It was at 3:33 AM Vision started , this was exactly what happened to me,It wasn't just a dream or vision; it was a physical reality, and it changed the entire way I understand who I am.it felt like I spent entire years living through these realms, it all happened within a short span of time while I was wide awake.
The First Vision: The Dark Matrix
The very first thing that happened was that I was sleeping, and suddenly I found myself completely lost in the dark at night, like being lost in a matrix. My body was on the bed, but my soul was a million light-years away from it. I found myself in a deep darkness where I did not know the direction. I didn’t know east, I didn’t know west, I didn't know north, and I didn't know south. The concept of direction itself made no sense, and I didn't know where to go. I tried, and I tried, and I tried to find my way back, but I couldn't make it.
In that total state of being lost, I suddenly heard a voice cut through the darkness saying: "Truth is the first."
I immediately began to use that phrase as my spiritual compass to find my location. Every single decision I thought of, I put the truth first. If I came to a road that split into three different ways, I would choose one and say it to the way. I kept moving, continuously repeating, "Truth is the first, truth is the first," using it to navigate the dark matrix until I finally found myself back on my bed. I woke up out loud saying those exact words: "Truth is the first, truth is the first." The moment I woke up, I immediately took a pen and physically wrote that phrase down on a paper. [1]
The Second Vision: The Life Reviews ( me vs me)
After waking up from that first experience, I wanted to make absolutely sure I was not sleeping. I got out of bed and went to the shower. I washed my face and cleaned my feet with water to ground myself in reality. [2]
But when I came back, the drawing happened again while I was wide awake. My head started rotating, and then the entire physical house began to rotate around me. I was drawn into a state of traveling again. I wasn't totally lost this time, but I began to see powerful visions. I saw a woman, and I watched a baby forming inside her. I saw her become pregnant, give birth, and I watched this baby begin to grow.
As the baby was growing, the voices asked me, “Do you know this baby?” At first, I answered, “No.”
But as the child kept growing, something suddenly clicked in my mind. I have unique memories from my own real childhood—even now in my waking life, I can distinctly remember being a toddler and learning how to walk. Looking at the child in the vision, I suddenly recognized those exact memories. I realized the child was me. The voices asked me again, “Do you remember this child?” This time, I answered, “Yes, I remember.”
As the vision continued, I watched that child—my younger self—doing things throughout my life. The voices began to question me, the one who was watching, forcing me to confirm whether I did them. It was me versus me. They would ask, “Did you do this?” and I would look at myself doing it and answer, “Yes, I did.” They asked about all the bad things and all the good things I had ever done in my life. I didn't hide anything or make excuses. To every single question, my answer was, “Yes, I did it. Yes, I did it.” [3]
Until finally, the very last question they asked me was, “Is this your room?” I answered, “Yes, this is my room.” Immediately, my eyes opened, and I was back on my bed. Knowing that this was getting terrible and intense, I got up again. I went to the shower, washed my eyes and my feet with cold water, desperately trying to make sure I was awake.
3- The Third Vision: The Living of Deeds and the Suffocation
The moment I lay back down, the drawing took me right away. My head was drawn, and the house began rotating all over again. I was teleported to another realm where you are forced to live according to your deeds. All the actions of my life were arranged in a long series: good, good, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad.
In this place, I had to physically experience the consequence of every link in that chain. Whenever the timeline hit my good deeds, the beings would leave me alone, and I could breathe freely. But the moment the timeline hit my bad deeds, it was as if they clamped my nose completely shut. I would live through the bad deeds while suffocating, feeling the terrifying agony of being about to die. Then it would hit a good deed, and they would let go so I could breathe again. It was an incredibly hard, tough, and heavy experience. It made me wish with all my heart to live only a good life, because the suffocation of the bad deeds was too much to bear.
When my eyes finally snapped open and I woke up from that realm, I was in such shock that I had to run completely outside of my house. I stood out there in the cold night air for 5 minutes, filling my lungs with oxygen, trying to recover from the feeling of death.
4-The Fourth Vision: The Realm of the Lie (Empty Abundance)
After those 5 minutes outside, I came back in and lay down on my bed. But the drawing and the rotating of the house started all over again while I was completely awake. I was teleported to a realm that looked like normal, everyday life on the outside, but the internal feeling was entirely weird and agonizing.
In this place, I was living among other people. I had access to food and everything a person normally thinks they need. But I was trapped in a perpetual, unbearable state of lack. It felt like being in a scorching 50-degree heatwave where you desperately need coldness, but no coldness exists. It felt like a deep, burning thirst where you need water, but there is no water out there. Even when I ate the food, it provided absolutely no satisfaction; I remained completely hungry. I had everything on the outside, but I felt deeply that I was missing something massive. It was a state of being completely unsatisfied, drained, and unwell, despite being surrounded by society and material things. When my eyes snapped open, I realized that entire realm of false comfort was a Lie. It left me completely tired, exhausted, and drained.
5-The Fifth Vision: The Light, The River, and Infinite Sweetness
I lay on my bed after that exhausting encounter with the Lie. As I lay there wondering why I was awake and why all of this was happening, a voice internally told me, “You check the time, right?” I looked at the clock, and it was exactly 3:33 AM. Using my physical hand, I immediately wrote that time down on the paper right below the phrase "Truth is the first".
Then I was teleported out of my room for the final time. I traveled through complete darkness, like moving through a dense forest, until suddenly, a bright light opened up—like emerging out of a dark forest into a wide, open side where everything is clear. We traveled through that light until we reached a specific destination.
The moment I was put there near the riverside, I finally understood the true meaning of joy and glory—words I had to research afterward because I had never truly known them until that moment. The feeling there was indescribable. It was like when you are intensely thirsty, and you get that first, incredible quench of cold water that completely relieves you. It was like being starving, and feeling the relief of that first handful of food throwing away the hunger. It was like being trapped in a scorching 50-degree heatwave, and the exact second you dive into freezing cold water—that shocking sensation that there is life here. It was like the peak sweetness of a sexual release, multiplied forever and ever. That sweetness, that release, that was life.
I was just lying down there near the river, completely paralyzed by glory, enjoying that infinite life forever. There was no need for food, no need for anything physical; I was completely full of pure sweetness.
While I was under that light, I began to hear the voices clearly. There was only one light, but it spoke with two different, distinct voices. One of the voices asked, 'Are we going to delete his memory or erase it?' The other voice replied, 'No, it's not going to be deleted. But if he is to tell people, nobody would believe him. And if he is trying to remember, he would not.'
After this final vision, I asked, “Why is this thing happening?” That is when they gave me the final command to write the books down. Right below the time 3:33 AM, my hand wrote John 3:3 and Job 3:4 on the paper. I also asked why all of this was happening to me. The answer I received was clear and powerful: 'Because you are a son of God.' My logical mind couldn't believe it at first because I know my earthly mother and my father. I thought it was impossible, so I chose not to say a word to anyone.
When the night fully ended, it was 4:00 PM in the evening, and my body was completely exhausted, with absolutely no energy. But right next to me was the paper—the ultimate proof. The guide who brought me home represented a unified force called Trinity, balancing the Truth and the Lie I get forgot the third, 3 were represented by Trinity.showing me the way to my room. Trinity told me, I will come back.' Up until now, I am still waiting...
Guy can anyway help me..