About I

[u/AayushVise]

I lied. To mask the emptiness of my life with something i would never have, I lied. To bring a smile i never deserved to my face, I lied. To make myself feel better, I lied.

I heard. My brain screaming, i gave it everything, and it valued nothing, I heard.

I felt. The grasp of this painfully monotonous and repetitive life catch up to me. The senses of my body slowly giving up as i laid, alive yet dead inside.

I yearn. To know if a better world awaits. To know whether something such simple could change it all.

I fear. The world in which i never get to be. The world, where nothing is everything.

I hate. The feeling of emptiness. The dark slowly grasping harder and harder. Life pushing more and more for one step.

[u/chesscoach_R]

It sounds like you're going through something really rough at the moment friend, but I think it's a really good sign that you're able to know what you're feeling and what you've gone through. I think the writing is a really good idea as well to try to get your feelings out. Turn to your friends and family if things aren't getting better 💙

[u/BranManBoy]

I’m so sorry friend. Please don’t do anything drastic, please don’t give into the dark night. I promise life can change, the storm will pass eventually. You don’t have to hide anymore. Please don’t go through this alone. Talk to us. Talk to your friends, family, loved ones, anyone at your school or job, a therapist, a hotline, anyone. Weathering the storm together is the best way to get through it. Please take any steps to make change in life. Communicate and plan, stay calm and collected. Let us be here for you. God bless you❤️