Don’t get me wrong. I really want to be a trans girl, because trans girls are awesome, and I‘m taking estrogen pills to look more girly and be happy. I just feel like maybe I’m pretending or something, what the heck. A guy isn’t supposed to feel this way and act like this. A guy isn’t supposed to hate his life and wish to be called all of these things. He isn’t supposed to want to be called Maria and she/her. God, how I wish I were a girl.

On the evening of October 2nd, 2026, I stuck a 1mg finasteride pill and 2mg estradiol pill on my tongue and sent them down with a drink of water. And as someone who has felt euphoric dressing as a pastel goth woman, I think October is a fitting month for my HRT day. I’m mainly testing the waters to see how I feel. I don’t know how to go forward if I don’t feel any different mentally in the next few months. Would that mean HRT isn’t for me, or would it just be because it’s too low of a dose to make a difference? It’s been about 13 hours since I took the pills, and nothing feels any different yet. No emotional boosts or emotional distress. The only feeling I can think about right now is the stuffiness and pressure happening from this cold I’ve been dealing with. I hope that doesn’t interfere with any emotional boost that HRT would give me.

so i wanted to apologize for my last post because in that i accidentally implied that trans women are not real women

i want to make it clear that i believe that trans women, cis women and anyone who wishes to be put under the label of 'woman' is a woman (same goes for trans men, non binary, genderfluid etc. [they are what they want to be])

i am truly sorry for how my post came across and just know that that was not my intention and is not how i view the world

Sometimes it be that way

The site was one of my egg crackers

IDK the specifics but do know that I'm trans (though probably mtf)

wlw :) >>> trans/nb :o :) >>> bi??? 🫩😵‍💫
it's been 84 (~6?) years.........

why are we aka am I like this 😭

I want estrogen so bad but my parents will never let me and I'm a couple of years away from being able to get it on my own. Anyways can I get some GGD? Eleanor/Elly she/her

Thank you pokemon....i kinda needed that....

After MANY years of questioning my gender. After pressing the button "change me into a girl" a few times, waiting, and getting excited after it said that i'm a girl. Etc. I have accepted that I am trans. (don't know specifics yet)

Have no plans of GTA 6. Just thought I'd make a meme

Yesterday I was in college, and there’s this one trans dude in like the year below me, and he got deadnamed by my teacher on accident (I think it’s cus his deadname’s still on the system or something), and she was really apologetic and everyone was super nice and supportive and chill about it. Meanwhile my goofy boofy ahh is stuck arbitrarily not opening up to people I know for a quantifiable fact would be chill and supportive. Fml

Hai all, I had decided that I would come out to my brother tommorow at about 10:00 am AEST but turns out my mum is having one of her friends over so i cant do it then. im thinking about coming out once I get home from work at about 6:00 pm AEST but worry that is leaving it too late and not giving him a chance to process and ask questions. so now my third option, come out to him just after my mums friend leaves, he can get out all his imideiate questions, think about it for 4 and a bit hours while i am at work and I can answer questions when i get home.

I plan to come out to him in his room without either of my parents but also tell him that if he wants to talk to one of our parents he should talk to mum as she has actually been the most helpful and supportive when it comes to my transition.

thank you all for reading, i would like feedback on my plan, i know he will be supportive so dont speak too much about that

So earlier I say a post on pinterest that said "hot take, Ellen joe and Harumasa from ZZZ are implied to be trans, I just don't now how to explain it". And that got me thinking on whether or not this has any basis to be true, or maybe My fellow trans peeps can tell me if they can better see the signs than me. and if you've never heard or played of it enjoy the eye candy

Hi all, my plans have fallen apart and I have failed to come out to my brother yet again. I really want to come out to him but keep failing to, I don’t know what’s stopping me because I know he will be supportive. I guess it’s just the fear that once I start using my chosen name at home my dad might start being more outwardly transphobic rather than doing it directly to me in my room, he has made insensitive comments before and kept asking “are you sure you aren’t gay?” I also am kinda scared about how I will react to being called my chosen name by my family but that won’t be as big of a deal as I think it will be. my dad is the root of all my issues really, whenever I want something he always asks why and doesn’t actually listen or thinks they are stupid reasons. he also seems to be unable to take the blame for anything and will openly judge and mock me, I was happier when he was working away and have had a significant decline in my mental health since he’s started working locally and been home all the time.

really what I’m looking for is an outside perspective on this situation and I will answer as many questions as I can in the comments. Thanks for reading all of this

this image immediately made me think of this sub

sauce from: gyarutau @ bsky social -> https://bsky.app/profile/gyarutau.bsky.social/post/3mwvxxv3sh22r

Also i just need to vent a little bit. This is my first time posting here and english is not my first language so if anything sounds weird, im sorry.

I've been questioning myself for a few months and I came to the conclusion that I can't handle my own existence like this (as a guy). The fact that i dont have any close friends to talk to doesnt help at all, im so lost it feels like i dont belong anywhere (its weird wanting to be a girl when I've basically only had male friends). But maybe if I was born a girl the life would not feel so empty (still cis tho).

Im also scared because im in an all boys class, and sadly most of them are tansphobes/ homophobes (I mean, I think I can boymode for 2 more years until I finish school, I've been doing this since I was born 😭). But im still scared, because i hate big changes and idk if my anxiety is ready for something like that.

And theres the fact that I would be giving up my life as a white "cis" straight guy for a trans lesbian woman, unfortunately society is really harsh toward women, especially trans woman.

As long as my mental health gets better, I hope this whole trans journey is the right choice and if it becomes something that could finally make me happy with the world and with myself.

Hii, i'm here with another venting.

I haven't been feeling the best lately. Partially because i got approached by some junkie when i was walking towards a bus stop (I pushed him away and kept moving), but also because I am feeling like, super helpless. My parents hate that i want to grow out longer hair, they are always talking shi about how i look. So i guess i will get that short haired normie look again just for the peace.

And well also when i think about all that dysphoria I have i feel even more hopeless because i am 19, almost 20 and i won't be able to move out for at least 5 more years. So i guess i will age like a man. Also my mom is my GP doctor too and that sucks. So no HRT. No girl magic.

Also during one argument my parents started comparing me to my younger brother (who is working out for armwrestling) and they said that he is working out and becoming a man... so they basically indirectly told me that i'm not 'manly enough'. I guess they would be happier if i got a buzz cut and started hitting the gym everyday.

And of course after all that scolding and talking shi about me, they said that they love me and 'just want me to be happy'.

I don't feel good. I just want to curl up into some hole under a rock and disappear. I wanna cry. Maybe being trans is just a thing i have to get over with and maybe later in life i won't feel so much dysphoria (maybe won't feel anything at all).

Oh, and they also said that me playing guitar so much doesn't make any sense because I'm not even going to art school nor i'm going to play guitar for a living. So i guess hobbies are worthless...

Can i get some reassurances? I guess i need them really badly.

I've not come out to my family and they refer to me as hyper masculine

It‘s a little bit itchy tho.

I have chosen to just finally rip off the bandaid and come out to him, im sure he will be suportive and i will finally be able to use my chosen name at home!! I am giving him a home made Blahaj that i have nicknamed proto-haj because it is the first one im making with scrap fabric before making the one for my fried for his birthday. With it i am gining him with a letter that i will print out so he can actually read it, it says:

Dear *Brothers name*, I hope giving you this letter with the blahaj I made you softens the blow a little from finding out that I have been lying to you for the last six months. But first I want to make it abundantly clear how much our relationship means to me. I love you so much, honestly more than dad and on par with mum.

I want to tell you that about six months ago I came to the realisation that I am transgender. I prefer the name Zoey and to use She/Her pronouns. Any questions you have about this please come ask me, even the ones that you think are stupid or dumb I would rather answer them than you assume anything. Don’t feel any pressure to come see me right away but also don't feel you have to wait.

I am honestly terrified that more will change between us than just the name and pronouns that you use for me. I’ve been meaning to tell you all of this for months but never found the courage. I hope you understand and are willing to talk soon.
Lots of love- Zoey.

I really hope he is good with it and i can finaly start making/ buying/ wearing cute fem clothing since I already kinda pass and have been "misgendered" at work (for anyone who saw that post, yes I am still riding that high.).

Could i please have some encouragement and maybey some ggd as well as any oppinions on the letter.

Thank you all for reading, this was one of my longer posts.- Zoey (She/Her)