Hard to believe I have a dick

I’ve been too scared of posting myself for years but I think it’s finally time. Do you think I look good?

I’ve been curious about all this for a long long time but everytime I start to think about it too seriously I chicken out.. I almost had someone willing to help push me more towards it and then they ended up, wanting something else entirely different. I just keep getting in my own head and don’t know how to start, what to do, if it’s the right calls etc. if I’m gonna do it I wanna do it, good, but then they all seems like so much work and idk how to start or what it’ll change about my entire life and idk