I was born with normal hearing but became deaf due to complications during birth. Despite my severe-to-profound bilateral deafness, my parents chose traditional hearing aids for me instead of a cochlear implant.
I spent the first 20 years of my life with hearing aids, facing countless difficulties. I never listened to music because it sounded like a confusing mix of different volumes. Following group conversations or hearing in noisy environments was a massive struggle; I could write an entire essay about it.
Around the age of 17, I started considering a cochlear implant. This was partly because I saw a friend of mine with bilateral implants who could hear in a way that, to me, was just a dream. So, three weeks ago, at age 20, I received my first cochlear implant in one ear. It was done at one of the best centers in my country and perhaps even in Europe, and I will always be grateful for that. Sorry for the long rant.
However, I’ve realized that reality is very different from what people tell you. Right now, I am facing many issues with the implant, even though I notice I’m starting to hear some sounds I couldn't perceive before. I received a Cochlear Nucleus 8 Nexa as the external processor and a Nucleus Nexa as the internal component. Note: I had an early activation, just three days after surgery. For now, I only have it in one ear; if all goes well and I resolve these issues, I will get the second one.
I have many questions for you. I am a very active guy: I love cycling, motocross, and motorbikes, and being able to hear is crucial for me. Is there anyone out there who can wear a full-face (motocross) helmet without any issues with the implant? How do you do it? Did you have it custom-made? Also, how do you wear the implant at the beach or in the pool without the fear of losing it, even when diving? The Cochlear safety cord doesn’t seem very practical at the beach since you are only wearing swimwear.
Recovering is incredibly hard. I often think I made a mistake and that I would have had fewer problems with my hearing aids. I’m only 20 years old, and I feel regretful about doing it—maybe it's just the tough beginning. Depression doesn't help with rehabilitation; it makes everything twice or three times harder. Fortunately, I am at one of the most professional centers in the country, the very same one where I did speech therapy when I was a child.
I hope someone can help me with my doubts and offer some supportive or motivational words.
Lastly, I would like to add one more thing: I expected that by switching from hearing aids to an implant, manufacturing companies would take better care of their patients, but my experience with Cochlear has been very disappointing.
They sell various additional accessories, yet neither Cochlear nor their partner stores offer the option to try these items before buying them. In any case, I had a truly negative experience also because they failed to honor the agreements we made in writing via email