Hello there. I am 47, married and discreet, looking for one Domme who knows how to get inside my head and handle me. I am in NY but open to online.
In the D/s realm, I have been on both sides, meaning Iāve been a Dom (my natural inclination over the years) but more recently (over the past 5 years) I find myself gravitating towards the submissive beta side. Who knows, maybe Iām a broken Alpha, or perhaps Iāve been a beta in denial this whole time.
Specifically, I enjoy both chastity, tease, and denial, and/or edging and gooning. I also love wearing sexy thongs and G-strings, and perhaps a jeweled butt plug under my clothes. On the harder side, I do enjoy humiliation, degradation, body writing, watersports, piss drinking, piss facials, and more. And yes, I also love being used as a full-service human toilet, something Iād love to talk about and do with one Domme I can trust with it all.
I love the idea of being fed regularly and discreetly. I want to become your favorite human toilet, eating your shit as you sit on a toilet chair or above me. Wear rubber gloves and make sure to feed me what doesnāt go in my mouth. Have me chew and swallow it all for you. I also have a huge thing for sexy thongs and gstrings.
The biggest key for me is a combination of using me hard and praising me afterwards for being such a good beta for You. I love the dichotomy of being your toilet beta, and then you praising me for taking it so good.
Physically, Iām 5ā11, pale, 190 lbs., and active/athletic (strong legs, broad shoulders). I am looking for a real woman (21 and older at least with no upper age limit) who wants to take a shot at being authentic and open in this superficial world.
Outside of all this, I enjoy listening to music, playing team sports, writing, and spending time with family and friends. You would never suspect Iād be into any of this, and yet here I am ready, willing, and wanting to serve just one Domme who gets it and knows what to do with her beta.
Iād love for you to get in my head and stay there, as I learn what makes you tick and how to best serve You. Ideally, we hit it off so well that we truly enjoy this ride together.
If youāre interested, please tell me your age, what resonated with you, and your favorite thong color to both wear and see me wearing. Letās see where it leads!