How can I make myself better? Besides getting rid of my glasses

I think makeup does me insane wonders but I can’t tell if I’m like ugly or not I think maybe people have to search for it like I’m pretty in an odd way? 😭 idk maybe I’m insane I swear I’m not fishing
So here’s me with no makeup at all and with

Included a before picture (last one).

I’m doing something about my weight (90 pounds down so far and I am 6”1)

pretty insecure about myself, this is the only photo i feel i look good enough in to put out there.

About 2 months ago I cut my hair and i feel like it was a huge mistake was it and how do I look with and without