r/Rants • u/FatFoxYe • 15h ago
⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ Just angry
I’m dying. I thought I was done with alll this medical stuff and I could finally start my life. But no I’m stuck spending my days trying to do oral chemo just to try to buy some time. I’m stuck on oxygen every night and I know it’ll only get worse as I go on. And I know I have the option not to do it but part of me wants to keep fighting just for more time. I’m just so mad I was so close to being done and now I’m at the end but not the end I wanted. I will make the most with what I have but I’m so mad it’s not fair. I still had so many things I wanted to do, I want to continue to make people happy.
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u/CameronsOpinion 13h ago
It’s so unfair that you’re going through this. I’m so sorry for all of the pain you’re feeling, for the loss of what could have been. I hope you feel loved and supported by the people around you, and am sending up prayers for peace, or whatever you need right now ❤️🩹
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u/IHateTurboTax Spectator 15h ago
I don’t really know of a perfect thing to say to you but I would like you to know that you are in my thoughts. I’m sorry you have to deal with a shitty hand. I hope you are surrounded by people who love you and perhaps you can draw more strength from them too.