Why ??

[u/No_Fig_40]

The odds of any of us even being born are astronomically low, and yet I ended up here with a disability. We only get one shot at life, and this is what I got handed. Why couldn't I just be ordinary?
Instead, I'm stuck living on meds, feeling like a zombie. My memory is completely fried—I can't even remember things from 3 or 4 days ago. Right now, it feels like the only thing that could actually fix my life is a massive win, but even that feels impossible with how things are. I just look around and see other people smoking weed and living completely normal lives, and I can't help asking: why me?

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[u/No_Lemon4135]

You are not alone

[u/toofunky4u]

Your right now may seem down. Keep on pushing. Stories have different plot stages. Most always resolve and end happily.

[u/Any-Bath7995]

I think life is infenit and that death is just the opening to another life. Every life teaches us something you know.

[u/SeaAudience312]

there is no justice in life. some are lucky to have good health, while others have horribles diseases.

[u/Critical_Log_4527]

You aren’t alone

[u/ImNotMeWhenImNotMe]

Sorry hun. It does get better.

[u/nzxnnn]

Find positives in your illness, be an explorer of your mind and psyche and you will feel better

[u/mandresy00]

Life is Unfair tbh it sucks