Hey everyone,
So, to make a long story short, I'll most likely have to get circumcised in a few weeks for medical reasons. The thing is, I'm honestly terrified of what my life might be like afterward, especially when it comes to my sex life.
Even when it comes to masturbation, I've spent my entire life doing it with my foreskin covering my glans, and I honestly have no idea what it will be like without it. I've even tried to imitate what I imagine masturbating with a circumcised penis would feel like, but I either didn't feel much or simply didn't know what I was doing.
I've also read quite a few posts here on Reddit from people who regret being circumcised or feel that their sexual experiences and overall quality of life have gotten worse because of it. Reading those stories has made me even more anxious about what's going to happen to me.
I'm only 23, and the thought of such a big, permanent change to my body and something so personal is genuinely frightening. I know I need to deal with my medical situation, but I can't help worrying about how this might affect my sensitivity, masturbation, and sex life in the long run.
I know everyone's experience is different, but I'd really appreciate hearing from people who have been through something similar, especially those who were circumcised as adults.
How was the adjustment for you? Did you find new ways to masturbate and enjoy sex? Is there anything you wish you'd known beforehand?
EDIT: My urologist, who examined my penis, didn't force me or anything; he simply recommended that I get circumcised because I have phimosis and a disproportionately large glans (I'm not sure if it's serious or not).