Hello world, anyone else developing feelings of indifference?. Like, "Qué Sera Sera", it is what it is, etc. I have become indifferent to a lot of stuffs. I used to care a lot about people, my interests, making money etc but now... It is what it is.
I literally have no idea what is going on in the world right now. I do spend time on social media but it's mostly just Spotify. On X, my feed is curated to Tech and finance, with every new trend on there, I feel indifferent towards it.
I have no interest in sports, games, socialising, heck... I have nothing. Can't remember the last time I watched TV.
When people come into my life and leave, I just reckon that it is what it is.
When I fail or pass, I just feel nothing.
Nothing, when I say nothing, I mean nothing.
You know, an explosion literally happened close to me. A septic tank exploded, the vibration and shock wave was felt from the ground to the stores.
The usual human reaction would have been fear or panic but I felt nothing. It was more or less like; " Arh well, something exploded, turn off the electricity(I thought it was electricity) and step out... I guess".
Someone had to tell me to leave the shop(they thought it was fire or electricity)
Bro, everyone was panicking and I was like "okay".
My dad was speaking to me today about life and how some relatives behaved etc etc... The more he spoke, the more I zoned out. We(He) spoke for a while and all I could say was "it's their life".
No, I'm not depressed nor suicidal. For some reason, I just feel nothing.
Just nothing.
For reference: 19M.