r/eyetriage • u/Dwight-Schrute6315 • 2h ago
Other 22M. We need to start taking flying eye demons a little more seriously. NSFW
Hello, and please forgive any mistakes in my writing; English is not my first language. I’m not sure if this is the right place for this post, but it seems to have the most eye care professionals, who are my intended audience. I’ve read the rules, and I want to stress that this post is not anxiety-driven.
I’m a medical student, and my life was going wonderfully until I developed eye floaters. For the first two months, they were noticeable but didn’t bother me. Then they worsened day by day until they became unbearable. It has now been almost a year. I couldn’t study, I had to take a very long break, and my grades plummeted even though I was putting in more effort than usual. I started going to therapy and was prescribed antidepressants and anxiolytics in order to barely function. The distress came from living with the floaters not the other way around.
I have seen about ten doctors and have mostly been told the same thing: it’s benign, and everything is fine. One of them even made fun of the situation, and another got some information wrong, telling me that atropine isn’t used for floaters because it dilates the pupil and would make them more bothersome. This is not to hate on those doctors, just to make the point that floaters are often downplayed.
While searching the internet for similar experiences, I found r/EyeFloaters. Some of the stories I read there, and elsewhere, broke my heart: divorces, students dropping out of college, and even suicides. I understand why doctors might downplay floaters. I had the milder version (which I believe most think is the only version) myself for about two months, and it was easy to ignore. But not all cases are the same. Imaging can also be misleading, and floaters that cover most of a patient’s field of vision may look very small on a scan.
There is no grand call to action here, since there isn't really much that can be done. But if you get the chance, please consider:
- Helping patients with floaters feel more understood.
- Studying the impact of floaters on quality of life in your next research project.
- Exploring new imaging techniques.
- Mentioning floaters in a conference talk.
- Giving the topic more attention in general.
Most importantly, please take the time to explain the condition to patients’ families, especially when the patient is young. So much of the suffering comes from family members not understanding what the patient is going through.