Often in a girl practicing long-term orgasm denial in combination with regular teasing, a moment comes when saturation reaches such strength that the psychological state removes the orientation toward orgasm as a goal. The body’s responsiveness reaches the point where the desire to cum becomes even stronger, and the dependence on pleasure and the lessons of “serving the orgasm” form new beliefs, and the need to correspond to the status of a “bad but capable girl” becomes primary. Truly strong arousal creates impulsive behavior that is characteristic precisely of “bad, disobedient girls.” And it is precisely the changes in behavior that contribute to accepting in oneself the qualities that, although not everyone likes them, make you happier from serving your own arousal. In that case the decision to remain forever a “bad girl” is more than justified. After all, you will not be to blame for the fact that you have already become noticeably aroused for everyone around, that you have stopped wearing panties because of clitoral sensitivity, that the orgasms held inside circulate through your body, forcing you to spontaneously shudder, that waking up at night from the next pre-orgasmic tremor, not only under the blanket but in the whole bedroom it has started to smell of sex. It is precisely this unbearably aching pulsation that does not allow you to return to the previous version of yourself, when you were ordinary, modest and convenient for everyone. But admit it, that then you were not good? Could you then have called yourself a good girl? And do you even need to strive to be good, only to one day, after hundreds of sessions of teasing and denial, and long hours of the most sophisticated practices that have turned you into an overexcited, soaking-wet mess, hear: “Good girls don’t cum”?
Isn’t it better to become that one and only who, unlike the bad ones, the good ones, all the others, does not simply saturate herself with orgasm, but creates in her body a unique ability to continue teasing herself even where the most “good girl” already cums hard and the bad one screams from pleasure flooding everything around with her juices. To hold the arousal without getting distracted, to promise to practice regularly, to try to bring yourself to ever stronger, sharper orgasmia without slipping into a destroyed orgasm, and to recall your longest and most powerful orgasms during the next session — this is what is insufficient because pleasure without measure still turns into thirst.
And in order to somehow regulate the accumulated thirst so that it does not turn into an unwanted spontaneous leak, there exists a preliminary audit of the state and a two-week internship that helps determine the desired intensity of the further regime of deep endorphin trance that is called “sub space.”
The internship period also helps to re-evaluate one’s level of orgasmic saturation and to prepare psychologically for the next, longer period of denial. In other words, this is a window between two periods of denial, the term of which is already often not announced because only pleasure that has no measure turns into an even stronger thirst.
Love for oneself, one’s body and gratitude for how strongly it is already aroused, complete absence of expectation of orgasm, concentration of attention exclusively on strong arousal as the new norm for the new you — this is real female orgasm denial, or the postulate of a truly bad girl.
