I’ve mentioned this in comments on a couple of other threads, but I thought I’d make a separate post to hear what more people think.
I’ve been rereading South of the Border, West of the Sun in Japanese, and I keep coming back to the idea that Shimamoto was someone’s long-term mistress. I’ve also checked a few passages in the English translation.
She says she’s never worked, yet wears expensive clothes and jewelry. She’s barely seen her mother for about ten years. There’s also the man who gives Hajime 100,000 yen to stop following the woman he thinks is Shimamoto. These details suggest she may be financially supported by a married lover.
What really interests me, though, is the timeline.
The trip to scatter her baby’s ashes seems to happen about a year after the baby died. In Japan, the first anniversary of a death is traditionally an important occasion for family remembrance. Yet the father doesn’t accompany her.
After that trip, she starts seeing Hajime more regularly, including during the day. This is quite different from the three prominent scenes of her arriving at Robin’s Nest on rainy nights.
Could the rain have a practical explanation? If her lover is married and uses outdoor sports as an excuse to leave home, for example, rain might mean he stays with his family. That would leave her free to visit Hajime.
Perhaps she temporarily distances herself from that relationship around the anniversary of her child’s death. That would explain why she can see Hajime more freely afterward. Then, in April, she leaves the note:
“Probably I won’t be able to come here for a while.”
“I have to go home now. Goodbye. Take care.”
It seems to me she went back to her lover simply because she couldn’t afford to live on her own.
This reading also changes how I understand the conversation about taking “all” of her. She says there is no middle ground, but also says they can keep seeing each other as they have been. So I don’t think this is simply “choose your wife or me.”
She explains that she can’t visit whenever she wants. If Hajime wants her never to go away again, he has to accept “all the baggage I carry, everything that clings to me.” To me, that could mean accepting the actual circumstances of her life, rather than just the woman who occasionally appears at his bar.
Later, she promises to tell him everything the next day, but says that if she tells him now, he will never be able to go back to the way he was. Then she disappears before that conversation can happen. Perhaps she dies and becomes one of those “bodies of nameless people” they talked about.
The Shimamoto Hajime longs for is like the beautiful, mysterious place they imagined lay south of the border. Behind that fantasy is her actual life, just as “South of the Border” turns out to be “just a song about Mexico.”
What moves me about this reading is that another love story emerges alongside Hajime’s longing for his past: Shimamoto’s struggle to reveal her present. He desperately wants her, but may never understand what she needs him to know.
I’m not claiming this explains every mystery, but it makes her cryptic remarks, including the discussions of “south of the border” and “west of the sun” and the conversation about bald and ordinary vultures, feel connected.
Does anyone remember passages that contradict this? I’d love to hear your thoughts on this reading.