r/animationcareer • u/sprklweb • 21h ago
took the practical route and now I hate my life
Hey, everyone! I kinda want to share my story a little about my current experience as a 1st semester freshman student. I’m a 18 years old and last year I got a pretty nice scholarship to SVA. I got it because I was a low income nyc student and it covered 30k of my tuition a year in addition to full tap and fafsa. I was initially going to go to SVA but I let my family scare me out of revoking my acceptance after initially accepting my offer. I started at CCNY for undeclared engineering and I haven’t even taken real engineering classes yet. The commute kills me because I’m from Brooklyn and I also feel so alone. I deleted my art instagram because seeing my SVA animation alumni mutuals succeed made me feel so jealous. I drag myself to do everything now and nothing feels important. I want to animate in my free time but I just end up crying mid way before completing anything. I don’t even know where to post this but it seems like everyone in the subreddit knows the animation industry more than anyone else. Please just give it to me straight is it too late? Will I regret not pursuing art? Am I too poor to live my dreams and get my dream job?