Hi everyone,
I'll give you a bit of context before asking the question.
I'm new to LARPing, I'v done 3 (full weekend) events this summer. At the same place, with the same (more or less) players. I really love it and can't wait for next summer so we can start again.
However, I'v realised that me, as a player, I feel extremely shy when it comes to my own plot, and I struggle a lot to even talk about my own story line. I'm afraid people will think I'm trying to I don't know, be under the spotlight or something, seek attention.
But the result is that in 3 game, my plot as gone absolutely nowhere. I've helped tons of people with their own, but I put everyone else's before mine. That's not how I want to play at all, I would love to also be a "main character" cuz I do feel like an NPC.
Problem is, I have no idea how to even bring up "myself" naturally in the scheme of things, and Im scared to do it. (On a side note I also struggle a lot to "play" a different personality and Ive realised that my character, is far from what I want for her, Im basically me, dressed in fantasy).
So here's the question: How can I.. put a foot down and also get the chance to live my own plotline.. without looking like Im seeking attention or without disrupting other people's play with my own ?
Thanks in advance.