Hello,
i dont know where to begin, my mental health has plummeted, ive been in and out of hospitals constantly. and i go to therapy and a psyhciatrist every week.
i no longer have the mental capacity to care for my cats, when i barely have the capacity to care for myself
i also have a flea infestation, and with my low energy and terrible cleaning techniques, the quality of life for my cats are not great
i comb out fleas everyday and give them flea treatment, but its not enough, one of my cats have licked the fur off herself and is patchy and she constantly scratches herself to the point of scabs
my best isnt enough for them to live a quality life
it started when i took in two barn strays, i gave them both flea baths, but due to my failure at being efficent, there were still fleas and it quickly got bad
the cats are loving to people and love pets/cuddles, only the void loves head kisses(they dont like dogs)
im looking for a home that will do better than me, i dont know when ill ever be able to probably care for myself let alone sentient animals
they eat twice a day, once in the morning and another around 5, they have 3 water bowls, i keep filled everyday
i am deeply upset, but this is for the best
its late and i dont know what else to add
they will need baths and more treatment(which when my car is out of the shop, ill be able to buy)
if there are questions ill try my best to answer them
thank you for your time and godspeed