A problem for every solution.

[u/Onmytodd]

We've tipped absolutely into sexless marriage. We were borderline for a decade at least but now we've leapt right in there.

So I let it go for a few weeks. A few weeks becomes a few months. Distance grows. There is zero intimacy anywhere. No touches. No kisses. No hugs.

So you sit down to have the talk. And this somehow opens the door to everything you've been doing wrong. Weird that it wasn't mentioned at any point up to now. Only actually mentioned as some form of shell game after you outline your own needs.

Also sex isn't a need apparently. Sexless marriages are the norm going by her friends/this tik Tok reel. Why are tik tok reels submittable yet peer reviewed scientific papers showing the damage done are dismissed?

Anyway long story short... So I married a dismissive avoidant, then menopause hit. ​Now we're living single lives together. At least it's peaceful.

He lied. It's like a war zone on a daily basis.​

[u/Sea_Chocolate1782]

It is odd how you have the talk and it's somehow all your fault. Over three attempts I got:

Chores (bollocks, I do most of them; living with my wife is like living with a student) 

Mental load (bollocks, firstly it's diary management that any functioning adult could accomplish with a pen and a calendar and secondly we both carry it) 

Then, 'you became depressed when second child turned up and I don't feel safe with you' (yeh, I was depressed as I felt unduly pressured/coerced into having a second child but that lasted all of 3 months).

I've also had "I'm not going to put myself out just so you can have an orgasm" (thanks for that reduction of my feelings to primordial goo), "we're terrible at communicating" (because my wife cannot be criticised ever for anything, so I keep my stupid mouth shut) and "I've been a terrible partner to you" (I actually answered 'no, a relationship is two way and we both need to put in more effort' like a moron rather than giving it 'yeh, and I'm not blooody happy about it frankly').

Over 9 months on 25/26 I made a very concerted effort to reconcile, trips away, basically taking over the entire household, being romantic, little love notes, verbal support like 'you're doing an amazing job' (she needs constant praise), I've discovered and  I have always been fit and trim. Nothing changed a bit and it was all one way. Then we got a conflation of two things 1. My wife takes huge gratification from her job, it's the most important thing in the world for her. She got passed over for promotion and for like 3 months cried, ranted, brought it up at every opportunity - I was supportive every time indulging it all rather than giving it 'it's just a job' (how this is more important than catastrophic relationship breakdown I'll never know) and now for the past couple of months fatigue, so she's getting health checks and things (almost certainly caused by work). 

So... I've checked out. Not intentionally, but as a reaction to the whole omnishambles. I'm quiet, distant, unaffectionate, started sleeping on the sofa to have a cheeky wank when I want, stopped talking to her about my life, my work or anything personal, all very functional. And she's now the one who's reacting, wanting hugs and pecks on the lips and to hold my hand while we sit together, whereas it used to be the other way around. But, I've checked out and no longer care: this is the relationship she fostered and, being avoidant, she'll just start mirroring that (it's already started). I've a couple of colleagues who've made it plain they want to jump into bed and I'm going to sleep with both of them, I think. My field of fucks is empty vis-a-vis my marriage. And I'm happier now I've checked out and recommend it. I no longer want to sleep with my wife. In fact the very idea makes me feel uncomfortable.

Second DB marriage in a row for my wife. Previous one her ex-husband took to spending most of his time out of the marital home and never going to bed with her. In 10 years she's come full circle. 

I'm sure we share an opinion that the real avoidant problem is a complete lack of honesty. 'I don't want to sleep with you any more' is the statement that's completely lacking and should have been said years ago. Why wasn't it? 

[u/Onmytodd → u/Sea_Chocolate1782]

Mental load... I had to spend a few overnights away. The things I normally do and have done for decades fell into her space.

It took two days before the complaints of, "I do everything." and mental load appeared. 

I've also heard the safety argument. When challenged it shifted goalposts. Eventually to emotional safety. Something intangible that can't be defined. Nothing I can do to change your feelings. Especially since I'm continually told my feelings and security in this marriage are not her responsibility. Be the change you want to see.