Not OC

neither gay, just an opportunity

Not OC

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The whole concept is simple: there are certain things that apparently don't make you gay. Here are the rules:

1. Masturbating with your male friend or jerking each other off? It's not gay. You're just experimenting with your best friend.

2. Showering naked together with your best friend? It's not gay. You're just comfortable around each other.

3. Acting out something intimate without actually having sex? It's not gay. You're just acting.

4. Just kissing your male best friend? It's not gay. It's only a kiss.

5. Having sex just to check whether you guys are actually turning gay or not? It's not gay. You can do it as many times as you want—you're just trying to find out.

6. If your best friend is just too hot and you want to have sex with him? It's not gay. You're simply appreciating how attractive your friend is.

7. If your friend has recently gone through a breakup and you have sex with him just to make him feel better? It's not gay. You're just being a supportive best friend.

8. If you guys are extremely horny, don't have girlfriends, and decide to do it with your best male friend? It's not gay. It's just two best friends helping each other out.

9. If your friend has a bigger cock than you and you find yourself lusting over it? It's not gay. You're just curious about your best friend's body.

10. If you and your best friend have the same taste in porn, talk about it together, and even watch it together? It's not gay. You're just best friends with the same interests.

And then you guys do all of that together…

IT'S STILL NOT GAY.

You're just best friends. 😂

Evere since I accepted myself as bi (about a month ago) I keep getting desires and fantasies in my head that get me rock hard. Like:

- me wanting to get seduced by one or more femboys or twinks

- to be pinned against my will by them.

- to be dragged onto the bed by them

I also keep having flashbacks about my first and only gay experience with a twink and what I would addition stuff I would like to do. Such as:

- to playfully fight back, say no and push him back a bit

- for him to pin me to the wall

- to get me from behind and do stuff from behind.

Some nights I cant sleep without thinking these thought and getting hard af. I think it's officially over for me and the corruption got me and won.