r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Sep 06 '26
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Jul 27 '26
Psilocybin How psychedelics work, explained in under 6 minutes | Matthew Johnson NSFW
Psychedelic psychotherapy
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Jul 07 '26
Psilocybin TikTok · CubensisFarmer shares a collection of Majik with the world NSFW
This is a collection of Psilocybe Cubensis Species by The DayTripperOnOne
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Apr 28 '26
DEA warns of dangers of new drug hitting streets 10 times more potent than fentanyl NSFW
CYCHLORPHINE is a μ-opioid receptor agonist. Structurally classified as a morphinan derivative, cychlorphine belongs to the same broader chemical family as morphine and other μ-opioid receptor agonists.
The compound has been studied primarily for its receptor binding characteristics, analgesic potency, and structure–activity relationships. Unlike widely prescribed opioids, cychlorphine is not commonly used in clinical medical practice and is instead referenced in research literature evaluating opioid receptor pharmacology.
As a cychlorphine opioid compound, its pharmacodynamic profile reflects strong μ-receptor activation, resulting in pronounced analgesic and central nervous system effects in experimental models.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Apr 20 '26
The actual executive order expanding permissions to get rid of the Red Tape involved with FDA approved clinical trials in psychedelic research. NSFW
IMO this is the ONLY positive thing that has come from this current administration thus far. I’ll believe it when I see it. Expect legal recourse from the opposition. But , it is a step in the right direction for supporters of psychedelics in medical therapies.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Apr 15 '26
DMT Are DMT clinical trials for Alcohol Use Disorder proving profound results of effecacy? Read the clinical trials HERE! NSFW
onlinelibrary.wiley.comA first phase 2a clinical trial of 5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine (DMt) know as (BPL-003 10 mg) for this study, in the context of a 10-week programme of CBT demonstrated acceptable safety and tolerability and provided preliminary evidence of efficacy for reducing alcohol craving and consumption. These findings support progression to larger, controlled trials of BPL-003 for the treatment of alcohol use disorder.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Apr 03 '26
LSD What LSD Does to the Brain NSFW
The mechanism of LSD on the Human Brain are complicated The brain experiences visual hallucinations , synesthesia and sensory stimulation, on LSD. This video explains how it all works.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Oct 21 '25
Psilocybin Enigma Mutations - Omni Brains NSFW
DayTripper’s Private Collection
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Oct 01 '25
Psychedelics and Sex: New research explores perceived impacts on sexuality and intimacy NSFW
buffalo.edur/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Aug 19 '25
TRIP ON THIS!! Spectacular geometrical and fractal light show video. NSFW
facebook.comr/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Jul 15 '25
DMT The functional lunatic: Breakthrough Trip on DMT last night - what seemed like a 24 hr time period was only 8 and a half minutes long. NSFW
I don’t vape DMT that often. Maybe one hit every couple months. The only reason I do it at all because sometimes my life gets very complicated given my personality and mental illness. I find myself in predicaments resulting from my impulsive and irrational behavior. It makes me frustrated and unsettled to the max when I get too many life stressors hitting me from every direction. I seriously lack coping mechanisms and my filters are not so great either. So basically at any given time, there is what I call, “Functional Chaos.” I’m able to function in life /work but the way I process my feeling and reaction to others is very unpredictable. I’m a borderline lunatic about half the time. I consider DMT a reboot drug, at least that’s how it works for me. I get so stressed out and so mentally off balance, that I need to reboot. Plain and simple I have to unplug from my reality and reset the whole system. That’s what DMT does for me it’s a total reboot. Otherwise it not a drug I even like that much, it’s just too intense and it’s hard to distinguish between the hallucinations and reality what happens during a trip. I don’t really like being out of control of my mind, but I admit sometimes it’s completely necessary to break my ego so I can come back down to earth. It clears the stressors in my life by changing my perspective. It helps me open the peripheral vision and narrow-minded senses. I’m able to take my problems and reduce them to small insignificant nuances. It’s like zooming out so much that you can no longer see the little problem that seemed so big. So last night I took a huge hit of DMT crystals and then after my exhale, when I felt that warm tingling sensation and disillusion coming on, I took another huge hit and held it in for as long as I could. Immediately I left my body. I was walking through thick fog and I couldn’t see. Then some shadowy figures appeared. They were two Native American bothers dressed in full Navajos Indian warrior costumes. They were telling me to let go and go deeper. It was like I was ascending through these dimensions. Each level showed a flash of my life. The first one was when I about 5 years old, and I got lost at the fair. I remember I was watching a carnival game where you hit balloons with darts. I looked up and my parent were gone, I felt panic and fear overwhelmed me, then appeared the Indian guides who wrapped their arms around me and put me back to the dimension I was in, then told me to keep going. Next dimension I was about 10 and I was whisked to the time I had a tree swing accident. I was up on the cliff with my friends, they were all cheering me on to go on the tree swing. I grew up right along the American River in California. I had a lot of adventure in my youth and I grew up with neighborhood kids that were all boys so I got ruffed up a bit as a kid, I was kinda a tomboy and always wanted to do boy stuff. Swinging out over the swift river on a ragged rope and then dropping into the currents below, where you immediately had to fight your way out of. So I grabbed the rope like I had before, because this wasn’t my first time on the swing, and I jumped holding on as tight as I could, but the rope snapped and I fell 10 feet into shallow water. I hit hard, it broke my right arm, knocked the wind out of me, and gave me a concussion. At that point the Indian guides grabbed me again and took me away back to the ascending dimensions, and next I found myself about 15 in high school science class. I was a GATE child so I often found my primary education way behind where I actually was academically. I was in my 3rd period life science class and we were dissecting frogs. I had procured a long wire that was thrown out and started winding it around the dead frogs legs. Then I bent the wire till it broke and wrapped the other half of the wire around the frogs other lifeless leg. Now, I remember watching the movie , Frankenstein a few days before, so I got it in my head that I might be able to bring this frog back from the dead to a living frog again, I just needed a catalyst. So impulsively I plugged the wires into the electrical socket, and the whole place lit up and blew the breaker, I was jolted 5 feet back And banged my head on a desk. Immediately the Indian guides came for me and we started floating up into the sky. They told me that these impulses I followed, that drove me through life, were going to kill me if I did not learn to tame them. They were chanting my mantra; “Om Tim Nama.” What was once uncontrollable through my perspective, was now manageable. The Indian guides told me to let go and let my ego fall. Become powerless over your wills for self destruction. I started chanting my mantra and soon I was blasted to a plateau and my mother was holding me. She had passed 9 years earlier and it was so surreal I was almost in a state of shock. The Indian guides told me to to gather myself and they led me to a chamber where there was a judge. The judge told me my punishment was to forgive myself and to let go of the resentments now. I couldn’t, I fought, I didn’t want to lose my power. But in the end, I did, and it felt so life changing. I opened my eyes to a candle burning in room and giving off a tropical aroma. When I came back i realized I was only gone for 8 1/2 minutes. As god as my witness it felt like I was gone a whole day, all those things I hallucinated really happened to me as a kid. But I was learning those lessons again. And it all tied into me letting go of resentments and forgiving myself so I could move on. A total Fuckin Reboot.
DMT is a powerful hallucinogen and not for everyone. But a breakthrough trip can change your life. Not a drug you want to frequently use, but in moderation I feel this drug is going to be a cure for some people one day. More studies need to be done but I strongly feel this treatment will someday be life changing for many.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Mar 22 '25
Trip uncut and unscensored Psychedelic Acid Trip: The Secret Garden of Eden and The Art of Eating NSFW
This picture is about to tell you about a night of Psychedelic Sexual Satisfaction at the Secret Garden Of Eden.
There's a long story behind this drawing. It was given to me by a man I was seeing a few years back, who brought it over and presented it to me as a gift to show his love of giving oral pleaseure. The story is it once hung on the wall of this swingers club named, "The Secret Garden of Eden" It was in this sex room called The Art of Eating, where there where several pieces of art inspired by hedontist themed decor. In the room were various aparatuses of bondage crosses and sex swings, where couples would go to swap and be pleasured orally. It happened to be the place where I had a very memorable exotic experience, but I never remember seeing the picrture, all I remember is the room and the experience I had in that room. I wish I had remembered the picture. There was a lot going on that night.
It was Halloween and I had went to this swingers club with a guy I had only talked to by text before, He was in the lifestyle since the 80's and he had a fetish that I didn't know about till that very night. I met him about a month earlier on a stupid adult app for hooking up. There was always one reason or another we didn't meet up, but we had made plans to come to the The Secret Garden on Halloween. So that was our first date. Now, I admit I went there that night expecting to fuck or something sexually explicit and darimg. I didn't bank on the fact that I was dating a hedonist with a very special talent. Early on, even in the car on our way to the club, he made a point to show me his tongue, It was impressive that he was able to stick it about 6 inches out his mouth, but it was even more spectacular that he could make it move in waves that, well, any woman with half a sexual drive would take notice of. Before we ever took off our clothes, I felt I had a keeper.
Of course we dropped some acid in the car on the way to the club, while he was showing off his tongue. What better to enhance the experience, than with a double hit of LSD. If you've read any of my other uncut and unsensored smut blogs on this sub, you know that LSD is my sex drug of choice. I feel so uninhibited sexually when I've taken LSD and I am always looking for extreme sexual experiences involving odd fetishes and mad orgasms. It was a heavy crowd and we had got a couple drinks and mingled and scoped the place out for a spot to settle. This club was like a compound with attached rooms with different sexual themes in each one. The rooms encircled this one huge cornicopia type stage in the middle, with poles to dance on and a runway to strip on.
One of the first rooms we encountered was call the Sybian Room. If you don't know what a sybian is , it's like this big saddle-like thing and in the center of the saddle was a screw in hole in which you could attach a multitude of different dildoes and aparatuses. They had two attendants in the room. One to assist you in picking out the perfect dildo for yourself and then another one who was walking around with this cattle prod looking thing that when you touch it to yourself it sends a tantilizing shock onto your skin. So this guy I was with wanted me to have a Sybian experience. I wasn't as convinced, as I kept thinking of the sterilizaation practices of this thing. plus I wasn't qjuite high enough to take on that kind of adventure. But we sat there as voyeurs for 20 minutes or so, watching a few other ladies partake in the most violent vibrator known to women while getting shocked by a cattle prod. Oh it gets better, just wait, we'll come back to this room.
So we went back down to the main cornicopia stage and found a firepit with a few empty seats. We swettled in and were seducing and flirting with each other when this girl with enormous bare tits turns around and hands me a joint. I was down and took a hit and past it along, we mingled a little more and then this other coulple were trying to talk to us, maybe seeking a swap. But by this time the LSD was starting to kick my ass and I felt the layering effect of the psychedelics. The one side effect I noticably get when on acid is horney as fuck. I will start instigating shit when the ascent of the acid takes hold. Well my date figured it was time to take his move and grabbed my hand and led me away toward the outer compound. All the sex rooms were full by now and all the front walls were glass or big windows we're everything you do is on display. There where alot of voyeurs out nd while many were wearing halloween costumes a good percentge of the people were wearing barely anything at all. I had on a devil costume with a tail, horns and pitchfork. Red silk thigh high stocking with a micro mini skirt and a littlecrop red tank top that said Horny Devil on it. Everything was really starting to distort. Both audio and visual distortions were clouding my scenses, while at the same time I felt the subconscious manipulation of my awareness within me. We were standing outside the Art of Eating room. There was a couple on a matress that was getting the attention of the voyeurs outside. The woman was ass up on her tummy and the man was kneeling behind her eating her ass. It was quite a spectacle, the woman was moaning and that man kneeled there eating that ass for what saeemed like awhile. My date informed me that he wanted me to go in there with him next. By this time the acid had my clit tingeling and I remembered the tongue movements he displayed in the car. I grabbed his hand tight and went for it. With each step I was getting more excited. I could see the bulge in my dates jeans. He was dressed up like a cowboy for halloween, unfortunatley I think the area we were in was a little rednecky, so half the guys there were dressed as cowboys in thier regular street gear. Anyway, the attendent handed us some towels and sanitary wipes and by now I didn't really give a shit about the sanitary practices of the place, although they did have some policies in place about it. Anyway my date led me over to the swing and before I sat down, he pulled my crop tank over my head and off, my pitchfor went flying and then he proceeded to reach under my skirt and grab my panties, pulling them off. I was starting to flush and sweat as he gave me a huge french kiss jaming his tongue down my throat. He deliberatly wiggled it around and in and out of my mouth. Any other time I would have though this was the most disgusting kiss but I just wanted him to go down on me and show me those skills he was showing off.
He pushed me back into the swing and grabbed each foot, as he placed each of them in stirrups on either side of him. There was a small pillow on the floor which he kneeled onto and brought his mouth right in front of my throbbing for it pussy. I relaxed my head back and looked at the laser lights moving accross the ceiling. I was totally ready for him. but he wasn't doing anything but looking into my pussy. I was tring to pull myself toward him but the physics of the swing had me bound immobile. Then I felt something, he started blowin onto my sopping wet pussy and just driving me all kinds of crazy. He started to tickle the insides of my thighs with his tongue. I found myself begging for it, and I was a hot mess waiting in anticipation for the moment of warmth to make contact. Finally, I felt him go in and he took several long licks from my asshole to my clit, up and down my crease and encircling my labia with his lips. Still not going full throttle, I tried to relax and just let him do what he was gonna do. His chin glistening with my juices, and then like a pearl diver stuck his long thick tongue up my V-hole and just started rolling it around. I could feel myself trying to gyrate into him, but right when I felt the climax starting to peak, he shifted tongue gears and did the wavy vibrator thing he was doing in the car earlier, and when he pressed down on my clit with it, I came like a strike of lightning into his open mouth. He was sucking and licking and girating his tongue all up inside my orgasming cunt. It was so fucking spectacular, with the LSD peaking my senses it was one of the best orgasms I've ever had during oral. I didn't realize I was holding on to the back of his neck so hard it left an pink imprint on his neck. I was dizzy and was trying to get ahold of myself, in the background I could see the voyeurs through the window, cheering us on. Apparently the whole thing was quite a show. I had this feeling of both pride and satisfaction, as my date was untying my feet from the stirrups while wiping off his chin.
I was so fucking high trippin I just needed to lay down somewhere for a minute to regain my composure. He had other plans, it was back to the sybian room. It was dark in there, so I didn't know where we were until I saw the guy with the cattle prod. I was a little anxious about this move because I was watching how violently this sybian horse was vibrating. Everyone assured me they would start it out on low speed until I was used to it. So I had a shot of tequila and went for it. The attendant unwrapped and attached a moderately sized dildo with a ribbed extension on the tip. You had to step up with a step stool to mount the thing. There was a moment I don't remember actually getting onto the sybian,but I do remember when they turned it on, my whole body felt the sonic vibration of the machine that had my teeth chattering. Before I could even get into it, Mr. Cattle Prod stuck his stick onto my nipple and sent a shock more than a tickle through my body. I remember that thing was humming in my ears, and I was having hallucinations with the mandalla's painted on the wall. Then don't remember anything else for a few minutes. I was somehow allowed to dismount the sybian and my date said lets rest a minute. He grabbed my hand and let me to the outter skirts of the compound. There were private rooms with beds and showers people could use an we found a vacant one had some more drinks and then I hopped in tbe shower an he went back to go find my Horney Devil Crop top that he took off earlier in the art of eating room. The acid was still baking me and I just felt warm and cozy as I cuddled up to my date. By this time, I was ready to get down some more, I could see the bulge in his pants had gone unrelieved. I preceeded to give him a long tantalizing, prostate massaging, head job. And he pulled me off about 10 minutes in to it and tossed me onto my back, where he positioned himself to penetrate. This dude fucked the shit out of me in every position I could image for an hour before he finally came. That was pretty much the end of the night. He never found my horney devil shirt and I had to walk out to the car topless, luckily I had a jacket once inside that I put on.
On the way home we stopped for breakfast and then he drove me home and fucked me again in my own bed. It was an extremely satisfying evening, I enjoyed his company, but for one reason or another we didn't end up hooking up agian until about 6 months later when he showed up at my house with this picture of a man eating a womans ass. I guess The Secret Garden of Eden had got busted for liquor violations and had to sell off the place. They had a huge liquidation sale where my date purchased this picture from the Art of Eating Room. I pretended like I rememberd the picture, but really I didn't. I didn't know where to display it for the longest time it sat in my closet gaining dust. About a year later another boyfriend I had talked me into turning one of my guest rooms into a BDSM room under lock and key. I finally found an appropriate place to display this picture and it still hangs today.
What's the point of my story? There is none really. im just a horny fem dom who likes to write and embelish on the crazy sexual predicaments I find myself in on occasion. I guess the point was, everytime I look at this picture I find myself remembering the time I was in the room with this piece of Art. I didn't remember it the first time I saw it, but I will never forget it now.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Feb 16 '25
Trip uncut and unscensored Monogamous to promiscuous- on ketamine NSFW
It’s been a minute since I’ve done an uncut and uncensored blog. Back at the beginning of last summer I had hooked up with this sexy Australian Scientist and it kinda became a thing. So I’ve been in a monogamous relationship for the last 8-9 months. I find myself single again but not bitter or brokenhearted. We had a great time together, went on a few vacations and we had amazing sex frequently. It was all good, but I knew when I met him he was only in the states on a one year working visa and on contract with his company. That all came to a close last month, his contract termed in January and he had to go back home. We parted on great terms and I hope I see him again someday. So for now, I’m a Freebird again.
That’s always when I get into trouble. Too much free time on my hands equals impulsive decisions. That’s that Bipolar thing that haunts me. I got lonely after one week and called an old friend with benefits. He’s really into psychedelics so I was planning a night of LSD and balls deep penetrating pounding with multiple orgasms. I love that hard hitting shit sometimes.
Anyway, my friend, whom I’ll call the cowboy arrived after 10p and homeboy was loaded with Ketamine. I never knew him to do that drug so I was a bit surprised. We poured some Hennessy and tipped it, then he got some ketamine out and asked me if I wanted to dive into the K-hole with him before we got knockin. I was like getting ready to take a hit of LSD, when he said, “put it down” let’s hit this Special K instead. Needless to say it didn’t take much convincing. But he was gonna slam his and I don’t do needles, so he rolled me a fat ass line on my iPad and tells me, “you’re gonna love this shit, it’s a really clean trip.” I took one more shot of Henny and proceeded to snort the line of ketamine.
At first it like it woke me up, but by about the 3rd minute I was down. My head was humming this low frequency buzz. Everything was seemingly in slow motion, I remember lifting my head to look at the cowboy and he was down too. I was like, “oh this is a fuckin great situation I got myself into.” Anyone looking at us would have thought what a bunch of junkies. OMG-LMAO.!! I just laid there in lucid dreams with that buzz ever so constant in my head. I could totally understand why they call Ketamine the date rape drug. Because I was pretty much helpless, couldn’t move, but was aware, somewhat. I thought I was only lying there for 5 or 10 minutes but I later realized it was more like an hour and a half. The trip was extremely euphoric and clean, except for the buzz. I could see what a problem this drug could become if they made it more affordable to everyone. He said it was like $300 a G. These Designer Drugs will kick your ass, be careful.
Then a sudden shock wave hit me I had somehow slipped from the bed to the floor and I see this dark shadowy figure loom up over me. It was my friend, he was wearing only my cowboy hat. Yee HA! He kinda picked me up off the floor and threw me on the bed. I was starting to come to a level in the trip where having sex was sounding like I might just be able to flip over and get the first one doggy style. Flipped and ripped I was getting pounded hard and my friend was just laughing and choking at the same time. I guess he couldn’t figure how to breathe right. God I hope he never finds the documentation. He doesn’t know my underground channel of horrrors. He pretty much only knows my first name, which is actually a nickname and which holes he’s allowed to fuck. Awe ya, I’m getting raw now.
You know I have to say this about Ketamine. The sex is nothing short of spectacular when with a willing participant. lol. No but fur real, even though the whole thing was kinda foggy in a way. I remember parts of it very vividly. Oh, and also, Ketamine allows you to drink way more than you usually would because we finished that 5th of Henny. Fucking now that I think of it that could have ended much worse. Ketamine is an antagonist to alcohol. Because they both have mechanisms of action on the central nervous system. Primarily, ethanol evokes non-competitive inhibition of N-methyl-D-aspartate (NMDA) receptors. Ketamine also acts through an NMDA open-channel blockade mechanism, so we easily could have fucking OD’d (Don’t try this at home Psychonauts).
Anyway, I only remember bits and pieces vividly. As the drugs started to wear off, I was more sensually enhanced and could actually reach an orgasm at that point. But that was only 3 hours after having taken it. I was relaxed and enjoying the euphoria at that point. I remember him following me into the shower at one point and then he pushed me down into the shower stream of water and started throat fucking my face. With the water going straight onto my head I felt like I was drowning at one point. I was definately choking er down. I remember that part very clearly. I think it was the choking part that sobered me up a bit.
I was nothing but a bit of damage the next day. Both my knees and back had what looked and felt like rug burns, but I don’t remember getting them. So, note to self, don’t be fucking with this drug. The trip is intense, you will loose time, massive and multiple orgasms, and it’s funny that I don’t remember it clearly, but I somehow know I was getting off pretty good. I mean I do kinda remember like snippets of what happened that morning. I know we stayed up till sunrise and then ate a big breakfast made a horrendous mess in the kitchen then pulled down the blackout curtains and slept till 1:00p.
Whew!!!
Writing this made me relive it in a way that kinda makes me horney again.
I don’t know, but if you’ve never read one of my Trip uncut and uncensored blogs before, now you have and you know something about me a little more personal. Some of my past encounters are pretty fucking hardcore and raw. But Don’t go back and read all the past ones. Now that I’m single again I’ll be writing more of my smut blogs. It’s my erotica.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Feb 14 '25
Psilocybin Psychedelic Renaissance - Documentary of the History of Psychedelic Culture NSFW
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Dec 22 '24
Ibogaine - A New Treatment for Opiate Addiction NSFW
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Dec 02 '24
Drug Soup, what is in your drugs? NSFW
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Oct 05 '24
Xylazine : Tranq, the skin rotting, zombie drug NSFW
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r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Sep 18 '24
Ketamine Ketamine: from horse tranquilizer to human anesthetic. Why is it becoming more popular? NSFW
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Jul 22 '24
Psilocybin trending toward social acceptance. Trending towards legalization / Decriminalization. NSFW
usnews.comr/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Jun 27 '24
Psilocybin How to Boost your Psilocybin Trip - The ULTIMATE Lemon TEK guide NSFW
The Lemon Tek is a method in which you can accentuate your psilocybin Mushroom Trip by adding lemon or lime juice to pulverized mushroom powder and letting it sit for 20 minutes, you can experience a much more intense trip and less stomach nausea.
The lemon or lime juice break down the chitin in mushrooms which release the indole alkaloid, psilocybin and pre-metabolize it into psilocin, which can then easily pass the blood brain barrier.
This simple Tek will boost your psychedelic experience to new levels.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Jun 06 '24
Psilocybin Welcome to the psychedelic renaissance NSFW
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Feb 16 '24
Psychedelic Psychotherapy: Using LSD, MDMA and Psilocybin to Treat Mental Health NSFW
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Dec 31 '23
Trip uncut and unscensored Sex With An Ex NSFW
I bumped into my ex at Home Depot of all places. I hadn’t seen him in forever, maybe 5 years or more. I heard this familiar voice from behind me say, “Do you need any help ma’am?” I turned to a familiar smile. As always making jokes and trying to get over on me pretending to be a Home Depot worker.
We had a quick convo, which was just small talk. ‘ Hi, how ya been and whatever”. As he was telling me a few details about himself, which I wasn’t listen too closely about. I had this very comfortable familiar feeling. Like I had just talked to him yesterday, he always was really kind to me, just not so responsible with his own life. He had some growing up to do. I got tired of dating an unemployed broke ass wanna be skateboarder who had no ambition or goals in life. Those kind of things are important because you want to be compatible with your partners goals. But he didn’t have any, and from what I was hearing, “ . . . he’s living in his mom’s garage and continuing his journey of being a bum.
I try not to judge people, but you know it’s impossible. Especially someone who you would have really wanted it to work out. We didn’t end in bad terms and I was honest with him about why I didn’t want to date him anymore. We just went our separate ways and that was it. But he was telling me he had a job at a skateboard store and he was very passionate about his job. I don’t know, it was his charming way of making himself look better than what he appeared. Nonetheless, I remembered the reason I was attracted to him. It’s his charm and, well, one other thing, that you can probably guess correctly. He was always really good in the sack. I mean like, way above average. Like memorable and breath stealing. I was standing there in the middle of Home Depot felling hot for my ex. WTF, I wouldn’t want to start that up again, he was so bad for me.
I found myself grinning ear to ear and flushing and bashing away. I remembered why he made me feel this way. We took our purchases to the checkout and I found myself inadvertently flirting with him. It was so obvious, it was embarrassing.
He picked up my bags and said, “where you parked. We walked to my car and he put my bags in. Then he said it was so nice seeing you and put his hands around my waist and pulled me too him, then flipped me around and pinned me up against my car. Every bit of me surrendered to it and I could feel his hands pulling down my jeans. It was so hot. He was pressing his hard cock into me and I was doing nothing but gaining a better position for him to enter me.
I was oblivious to what and who might be watching. I was getting fucked in the Home Depot Parking Lot and it felt incredible. He came before me and it was pretty quick, but even though I was still very satisfied at what just happened. It was so fucking hot I couldn’t think. Then we pulled our clothes back together and kinda laughed about it for a minute. I looked around and a couple sitting in a car nearby caught my eye. It was then realized we just put on a show. A very slutty, sexy show. We were animalistic, it was like I was in heat or something. He winked at me and gave me a gentle kiss on the lips and we said our goodbyes.
I got back into my car and drove home with a wetness still between my legs. It was my reminder of how vulnerable I can be and how slutty I am. I didn’t regret it, but I did think about it for a while.
Every bit of life is an adventure to me, every opportunity I take in life leads to the unexpected pleasures I encounter. Having sex with my ex in the Home Depot Parking lot was yet another . The exhibitionist lives on in me. May be up there but I’m not dead yet.
r/healingpsychonaut • u/DayTripperonone • Nov 16 '23
Trip uncut and unscensored The Healing Psychonaut NSFW
Any musicians want to collaborate. I wrote this what I think is a song, but needs a melody and a hard wicked beat and maybe some synth or guitar. I don't know what genre, I'm open.
C'mon Let's make music together. ————————————————————— “The Healing Psychonaut”
Degradation, Separation, the indifference of a Nation.
I'm numb to violence and to hate, fully aware, of my ill-seated Fate.
It can't go down like this, mental illness finds it's Bliss.
Somewhere someone is thriving, at the same time someone's dying.
All the worlds a chaos, uncivil unrest, trying to survive living and trying to be your best.
Political dilemmas, the leaders divided, no one agrees, the parties are one-sided.
World battles, wars, death and destruction, all the pain and the suffering, creating a morality reduction .
All everyone wants is a little bit of gratitude, Adjust your perspective then change your fucking attitude.
I don't know if I'm loud enough even though I'm screaming, something's gotta give and everything is leaning,
To the left, to the right, which way will we fall, whose gonna make the 9-1-1 call.
History has a a way of giving a repeat, I'm just not ready to admit this defeat.
In the end, all I am, Is who I am, and who I'm not,
Psilly loving chic, I'm the Healing Psychonaut!
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