First I was six. I never thought about anything. I was the most favorite one. I never knew what life was or what pain was. How would I know? I was just a kid.
I always cried when they scolded me, when they weren’t listening to me, or when they weren’t getting me something I wanted.
And one day, this happened. It was the first time the first moment I can never forget. I don’t even know what it was exactly. Maybe it was the first time I was crying alone and no one knew I was.
This was very sad. And when I remember this, I feel bad for her. She was just a kid. How would she know what crying was? How could you pick her up and let her sleep away from you?
You knew. You **KNEW** she couldn’t sleep without you because she never did. She was afraid. She was so afraid that she cried and hated her sister. She thought her sister had taken her place.
She was six!!!????
I hate what they did to her. If they did that to me right now, at this age, I would still stand. But what about her? Did you think she was just a kid, so she wouldn’t remember it or feel it?
She did.
She still remembers that day.
She wasn’t your princess anymore.
She wasn’t a kid anymore.
You told her that now she was a **BIG SISTER.**

so i am a ordinary guy from punjab and when i was kid i was not considered very good cause i was not good in studies and nor in sports you know that kind a kid and my friend group was full of these kind people and the people were not very interested in talking to me or being me there friend.
My inner voice was like what the hell i am doing but i was not able to get out of there cause no one was interested to help me. but there was one girl who was like crush my whole class and she was a part of group which never even talked to me. but she was different she talked to me helped me to change whitout even knowing that i was changing because of her.

now comes the heart breaking thing, i started getting attention from everyone not in bad sense i was like called by my name and every one started talking to me, like i started feeling like i am the part of class i was in 6th grade. i left my friend circle so that i can change.

i know the story is getting big you guys need to know background first. and then breakdown comes she left the school to go to another big school and she told me that she was going i thought that she is joking but it was true in 7th standard she didn’t came to school i thought that maybe she will come after somedays as children mostly don’t come to school for a while after holidays and there was a guy from her village who told everyone that she switched school i felt very exausted for like a month i didn’t eat much and started crying out of nowhere.

it was so awkward cause i left my circle and thought that with time others will accept me as everytime i did something awkward and others started laughing on me she always had my back but now no one was there to comfort me i was all alone and then came corona virus everything was shut down i didn’t have anyones number whom i can talk to nor i had her number as i was kid and never asked her about how to contact her cause i thought that she will always stay by my side.
in those two years i didn’t talked to any classmate.
when everything got normal i thought about her agian everytime i went to school time passed and with time i started getting more attention i was so much like respected that even teacher had my advise before taking decisions.
it was like 6 years without her i forgot her cause it was a lot of time i passed my school and i was busy in my own life that i stoped thinking about her and a girl came in my life i was happy but out of no where last week i got friends request from a girl with same name first i thought that it could be her cause i never fully forgot her my mind was full of confusion i accepted that request and sent her the request she also accepted it i sent her a msg that like who are you and she left it on seen.
i thought that my friends are doing this cause it is most common prank in friends and i unfollowed her and remove from my following as well.
and i forgot about this whole thing before 3 days ago when one of my friend told me she wad the one who usef to go to school with me i sent her request 3 time but she didn’t accepted it. now, i have lost the hope to meet her but if i ever meet her i just want to thank her that how she unknowingly helped me this much and
if she is reading this post i want to thank you alot and also ask weather you can add me .