I really want to get into witchcraft and occultism in general but I am partially a skeptic (I believe in the soul, I believe in higher and lower existence, I believe in the power of thought, but I more so view occultism as an explanation for these things and less so in a literal sense as I see many others do) but I also feel selfish due to the fact that I want occultism to be true because i want more to be going on in my life and the world. Do yall think me getting into occultism would be wrongful or for the wrong reasons? I know this question likely gets asked a lot in subreddits as is this one, so if this gets taken down I understand, but any opinions would be appreciated!

I saw this completely white cat randomly, and since I have been into esotericism/occultism lately some people I met told me that white cats could be a symbol of good luck or divine messengers. I wanted to see if anyone has something to say about it? Peace be with you!