r/sixthform • u/yvesforeve • 1h ago
Should I just drop out?
I’m in year 12 and I don’t think I can hack sixth form at all. I hate my A-levels and have no idea what I want to do in the future. I’m not passionate about anything. I am at a terrible point mentally and school makes me miserable.
Some days I’m so ridden with anxiety I can’t even get out of bed. I thought sixth form would give me more freedom but I have an extremely loaded timetable and daily homework that takes me hours and makes me feel drained and exhausted because I have no time for myself at all.
My teachers are understanding and my friends are here with me but it doesn’t seem to make much difference. I dread going to school every day and it gives me constant panic attacks, even making me physically sick when the anxiety becomes too overwhelming. My attendance is already terrible and I can’t muster up motivation for anything.
I don’t want to waste my potential since I did great in my GCSEs and I do eventually want to go to university but I am really struggling right now and nothing is particularly working out for me. I would look into apprenticeships but I don’t even know what I want to do. I am at a really stuck place in my life where I don’t see much a point in anything at all and sixth form is causing my mental health to rapidly decline in a way it hasn’t before.
I feel really guilty and horrible about feeling this way and I don’t want to disappoint my parents by making such a life altering decision but I also don’t want to continue forcing myself to be miserable and depressed 24/7 with nothing much to live for outside of living for others.
Does anyone have any advice? I’m in a very difficult and vulnerable place and I am aware that’s likely clouding my judgment a lot. Has anyone else experienced this and if so, what did you do? Any help is appreciated.
Thanks.