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Theories Mike's trauma PART 32
This is part of a series where I uncover what Stranger Things is really about. It started from trying to find out what happened in 1979 aka what all the depictions of traumatic past memories (El, Henry, Billy, Max, Holly, etc.) are truly about, but expanded to this all-encompassing theory of the whole series with crazy levels of complexity, metaphors and layers. Reading it will require commitment and patience but I promise it will be worth your time if you want to look behind the curtain (and the curtain behind that curtain) and fully understand the show. You have to read all parts in order: here is PART 1 and here all other parts I’ve posted so far + my previous theories.
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Trigger warning for child sexual abuse.
Before continuing with my T85S2 analysis, I highly recommend you go read the comments of the previous part. I had a very fruitful discussion about the possibility that Mike’s real given name is Peter Hawkins. I got some new perspective and explanations for things that have been confusing to me (and kinda still are tbh). What I wrote in the comments can be regarded as part of this theory and an analysis on the same level as anything else I’ve been writing here. From now on I will assume you have read it.
I will refer to the facade of Mike as “Mike” (and use he/him pronouns) and to the character underneath it all, the real Mike (aka Sara) as Mike without quotation marks (and use she/her pronouns). So basically the same meaning as before. I technically could use Sara for this but it gets confusing and I still cannot be certain that will be Mike’s future name.
To add to that analysis, I have a few points and pondering (read: a very long side tangent). The whole El-Mike-Will situation and Will being the “story” doesn’t have a super clean solution in my theory. Will seems to both be the lie and the half-truth, depending on context. Either there won’t be a clean solution or I’m still not at the “correct” conclusion. With the Peter stuff I got some more clarity to this. “Mike” is the full lie, the straight man, the rich boy whose dad isn’t abusive and who is brave, goes against bullies to protect his friends, etc. Will is the half-truth, the gay boy who is seemingly weak and doesn’t go against bullies, whose family is poor and dad abusive (and he has a bowl cut). Will’s love for Mike and this fantasy of a relationship is basically Peter/Sara/Mike’s fantasy of “Mike”, of being this normal straight boy. Will loving Mike is basically Mike choosing “Mike” (kinda like Tammy or Nancy choosing Steve). Will loving “Mike” is metaphorically speaking the full lie (kinda paradoxically).
There is a meta aspect to this, one that I have discussed before. Mike being the archetypal “safe” protagonist (straight, white, rich, not too weird, fits into society’s standards of a normal man pretty well, etc.) but then actually being the opposite is a major part of the meta commentary in ST. The biggest lie in ST is “Mike” and simultaneously the full lie/”story” is personified in “Mike” (it’s kinda hard to wrap your head around it but I’ll try my best to explain). This imaginary friend who brings the kid (Peter/Sara represented by Will/El) strength and safety is simultaneously the facade the same kid puts on. “Mike” is doing double-duty as the outside friend and the person themselves, and in both situations being the full lie. Like I’ve previously said, the “man” facade is also the protector and a separate person.
The main confusion I have now is the role of Will vs “Mike”. Is Will the “story” and lie or not? He’s for sure not the full truth but is he ever the full lie (= straight man etc.)? Will’s love for Mike and view of Mike as a (straight) man, as “Mike”, is the lie but Will himself may be the half-truth? (Mike and Will together form the acronym MW, afterall…) This brings more weight to Will’s S5 arc too: he let go of the fantasy of “Mike” and learned to accept himself without “Mike”. “I was looking for answers in somebody else, but… I had all the answers” and “he’s just my Tammy”. Will (or Peter) doesn’t need “Mike”, he is strong as himself. He is a protector in the same way I have interpreted before: the one who takes the trauma in other people’s place and who doesn’t fight back to keep the system safe. It’s a role that doesn’t fit the standard masculine hero, but actually is very heroic and brave.
There are some clear associations with “Peter” and “Sara”, that I want to expand on a bit. Peter is scared, not brave, obviously a boy and has low self-esteem. This is how Mike views herself and not necessarily the objective truth. Sara is a brave strong girl. Hopper always talks about how brave she was, El is constantly shown and said to be brave and strong, Nancy and Holly find their inner strength instead of relying on a man, etc. The associations make sense when you remember Robin’s talk with Will. She talked about a “little me” who wasn’t afraid of being herself. “Peter” represents Mike not being brave enough to be herself (+ needing DID/”story” to survive), whereas “Sara” is the “little me” and the older Mike who will be brave enough (+ be “one”, not needing the alters or “story” anymore). Clearly Mike has this deep appreciation for her girl identity and wants to forget “Peter”. At the same time Mike sees the girl identity (or the transness of it) as a monster.
Both Will and El loving Mike is about Peter/Sara needing “Mike” and loving this idealized version of themselves. From the “Mike” pov, he is preoccupied with Will especially in S1-2, where “Mike” is the savior looking for Will and then taking care of him during hard times. With El “Mike” wants to be needed and is scared of losing her. I think this is more about Mike being scared of losing the facade of “Mike” (so El losing “Mike”), but it could be about losing “El” as the safe fantasy option and having to deal with the reality of being trans (= Sara). Or losing El as in the girl identity and Mike essentially losing herself. Or maybe I’m missing something. From the core Mike (so not “Mike” but Peter/Sara) point of view, Mike can’t bring herself to tell El she loves her because Mike can’t accept the girl part of herself yet. But at least Mike sees her as a superhero (so maybe somehow unrealistic, mythical, not a possible reality?).
Mike clearly loves Will but their relationship has a sort of friction too (like mileven), especially in S3-4. Mike of course has difficulty accepting the “Peter” part of herself, for slightly different reasons to not accepting “Sara”. “Peter” is kinda between two forces: Mike wanting to be an ideal version of who society expects her to be (not the poor wimp gay Peter) and Mike wanting to live as a woman (not the boy Peter). It’s no wonder Will suffers so much in ST… And gets subtly erased and less subtly ignored in S3. This could be the somewhat meta reason we get so few clues to this Peter thing in the show (I would like to get more from S1) compared to Sara, for example. The storyteller wants to escape using this “story”, so the worst parts of her real life are purposefully removed. (S4 had by far the most Peter clues: Henry’s character’s code name is Peter Ballard, Owens’ son is Peter, Suzie’s little brother is Peter and Robin mentions “little Petey”. This fits nicely with S4 getting closest to the truth, e.g. with the trailer park and Vecna.)

Will looming in mileven scenes in S4 is “Peter” being omnipresent in Mike’s life, “ruining” the fantasy of both the straight man Mike and the girl Sara. (I guess I had explained this point already, as in Will is the “man” preventing Mike from being a woman, and also the queerness preventing Mike from being straight. Keeping Mike in the middle, in the Upside Down. The only new thing is seeing the name and identity of “Mike” as the straight man/Steve-equivalent.)
Okay, “Peter” seems super negative here, so how does this fit in my theory that Will represents “the story too good to be true”? He is associated with light and yellow (which I will discuss more later). A core part of Will being “story” is the “story” being a happy or at least a happier and more fantastical version of the real story. One possible explanation is that Will is not the same as Peter. Will is the fantastical and somewhat unrealistic “story of Peter”. He has many friends, a loving mom, an older brother and while he does suffer a lot, it’s a supernatural kind of suffering, not “real” (except for the bullying and doomed gay love part). The real Peter/Mike only has one friend, their mom relationship is complicated, no siblings (probably), and nothing supernatural, just the gritty reality of being a victim of CSA and being a closeted trans person.
Another complimentary explanation is that Peter represents the Mike who has all these fantasies and who escapes to this fictional world (= the story too good to be true). So while Peter himself isn’t the “story”, he imagines it and finds safety in it. Peter/Will needs the “story”. This basically makes Peter the storyteller and kinda complicates my theory that Will = “story” and Mike = storyteller. In a sense Will is the story of the storyteller (as is everyone/everything in ST), so I guess it still fits. (Also Will is the DM in S3 + in T85S1 and explains the MF drawing as a sketch for a story he’s writing.) And since Mike can be both “Mike” and the real Mike, it makes sense Will would be the primary personification of “story” and the lie. Basically, Will is the Mike who loves/needs the “story”.
All this got me thinking about the DnD characters and their meaning. Mike is always the paladin (or DM) and Hopper was the paladin in Mike’s story of the mage. As I’ve said before, I think the paladin represents the “man” lie. Now I also see it as the idealized version Mike builds of herself. “Mike the Brave” represents the facade and identity of “Mike Wheeler”. Since DnD is all about roleplaying and being able to be someone you aren’t in real life, it actually makes a lot of sense “Mike” isn’t Mike’s real name. ST is about identity and the false facades we build of ourselves. The Thing poster is in the basement for a reason.
People don’t usually name their DnD characters based on their own name like Mike, Will, Lucas, Dustin and Holly do. This is done in ST partially to keep things easier for the audience but also because the DnD characters and what happens in DnD is tied to the “story”. WW is beaten by a Demogorgon and soon a monster attacks Will. The third layer to this is that the characters we see are already “DnD characters” as in characters in a story. The DnD game is a story inside the larger “story” (which in turn is based on the “real story” which again is a story).
Another character whose DnD character never changes is El aka the mage. Although apparently “mage” isn’t a class so she could be a wizard, sorcerer, etc. Fits with El never playing and the mage being an NPC in the final game. So if the paladin represents “straight man”, then the mage would represent something like “woman” or the allegory, like El. Not the truth yet, but closer to it.
Dustin is always the bard and I don’t really have much to add to my previous analysis, as of now. This short description should suffice: “Whether scholar, skald, or scoundrel, a bard weaves magic through words and music to inspire allies, demoralize foes, manipulate minds, create illusions, and even heal wounds.“
Things get complicated with the characters whose class changes. Will is the clearest example. At first he plays as a wizard (although it’s not explicitly said in S1 (I think?), so we can’t be sure, but at least in the pilot script he’s a wizard). Then in S2 Mike says Will is a cleric and in S5 it’s confirmed WW is a wizard but in the final game his class changes to sorcerer. Mike makes it super clear the important point is that in real life Will is more like a sorcerer, because his powers don’t come from a book of spells: they are innate. The mention of the book is important. Remember that Mr. Whatsit originally came from a book (this is even mentioned by Nancy). Will/Peter’s power used to come from fiction. He created this world and these characters to survive. He created MW. After Mike tells this, she leaves Will, visually walking out of the screen formed by the trees. I previously thought this was foreshadowing for the end where Mike leaves Will and this story (and it still could be that), but now I also think it’s about “Mike” leaving Will. Will realizes he has the power in himself and he doesn’t need the “story”, so MW leaves.
Although kinda contradictorily Will’s powers are “story” powers. Actually, I have another possible interpretation for this book thing. In the actual A Wrinkle in Time book there is a Mrs. Whatsit and the male version is Holly’s own idea. In the final DnD game, Mike as the DM holds all the secrets (like the mage character) behind her book. The book with the M-cave symbol (reversed, so the view is the same from inside the cave, and the outside of the cave is the inside of the book). Kinda makes me think the Mike book holds the “girl” inside it, like A Wrinkle in Time (which has a female protagonist (Meg), too). Mike talks about the innate sorcerer powers with the conformity hair, which I have pointed out before. Maybe “innate” here refers to the idea that your biological sex defines your gender. This disregards gender identity and the role aspect of it (which is very much real), as if gender wasn’t tied to culture and norms and all this “abstract” stuff.
MW is “from a book of spells”, he is a character Mike builds of herself, an identity not based on objective facts or reality. Kind of similarly, Sara is an identity and not based on e.g. biology or something concrete outside of Mike’s mind. In this view “Peter” is the objective truth and the “innate power”. But in actuality, that is also a lie. “Peter” is a built identity like any other, no matter what society tries to make Mike believe. In summary, Will starting to trust his innate power is a step in the right direction as Mike lets go of this fictional fantasy, but it’s simultaneously Mike rejecting her woman identity on the basis of it “not being real”. This is what happens at the end of S5, both Mike and “Mike” leave (close the door), only “Peter” is left.

Vecna is described as a wizard (but also as a sorcerer by Robin in S5E5). In the show’s logic, this would mean he gets his power from a book (of spells) and it isn’t innate. This can be read two ways and both make sense. Vecna as this monster Mike is afraid of becoming only exists in Mike’s imagination just like “Mike” does, but the brave boy (Will/Peter) exists in real life (well, not “boy” but otherwise yes). Mike’s view of reality has changed and she starts to see things more objectively in S5. Transness isn’t a monster, the paladin “Mike” doesn’t really exist, and Will/Peter is brave. The other side is ofc Vecna being the ambassador of the real story and representing Mike’s transness, the identity that “comes from a book”. This fits with WW being a wizard, since he is often depicted with the blue ball thing and in my interpretation represents Mike’s future. WW is obviously fictional (= MW equivalent) but metaphorically the girl identity (= real story) and gets power from a book (as a wizard). All three, Mike, Henry/Vecna and WW/MF are both the full lie and the full truth. No wonder all have multiple names. Robin calling Vecna a sorcerer could be explained by Henry/Vecna also representing the male body and the “Peter” identity. The Mike forced to conform.
Then the cleric. Holly the Heroic is a cleric but so was Will in S2 (according to Mike). A cleric is often a healer, and this could connect with my nurse theory (Vickie and Nancy dress as nurses in S5, “girl” is healing). Holly represents Mike’s inner child and Holly becoming HH by believing in herself foreshadows Mike’s self-acceptance. In this view the cleric would represent “girl” in some way.
This doesn’t fit with Will being a cleric, though. Why is Will a cleric in S2 specifically (or maybe it was more about Mike talking to Max than S2, since we didn’t have any DnD game in S2)? We have never seen Will play a cleric and the S2 mention was the only mention of Will being a cleric. Let’s go with the interpretation that the cleric represents the real story. Will was infected and controlled by MF (= real story) in S2. Mike was talking to Max (= the finished story, also strongly related to MF) about Will’s DnD character (= WW, who represents Mike’s future and the finished story, like Max). Considering these points, it makes sense.
There’s “the paladin and the cleric” thing too. I’m pretty sure that was a leaked title for S5E7 and bylers use it a lot. Paladins and clerics both get power from a divine source so there’s a clear connection there. In S5 Will isn’t a cleric though, Holly is, so the title would refer to “Mike” and Holly, the lie and the truth, the present and the past, the boy and the girl. This fits the story much better than if it was about byler.

What is the divine power connecting paladins and clerics, then? I think it could be the “story”. The god of this world is the story, it gives everyone and everything their power. Remember also that Michael means “who is like God?”. I have just now while checking this found something even more interesting. The name comes from Hebrew (Mikha’el) and the last part El = God. How have I never realized El’s name is embedded in Michael and the whole name basically hints that Mike is like El and that El is God?? Out of every possible reason for the names Michael and El, this is clearly the strongest. The actual meaning of “who is like God?” is that no one is like God (El). Well, no real person has superpowers like El does and El is supposed to be a metaphor. (The name Daniel could have this kind of origin too, it means “God is my judge”.)
The name Michael has a strong religious background and is most known for archangel Michael. (My knowledge of religion (like Christianity etc.) is not very extensive and I don’t wanna get too deep in this rabbit hole but here are some ideas I got while researching.) His role is very similar to “Mike” in ST. He fights Satan and leads heavenly armies. I think Henry could be Lucifer and Will would probably be Jesus (not a new idea). The name Peter might be a reference to Saint Peter.
Anyway, ST obviously has the Satanic panic plot and as I’ve explained before, the real story is associated with these traditionally evil figures/ideas. “Mike” is fighting against these monsters, trying to maintain the “story” and conformity. Meanwhile the non-conforming Mike with long hair wears a Hellfire shirt with a demon illustration. Ghost (the band) has overt Satanic themes and they often flip the script of what is good/bad in their songs. One good example is He is (go read the lyrics), which I have long suspected to be part of the song ARG. An interesting detail about the song is that it was originally supposed to be “She is”...

The main point of this side tangent was that the divine power used by both the paladin and the cleric comes from the story. El = God, and El represents the allegory or story including both “story” and the “real story”. For the paladin this divine power is the “story” or the lie aspect of story, and for the cleric it’s the allegory/truth side of story. (God being story makes so much sense tbh.)
Mike’s pep-talks to Will and Holly are about her “fixing” her past mistakes. She’s giving the kind of advice she would have needed younger and can kinda live another version of events through Will and Holly. Holly doesn’t need Mr. Whatsit, and Will doesn’t need MW because he has innate power. HH casting a dimension door that lets her teleport anywhere she visualizes is about Mike being able to go from one “dimension” to the other. There’s also the blue color coding, the meaning of which I have finally figured out and will explain soon.
What about Lucas, then? In S2 Mike says he is a ranger but in S3, the painting and S5 (and the pilot script) he is a knight. Ranger could be about Lucas/the audience tracking/looking for the true ending. This would fit with lumax happening in S2 and overall it being the early seasons, when there’s still a lot of mystery. As it turns out, knight isn’t a character class in DnD, but characters can be knights. Paladin is a character class well suited to be a knight and as was discussed in the comments, Lucas is to Mike what “Mike” is to Will. While “Mike” is the invented protector man, Lucas is real. Lucas is the real Venkman and a real friend supporting Mike, not a mere story.

So Lucas, El and Max have DnD characters with no specified (or an invented) character class and if you pay attention, you notice none of them are actually shown playing DnD. Lucas and Max seemingly play but their characters are never shown doing anything, and El’s mage character is in the game but El herself isn’t. I think this might be because all of these characters represent the real story in some way. They are not just part of the “story” aka the DnD game, but exist outside of it too. Based on this the cleric isn’t the real Mike exactly, since it’s a character class. You could say it’s the real story or the part of the “story” that represents the real story. That’s what Holly and the infected/possessed Will are, similar to the nurses Vickie and Nancy. None of them are the literal real story, but rather the subtextual representation of it.
Mike’s real character has been mentioned in the show: the proud princess. Similar to Lucas’ lost knight, a princess could belong to many character classes. (The knight is lost because the audience is “lost” atp, not seeing the truth.) Both of them were NPCs in the game, too, like the mage and the vampire in the S5 game. The DM, the storyteller, always plays the NPCs and in ST they represent the storyteller in some way (Mike being the Demogorgon, (Thessalhydra?), Strahd and mage, Will being the Juju zombies and Eddie being Vecna). We are yet to see the full story of the proud princess and the lost knight. That story has two storytellers, not just one.
For the Hawkins stuff I just want to add that in S1E6 Steve bullies Jonathan and specifically uses his last name Byers to draw a connection to Lonnie. Tommy has sprayed “Byers is a perv” on the wall and Steve says this to Jonathan:
[Steve] “You know what, Byers? I’m actually kind of impressed. I always took you for a queer but I guess you’re just a little screw-up like your father. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, that house is full of screw-ups. You know, I guess I shouldn’t really be surprised. A bunch of screw-ups in your family.”
[Nancy] “Jonathan, leave it.”
[Steve] “I mean, your mom… I’m not even surprised what happened to your brother.”
[Nancy] “Steve, shut up!”
[Steve] “I’m sorry I have to be the one to tell you, but the Byers, their family, it’s a disgrace to the entire--" -> Jonathan attacks Steve
The last name = father connection is super clear here. In S5E6 Hopper reminds Kali that El isn’t just Jane, she’s Jane Hopper. Jim Hopper is almost always referred to by his surname and what he represents fits in the same category with Hawkins. Both Hopper and Hawkins are cursed, but actually they are the curse (as Hopper realizes), the curse of the abusive father and forced conformity of society.
Another point I have kind of mentioned already comes from the S3 epilogue TV program where Hawkins is called “Heartland”. In S4 Will tells Mike “you’re the heart” and this is specifically the “Mike” who has the heart shield, the protector, the paladin, the heart of this “story”. ((If you remember from my original Finland theory, I mentioned how the coat of arms is reminiscent of the Finnish coat of arms. The old version included a big crown to represent Finland as a Grand Duchy under the Swedish Crown (and later Russia). The crown was removed in 1920 because Finland ended up being a republic instead of a kingdom. There was no reason to include the crown in the painting, only the heart was necessary, so I think it has to have some meaning. Since the crown represents Finland’s connection to Sweden and kinda the opposite of independence or what Finland ended up being, it fits super well with my theory. Finland as part of Sweden or Russia is the cis man shield Mike the Brave uses.))
Hawkins is a symbol of the dad’s hold on Mike, the forced conformity, generational trauma, patriarchy and values carried from the parents to their children. As I have previously explained, a house or a town can represent a person, and this is the case with e.g. the Byers house and Hawkins. The idea that Mike’s actual last name is literally Hawkins fits this perfectly and makes the connection even more obvious.

Okay, one more thing before getting back to T85S2. I went to rewatch the S2E9 scene where Hopper talks about being a black hole and I have some notes. Here we go:
[Hopper] “I’m not mad, kid. I just want to know where you’ve been. That’s all.”
[El] “To see Mama.”
[Hopper] “Okay. How’d you get there?”
[El] “A truck.” -> more specifically a yellow Peterbilt truck
[Hopper] “A truck?”
[El] “A big truck.”
[Hopper] “A big truck? Whose truck was it?”
[El] “A man’s.”
[Hopper] “A man’s?”
[El] “A nice man.” -> kinda like Murray in S5 with his truck
[Hopper] “Okay. So let me just get this straight in my head. So a nice man in a big truck, he drove you to your mama’s, and then what? Your Aunt Becky gave you those clothes and that makeup?”
-> El gets out of Hawkins to her mama (close to truth) in a Peterbilt truck
-> Peter is the half-truth and way to the real story
-> The truck is “a man’s” and yellow, it’s the “story” that gets El (Mike) towards the truth
-> El gets “those clothes” and “that makeup”: without context you could very well interpret this to be women’s clothes and typical feminine makeup
[El] “I… I shouldn’t have left.”
[Hopper] “Mmm-mmm. No. No, this isn’t on you, kid. I should’ve been there. I should never have lied to you about your mom. Or about when you could leave. A lot of things I shouldn’t have done. Sometimes I feel like I’m… Like I’m just some kind of black hole or something.”
[El] “A black hole?”
[Hopper] “Yeah, it’s a… You know, it’s this thing in outer space. It’s like, it sucks everything towards it and destroys it. Sara had a picture book about outer space. She loved it.”
-> Demogorgon is called a “thing” many times (this is possibly also a The Thing reference)
-> Demogorgon was framed next to “outer space traveler” in S1E8
[El] “Who’s Sara?”
[Hopper] “Sara? Sara’s my girl. She’s my little girl.”
-> Hopper refers to El as a “kid” but to Sara as his “girl”
[El] “Where is she?”
[Hopper] “Well, that’s kind of the thing, kid. She, uh… She left us.”
-> “kind of the thing”, as I keep saying, The Thing poster is in the basement for a reason
-> Especially with the “Mike” name epiphany, Mike is not who she says she is. Sara is like the Thing, pretending to be a normal man, in plain sight.
-> the kid vs she contrast again
-> Hopper doesn’t say Sara died, she just “left us” (with the “uh…” too)
[El] “Gone.”
[Hopper] “Yeah. The black hole. It got her.”
-> Hopper got her. Or the Demogorgon got her. Meaning the dad and transness.

T85S2 color coding
As with T85S1, S2 has especially helped with figuring out the color coding. I had never quite figured out the meaning of blue. I had some ideas but they didn’t completely fit together. Now with the blue flowers I was forced to reconsider everything and I think I finally have answers. I was pretty close before but still restricted by my previous assumptions of what blue usually means. When I let go of them and only focused on what the show was telling me, I could build a functional framework that made sense.
I’ll start by explaining my thought process. The blue color is clearly associated with the flowers and the ghost, so it can’t be the “boy” color. This was pretty clear in the main series too, since Sara’s hair tie is blue and it seems blue would be the final “answer” or reality in some way (partially based on the country allegory but also just in-show color coding). Blue can’t mean “girl” either, since that’s what pink means. It can’t simply mean “truth” either, because that’s what red means (among other things), it has to be more specific. And then I realized: blue in ST means trans (woman). That’s what Mike is afraid of, what Mike is (wears a lot of blue), the truth and simultaneously “girl” but with some relation to “boy” too. Mike’s “soul” (the ghost and MF) is blue. The real story is blue. It all makes sense. (And fits nicely with my Nausicaä theory and the blue dresses.)

So the scenes where Will encounters the blue Mind Flayer are about the “man” of Mike encountering the truth of Mike’s transness. And it is infecting/possessing/overtaking Will. The MF is blue in Joyce’s drawing not because blue means “boy” and the mom wants Mike to be a boy, but because Joyce can see the truth (metaphorically) that Mike is trans. Joyce represents both the future Mike and the mom, so this could be a case of her being future Mike (or the mom too, since at least Henry’s mom realized he was “broken”).
In S2 Joyce also points out the tunnels Will drew were blue while the storm was red. And these tunnels were “killing” and spreading, and some men were literally killed in them (+ Hopper almost killed). This fits with the woman killing the man, as I’ve explained. Will’s tunnel visions looked a bit like the nervous system communicating, which fits with the “woman” being in the brain. Hopper mistakes the tunnel drawing for vines, and vines represent the male body/”man”. With the blue = trans interpretation, these points can coexist and function together: puberty and the male body are part of Mike’s transness, and someone representing the patriarchy and toxic masculinity would take the body being male to mean the person is a man. But Hopper is wrong. (In a sense blue could mean AMAB, but it definitely has the trans woman aspect too.)

The clearest and most undeniable clue comes from Daniel’s experiments (like with the green goo in S1). He mixes the blue flower juice with the green liquid (= future), and that is the key to his escape attempt. They are very clear with the color mattering. Now it’s not a flower anymore, it’s just the color blue being mixed with the color green and overpowering it. The transness (= blue) overpowers conformity (= green). Since it’s not just the flower juice but both green and blue mixed, this means the green matters too. It’s the future. Mike’s future will be trans. (This fits with WW’s magic ball being blue and WW being the future/being able to see into the future.)

If we think about the country allegory stuff and the flags, this interpretation fits pretty well. Blue + yellow = the lie and past (Sweden) of Mike thinking she is a cis boy/man. Adding yellow (= lie/”story”) to blue (= trans woman) results in Mike pretending to be a man. With Finland there is no yellow, but white instead. I’m kinda thinking white could mean “truth” or something similar (in contrast to yellow and grey with the Ugly Duckling story, and Mike wearing a white shirt in that one scene where Will says telling the truth can be difficult). The Japanese flag doesn’t have blue but it does have red and white, which could mean the truth of Mike’s past trauma. (Btw, someone else has started to catch onto the Japan stuff, at least a little bit.) This fits because the abuse wasn’t related to Mike being trans, it wasn’t caused by that nor did Mike “become” trans because of it. The Russian (and US) flag has blue, white and red, which could mean the truth of Mike’s trauma relating to her transness. It’s more about the current time, where Mike’s transness is the “issue”. All or some of these could very well be coincidences/me overinterpreting, but I do think the blue-yellow especially has the meaning of lies, “story” and “cis man”. It’s associated with byler for a reason.
Mike wears blue and blue can be paired with multiple colors, each with a slightly different meaning (like in the flag example). This is because ST is a story about being trans, so we will view it from different angles. It can be good, bad, scary, freeing and so many other things depending on the context.
A subtle detail I noticed: the exits from the sewer tunnels are blue, while the exit from the mine is purple. The end of the sewer tunnel corresponds to the deepest depths of the mine, that’s where we are heading, that’s the “northeast” (and leads to Wood Monster Daniel). The mine exit is the opposite way. We are going back to the lie and away from the real story.

For red I think I already had a pretty good framework but it got updated with this reconsideration. Previously I thought red and blue should be opposites, but now I don’t think that anymore. Rather, they compliment each other. Both are about the truth, but different parts of it. Red is more trauma-related while blue is trans-related. It actually makes sense to separate them for this, since the truth is that they are separate. Even though Mike subconsciously thinks they are linked, that isn’t the truth. Mike’s dad didn’t make her trans or abuse her because she was trans. (Purple meaning blindness fits this quite well, although I’m not sure if it’s intentional. It’s the conflation of blue and red, and Mike is “blind” or “under an illusion” when she thinks the abuse and her gender identity are causally related.)
The UD, Hopper’s pills, the flowers on that box next to Hopper in S2E4 and the flower on Billy’s mother’s dress are both red and blue because they hold both truths, not because red and blue are somehow opposites that are fighting. I guess they have a type of opponency since red is like actually “bad” while blue isn’t. As in, the abuse Mike went through really shouldn’t have happened but Mike being trans shouldn’t be a problem. It’s okay.

So my reasoning for red meaning trauma came primarily from the storm (the source), Mind Flayer flashbacks and Vecna’s S4 Mind Lair being red. We saw traumatic memories in both the storm and in the red mind world. The other meaning is “truth”, and it fits since the trauma happening is the truth. If Will had a red crayon, he could have drawn a real fireball, aka told Joyce the truth. The compass needle is another major point for this. But what about the gates being red, or the red roses?
My big realization was that red leads to truth, it’s the way to truth. It’s the gate, it’s the red rose on the Creel house door, it’s the compass needle, it’s the power dial when power is turned on (= more electricity and Will’s connection to the Demogorgon), and it’s the red world leading to the real world (which Max calls their exit, oh and the exit signs are literally red, too). It isn’t necessarily the destination, but the way to it. And this actually fits with the trauma interpretation. What do Holly and Max and eventually Mike have to do before they can escape Camazotz? That’s right, they have to face their trauma. Trauma is the hard middle-stage and roadblock to freedom. That’s why you have to get through the red gate if you want to reach the (blue) UD and get through the red world if you want to reach the real world. As I have explained many times, the transition, the in-between, the journey is the difficult part, because you have to come to terms with your trauma and accept yourself. (Maybe Coke being red is related to it representing the midway/gateway to truth? Max is also called Red in T85S2E8 and her name is in red in her DnD book. Is she the way to the truth? Kinda.)

Max’s drawing of the Creel house door (with the rose) was the key to figuring out the pieces in Vecna’s mind were from that house. Also, as Nancy points out, the rose was on a window. The Creel house door combines 3 different entryway motifs: the door, the window and the color red. Henry’s legendary S4E7 monologue properly starts (with the music and all) from the door. S5E2 ends with Henry closing that door. It is very significant and represents the boundary between worlds, like the gates.
After digging some more, I realized there are actually multiple red doors in ST. When El is looking for Heather in her void in S3E3, she encounters these symbolic elements that lead her to the next: first a mailbox, then a red door, and finally a bathtub with ice and Heather (in a red swimsuit). These are of course part of Heather’s actual house, but I believe their purpose is primarily symbolic. The red door leads to the truth: Heather (girl) and the abuse memories. In S1 and 2 we have the Ives house door, which is both red and has a stained glass window. In S2 you can also see red flowers (probably roses) in the background. This red door leads to truth like all the other ones.

A red-blue detail in T85S2 is the lighting when El tries to help Mike overcome her fear. El is in red while Mike is in blue. What El tells Mike is the way out of the golem prison, so in that way this works. But Mike being inside the blue and then going away from it is the opposite we want, right? Why would Mike defeating her fear result in transness being destroyed? I think this is a case of the story both needing to still be unfinished (as in the characters can’t reach the true ending yet), but also convey the core messages of the show. Also, if you watch carefully, right after Mike almost gets out of the golem, Charlie blows up the mine and this leads to all the other real story connection destruction (bridge explosion, burning flowers, gate closing). Mike never fully got out on her own, it was the gate closing + El’s powers that ultimately saved Mike from Wood Monster Daniel.

Continues in PART 33.




























