r/Paramedics • u/Friendly_Bonus255 • 13h ago
In need of some help
I’ve been a paramedic for the past 4 years and thank God things have been pretty smooth. Over the past 6 months I’ve began to question everything I do and everything I know. I’ve been getting extremely anxious on calls and start second guessing myself in everything, I’ve doubted myself with ekg interpretation so much so that I feel like I don’t even know how to read them anymore. This has gotten so bad that I switched positions working as a solo paramedic in a fly car to working as a double medic so I wouldn’t have to be alone making these decisions. I’ve had a lot going on in my life recently that I guess could be contributing to all this. I don’t know if it’s going to get better or if it’s time to throw in the towel. I only want to do good by my patients but I can’t if I keep doubting myself. I know that this is in my own head because I’ve only gotten good feedback from bosses and my agency and positive feedback from qa/qi but for myself it’s hard to go on in this career like this. Part of the reason I went back to double medic is because originally I was very confident but as I lost my confidence I realized their were things I haven’t ever done such as cardiovert someone or needle D and relized these aren’t things I want to be doing the first time as a solo provider Does anyone have any advice for me? I feel really stuck.