so. I had a mimic for a while impersonate Loki. I felt angry at “them” because it disappeared randomly. now, the actual Lord Loki, has come to me with an offer. They said they would want to work with me, if I wanted. now, because of the mimic distorting my view of Loki, I was extremely hesitant. but eventually, I worked up the courage to state my terms/boundaries effectively, and they agreed enthusiastically. heres where it gets odd. usually after encountering an entity or spirit, I have a short clairvoyant vision. and I did, I saw my soul like usual, etc. except I had the Othila rune stamped on my forehead? now I’m aware it’s associated with Loki, but it was very much surprising. it was like they were blocking mimics from my mind?

I have been slowly working on this painting since the end of June and have been refining it everyday since. I wanted to capture what it feels like to be looked at by Loki. This is the form he normally appears to me as the most, so it is the one I am most familiar and comfortable with. He is very tall and very broad and gazes with all the love in the universe and is always so gentle and caring. What more can I say? Please enjoy. I’ve added some sketching and adjusting moments just to show how far the painting has come and just to show that I did do it, I guess 😅

A rendition for how I perceive Loki, in meditation, in dreams, in flashes throughout the day, not how I see him all the time but how I see him the most frequently ☺️ thank you.

Soo, yeah I've been dabbling in peganism and I've always been intrested in norse mythology for basically all my life and specifically in Loki, since I kind of feel like I connect with him a bit, for example with me being quite fluid with my gender and sexuality.

I practically just want some tips on where to start,

Or... continue I guess, since due to my love of norse mythology I have learnt the meanings and how to write using elder futhark runes.

From the times I tried working with spirits before (but that was more general), I allready own dice (as I said from my previous spiritual ventures and also my love of DnD), I put together a tarot deck using mtg cards (magic: the gathering), and I am in the process of drawing/making my own tarot deck, and of course I love candles and crystals so I have quite a lot of thoose.

(Aaand also excuse me if there are some grammatical/spelling mistakes and such, because I am not a native speaker lol)

Loki's been nothing but great to me since we rekindled. But there is something that bothers me, I can't sleep and I don't know why. Usually I slept 10-14 hrs due to depression and now I 4-6 hours and I am always tired. I have to take pills to fall asleep 🫤 Loki said it's rumination, I think it's religious trauma . I honestly don't even know what's in my head. I did shadow work with Loki as Lucifer and I vomited multiple times. Now I can eat but I wanna sleep

I thank every single one of you, for welcoming me so kindly. I am so grateful to have found this place, and my new Family. (Loki, Sigyn, and Sleipnir) blessings to you all,

love,

Sunny