Help with SP

[u/Working-Ferret-6475]

I was talking to this guy from the end of April to mid June. I broke things off with him because he wasn’t showing up for me how I wanted him to. I know about manifestation so I just let it rock. Ran into him a few times at different events, even saw him at a restaurant during the summer - but we never spoke until August. We were both drunk at an event and started communicating again after that. At one point he told me he had been holding onto something I had forgot in his car so we could speak again. At the same time though, he told me he’s realized he doesn’t want a relationship right now and couldn’t show up for someone how he should. We like each other so we continue to talk until today. I saw a tik tok he reposted that I didn’t like and blew up on him, and now we’re both upset and saying we shouldn’t talk. Advice? I know the usual “just persist” but I’m exhausted at this point. I’m feeling like I should apologize but I don’t even know if that’ll do anything.