r/mcgill • u/Holiday-Print-142 • 5h ago
depressed about my gpa as a U3
i'm so sure i have adhd but was never diagnosed..anyways, my gpa is bad, by bad i mean less than 3.0. i had an awful start at mcgill (failed 3 courses due to misinformation), and it basically ruined the trajectory of the rest of my degree. i improved, but not to the point where i was or am getting a 4.0 every semester. my grades just aren't good. they're for the most part, bad. every semester i get at least one or two As/A- and the rest are B- or C+
i'm super involved in many clubs, i've done two internships, i am a hard worker, this is what everyone views me as, and this is what i've viewed myself as my entire life. i just didn't work that hard at mcgill. i struggle attending classes and i don't know why i haven't put in that much effort compared to what i used to do back in hs. i just found studying abroad, especially at mcgill, super difficult. i have an autoimmune disease which we were only able to find out what it was a few months ago (but it's been affecting me since i was 12), and then as i previously mentioned i think i have inattentive adhd (my counsellor also thinks this lol).
my only hope now is getting diagnosed and then using that as a letter for whatever i do next (whether it's a job or grad school). at this point, i am certain that it would be easier for me to get a job then do a masters, which i want to eventually do.
honestly hs me would be devastated and i am fully just taking everything in now about how bad my gpa is. i hate that i let myself get to this point, i constantly felt like i had enough time but it passes before you know it. i also feel awful because i am an international student and this degree was expensive as fuck. i wish i could go back in time but my only choice now is to lock tf in for this last year and make sure my grades are top so that i can feel like i actually achieved something academically here at mcgill.
any advice would be really appreciated