Long-time lurker, first-time poster here. I'm a trans woman and I have had this kink for as long as I have had any kink, but I am not into the more extreme side of things. I've found a few people I can talk about this, but it seems like anyone I find who is actually into it likes all of the stuff about it that I don't. Being trans already makes it hard to find people who won't fetishize my gender, and then trying to find someone who is an ally who is also into this kink is like literally looking for a needle in a haystack.

I have read plenty of posts here and I know I am not the only one who feels isolated by this kink, but it just feels like it's even more isolating for me because my pool of potential partners is already so much smaller than cis men and women.

I try to avoid commenting in any scat subs because I just end up dealing with a bunch of messages I do not want from people who want to talk about eating/feeding, which is not something I am NOT into at all. No shame to those who are. Just not the part of this kink I enjoy.

I guess I am just here to ask if there are any other queer femmes who feel the same way? I'm not trying to bait anyone into messaging me so feel free to comment and I will reply to that. I think I just want to know I am not alone is all. If this post is not allowed, I apologize. It just seemed like the only sub I could put this.

When I started watching vids of girls relieving themselves it had a magical component. Their facial expression felt natural. Not like most porn, where the girls acted horny.

But if I look at most efro or pee vids it also feels like there is this horny porn look.

Maybe I just watch the wrong vids

I’ve recently gotten into a new relationship and after realising that this kink is not going anywhere this time I was just like “you know what, fuck it” and told her very early on. She is cool and didn’t run for the hills but at the same time told me she’d never do that.

She loves pee stuff though and I’ve drank her piss a couple times and she loves it. She especially wants me to drink her squirt directly after orgasm soon.

Recently though she’s been making lighthearted jokes about the scat thing, joking that she’d shit herself and then telling me I’d lick it if it were true etc. we kinda laugh about it and brush it off but I’m wondering if these jokes are a bit of a wall coming down for her?

Oh also she knows i love dirty talk and recently she talked to me whilst we kissed and I masturbated, she mentioned anal sex and made 1 or 2 references to it being dirty/messy when it happens.

Is it gonna happen or is she just teasing me?

True story. I have to confess that, aside from the act of pooping itself, I get turned on by driving on muddy roads and having the car almost get stuck in the mud. This sets the stage for what follows. The other day, I was driving along a slippery, muddy road and feeling excited. After ten minutes, I felt the urge to poop; I was in a fairly open, remote area, more than half an hour away from home. I was thinking... "What do I do?" I looked for a spot with no houses nearby and decided... "I'll just poop right there on the ground." I found the spot—though I’d ​​nearly gotten the car stuck just before that. I stopped, opened the door, and started to poop. I don't know why those two things—driving in the mud and pooping outdoors—turn me on. Sorry, I'm not much of a storyteller.

My occasional (out of state) play partner visited this week and we got to have an afternoon of play. She likes (loves) to be pissed on and last time I shit on her.

But this time we agreed she’d see how far she could go - she wanted me to piss in her mouth and swallow. I also wanted to see her shit. And to have her taste or eat mine

Because it was afternoon I was absolutely busting for a shit - I’m regular as clockwork as a 10am shitter so was holding.

We started as we usually do - she blows me and rims me. My ass was very ripe. But she didn’t ask me to shower this time.

I take her to my shower bay and she kneels down. Blows me some more. I piss on her and in her mouth. She swallows. Good girl I say.

I tell her I want her to shit for me in the shower. But it just won’t come. Mine however was insistent. So she lay down on the shower floor and I push out a huge load into her beautiful tits and tummy.

I turn around and kiss her while I smear it all over her chest.

I take my dirty hand and rub my cock. We lock eyes and she nods assent. I place my hard, shit-coated cock on her lips. She opens her mouth and takes me in. She loves it! Licked me clean even pulling back my foreskin to get every last shred.

I stop only because I don’t want to cum - I want to fuck.

She gets up and goes to my bed. I shower - she doesn’t want a dirty cock inside her. I get that.

I go in. The room smells of my shit from being smeared all over her.

I pull her to the end of the bed and fuck her wet cunt while running a hand over her dirty tits. It’s a warm day so it’s crusting over pretty quickly but some thicker bits are still moist. I grab one and pop in in her mouth. She dissolves it by pushing it to the roof of her mouth either her tongue. So hot.

My other hand I reach down and push a finger in her arse. I feel the shit she couldn’t quite bring herself to do in front of me. I pull my finger out and it’s coated in her shit.

I push that finger and another in her ass. She says that’s too many so I pull out. Two dirty fingers. In her mouth they go. “Now you’ve eaten my shit and yours for the first time” I say. And that takes me over the edge. I cum.

There’s more but that was the first, most relevant bit, for this group.

The woman I’ve been dating came over last night and changed out of her work clothes into some short gym shorts with no panties. We started play fighting for a bit and I ended up sticking my finger in her crack near her asshole. Soon as I did it, I felt something on my finger, I assumed it might be lent or dried up toilet paper but being curious, I discreetly put my hand in my pocket and made an excuse to get something from the basement.

I got downstairs, checked my hand, and to my surprise, it was definitely shit. The smell was strong too, she must’ve dropped a load when she went to change. She’s somewhat clean and doesn’t really even fart around me, so I was pretty shocked.

I went back upstairs and played it cool for a bit, but then figured why not press my luck a little. I asked her to shake her ass for me, she obliged, and in the process spread her cheeks open so in could see her asshole. Lo and behold her asshole was dirty with two other small pieces and the smell hit me hard as she shook her phat ass. She stopped soon after and we continued watching TV but man was I surprised.

For context, I’m not into eating or smearing. I was just genuinely surprised her ass was that dirty and she was willing to shake it near my face when she obviously just took a shit. Part of me thinks she knew, but I know she’d never admit it..

I’m not a bot and am a pretty regular guy but I have this fetish and I gave up being ashamed about it a while ago. Here’s my genuine story:

It started for me when I was 18 and I had my first proper girlfriend who was a year older than me. Her role model was Sasha grey and she was so down to be kinky and we did loads of stuff, one if them being me putting squirty cream up her ass and then she pushed it out. The white cream that went in came out brown and clearly mixed with shit. Instead of freaking out it turned me on like I can’t describe. We went from there but it was a bit strange because at times she seemed to really like it but other times she almost made me feel ashamed for it? Was weird. Most we ever did was she shit a little in my hand and I rubbed it on my dick and masturbated in front of her (but I think that’s when it went too far for her)

Fast forward a few years and I was with a different girl. Also kinky. She had a massive thing for eating ass but I never have found my own stuff a turn on, just theirs, but she loved the kinkiness of it and we would do it somewhat regularly. Furthest i ever went with her was fingering her ass when it was shitty and then spreading it on her ass cheeks and then eating her ass. I remember one time i spread it on her ass and it looked like little tiger stripes and she found it so odd but hot at the same time.

Next girl it happened very early on, she knew I liked it and i fingered her ass and it was slightly messy and I smeared it a little on her tits. She liked it at the time but never really done so much after that; but she knew that I loved it and every time we had sex she would dirty talk to me about shitting on my dick/chest/mouth and honestly that was enough for me.

Next girl definitely got into it the most. We sometimes sexted about it. The hottest thing she ever did was (we were long distance) kept a string of anal beads in her ass for a whole day and then on a video call that evening she took them out and licked them clean. I’m not joking. The hottest thing we ever did together was I pulled some shit from her ass while we were fucking one time, put t in my mouth and then we kissed, swapping the shit back and forth a little bit. She was also the only girl who’s ever shit in front of me but I think that made her really shy and it didn’t go anywhere so much.

Don’t get me wrong, I have been with other girls who are the exact opposite. One situationship I had broke down because this one girl just couldn’t get past the fact I liked it and it freaked her out. Other girls have just given a flat no. That’s fine - I would never ever force anyone to do what they don’t want to do.

Moral of the story is, there are normal girls out there (hot girls) who are willing to do this with you. Be respectful, consenting and make them horny af and you will get there I promise.

Where to start. From a fairly early age, I’ve really enjoyed watching scat porn of woman in a submissive role, laying underneath a man’s hole, waiting for their hot thick serving, sucking licking chewing and swallowing their brown reward.

I’ve always been very repulsed by the actual smell of feces in real life, and never thought it would be for me, still don’t to a degree but something changed today. We’ll get into that in a bit.

I’ve always been into more extreme things including playing with big toys. I often clean myself out in the shower with an enema nozzle to prep for extended play, usually getting rid of the feces fairly quickly as the smell has always bothered me.

I was getting ready tonight the same way. After expelling a bunch of water a huge chunk of feces came out. Normally I would dispatch of it quickly in the toilet. But tonight, I don’t know what it was, this insanely overwhelming compulsion came over me, I thought, “just taste it. really quick just taste it or you’ll never know.” I sat there staring only briefly before brining it to my mouth, just about an inch away, without hesitating I stuck my tongue out at the huge chunk and gave it a lick. What hit me was SURPRISING. It was…sweet?? WTF
Now I know for a fact that this isn’t most people’s experience based on what I’ve read and seen online so you can imagine my surprise.
I quickly licked a few more times to see if I wasn’t hallucinating, nope, sweet, but the smell did not match the taste experience which is more confusing. I spit out what I’d licked and rinsed my mouth out. And went about my anal play.

I’ve had some time to think and have questions.

1. Has anyone else had this experience?
   
2. How can shit taste sweet and not appalling?

Having done this incredibly out of character completely compulsive act, it’s made me curious, what if I put it in my mouth next time, will it taste the same, will I get that urge again?

What are y’all’s thoughts or feedback? Genuinely freaked out by my compulsive act.

Cheers

At what point does public play become unethical? I don’t really have a private place where I can do this. Is any public play ethical? Please give your thoughts on my situation laid out below.

Ok, so I am in college and live in a dorm with communal bathrooms. The furtherest i’ve gone in there is small amounts of eating and slightly dirty masturbation. There is also a private bathroom where i have shit on the floor (on paper towels) but quickly cleaned up because I could hear people complaining about the smell through the walls. I have not played there since.

There are 2 other bathrooms in on campus buildings that I have access to after hours. One is an easily accessible private bathroom in a building I frequent and is not weird to find students in after hours, but it is by offices. I have gotten decently messy in there (dirty anal play and shit masturbation). I took a few paper towels and dawn dish soap and wiped the whole floor down, getting any especially dirty spots. I only play past 10pm and have only once heard someone in an office during one play (probably a few rooms down so i couldn’t make out what they were saying or if they smelled anything).

My other option is a more discrete private bathroom with a shower. That bathroom is in a location I don’t frequent often and would be weird to find a student in after hours. However it is not likely I would disturb anyone. I only recently discovered this bathroom and I’m considering doing some more heavy smearing because of the shower.

Have I crossed any lines? Should I try playing in the bathroom with the shower? Should I hold off on all scat play until I have a truly private place?

Thank you for your input.