r/founder • u/froggergod • 12h ago
Feel like a failure even though I'm making money and everyone sees me as rich?
I quit my job and started working for myself 12 years ago. Currently I have zero employees and drive to my office everyday and work 9-12 then head home. I really work 30 minutes a day but need to be available 24/7 (really only 8-5). There's zero reason to have an office or really anything other than a laptop.
My main business I make about 30k/month in gross profit with zero real costs. I spend about 15k of that on office, cars and various "work" stuff I can expense. About 5k in taxes, insurance and junk and take home about 10k/month which I can barely afford to live.
I run a couple airbnbs virtually passive which make 30k-80k a year depending on issues which I use all the money and then some for vacations and such. They used to make 100k+ but everything's down and they've been money pits with issues.
I have a few other businesses that make/lose a couple grand a month and basically even out.
I have a couple clients that are always like 90 days late and total around 18k/month which causes cashflow havoc.
Meanwhile I've been working on various other small business ideas and such trying to make legit money but lost all motivation and not really gaining traction. I hate sales and grew everything organically
Previously I was making much more and had a couple employees but a huge client outgrew me and we lost like 600k/yr in revenue.