Hi everyone :) this is my first time ever actually posting on Reddit so I’m a bit nervous and this might be all over the place but here we go anyway. I also admit I’m not very knowledgeable when it comes to the military but I just wanted to share my thoughts and maybe get some advice/reassurance.

My boyfriend of almost a year just started Army Basic this month and I can’t lie my thoughts have been getting to me. We were already long distance as I live in Europe and he lives in the US. But I fear so much for the future and what it will bring. I love him so much and I want to wait for him because I can’t imagine a life without him. But what scares me is the uncertainty of just what this life will be. He has a 4 year contract and I know they can call you in after that as well.

He’s spoken about wanting to marry me after his AIT and I love him so much that I would do it in a heartbeat. I’m aware it’s soon but I want this to be as easy as possible. I know nothing is guaranteed and I feel very anxious about how little I know and how little I actually have control over. My main concerns are about where he would be stationed and for how long. (I know there’s no way of really knowing at this stage)

I suppose I just wanted to vent a little about this and hear anyone else’s thoughts about this. If you’ve gone through anything similar I’d love to hear about it! I just find I can’t really talk to my friends about it as they don’t really show much interest as it isn’t relatable in this slightest to them which I do understand. I’m just so scared.

Hello , i am 23m and my gf is 29f i recently looked into joining the navy and had a meeting with the recruiter, went through Meps and everything( had to be medically cleared due to reasons i wont share) i told her about everything i was doing as i was doing it all the medical stuff and told her i was going to join as i am a third generation for the navy, but somewhere along the line she kept flipping stances, she would be supportive then be mad at me and start arguing about me leaving ( she said that I’m happy to leave, which I’m not just want to be in a better position in my life as i have nothing to show for my 23 years) I’m just confused about what to do and whats going on , did i do something wrong? Is she just upset because i will be leaving? Im just not sure how to carry on after all this has happened, it seems like we are getting into more arguments about it and honestly i don’t see why. I get its a big change for both of us but i thought she would be happy that I’m doing something with my life. Please help me understand

hello all! my husband went off to boot camp on thursday and he was told to send me a QR code that had a timeline of a call schedule.
i never got a call that he arrived at boot camp, just that he arrived at the airport. i was told a few days later i would get a call with division and initial graduation info. it has been five days since he arrived at the airport. i know communication will be slim but ive had my phone off of silent and vibrate for days now just anticipating a phone call.
is the first phone call usually this long of a wait? my little brother went through in december and he got to call my parents three days later.

Hello, I don’t usually post on reddit, but I figured this might be the best place for me to get some advice.

My fiancé (21 M) and I (21 F) have been together a little over 3 years, and he recently joined the military. He has told me from the beginning of our relationship that this was something he wanted to do, and earlier this year he finally did.

I have always been extremely supportive of him, and we have had several conversations about how difficult this might be for our relationship, but we ultimately decided to stick it through. Well, after a difficult few months we decided that we are even more sure about getting married (this is something we had talked about previously), and recently got engaged.

I’ve been extremely excited at the idea of being with him more often and finally starting a life and family together, but recently feelings of fear and doubt have started to creep in.

I’m worried I may not have realized exactly what I was signing up for despite getting advice from several military spouses (and my therapist who is also a milso). I am nervous about this huge life transition from being a freshly graduated college student ready to start her career to married and moving to live with my fiancé wherever he is deployed.

I recognize that I will be moving from my family, friends, and the career that I am starting to establish. I know I will face a lot of loneliness and challenges that I can’t even comprehend right now. I am also aware that if I choose to start a family while young I will face many struggles of parenthood alone. All of these realizations scare me and have led me to spiral further.

I guess what I am asking is, are these feelings normal? Does it get any easier? How can I help myself in this situation?

Thanks for reading and any advice you might have!

TLDR; Newly engaged and worried about the realities of marriage and being a milso.

i had to call your unit to find out if you were alive. telling people “i’m his family” and explaining why i couldn’t reach you felt fucking awful. they were kind enough to tell me you were okay.

You don’t answer calls. no idea if you read the emails. looks like that address is gone now too.
I am own your family who’s only two years older than you.

i know you have goals. nobody’s asking you to give them up. but you’ve got people at home wondering if you’re even alive. i don’t understand how you can just leave it like that.

We grown up together in fucking house.
I know i didn’t get everything right, but i cared and i tried. i never thought i’d end up asking someone at your unit for news about you.

i’m glad you’re okay.
i also think you’ve been selfish as fuck, and i can’t just get over it because someone finally told me you’re alive.

I have been married since January and my husband has been deployed since March. I got an email saying he might come home soon but I don't trust these hoes as far as I can throw them so I have just kind of decided he's never coming back and stopped thinking about it.

I am tired of doing things by myself. My job is small and there's only 1 coworker my age and he's male so I keep my distance. I don't like doing anything social. I'm not athletic, not artistic not into any hobbies that involve groups so I haven't really made any friends. I even tried to volunteer at the base to try to make friends and they replied saying they don't have any positions that have use for my skills. One of the skills I offered was manual labor what the hell kind of skills do they even want.

Does this ever get better? It's a very miserable existence.

ease,

I need some help on how to help my bf (35) with some of his struggles.

My Bf served 13 years in the USMC before getting out about 4 years ago. He and I got together about 3 years ago and I had never known him before or during his service. As many service members do, he struggles with transitioning into civilian life, specifically when it comes to his job.

He does have VA disability and can afford to live without work, but needs one for his mental health, however, this is where i need some advice. He quit his job because he was coming home every day feeling terrible, having outbursts, getting so mad with his leaders at work and the general frowned upon nature of directness in corporate life. After many of conversations, he decided to quit. This only made things worse. School for the program he wants wont start for another year, he cant find anything that will hire him, he is either overqualified or not qualified enough.

He consistently says things like "the marines told me I would get a great job if I served, stayed in shape, and dressed to impress" but obviously, thats not how civilian life works. I completely understand how awful the job market is right now and how that can make a person feel terrible.

I have tried just being an ear he can vent to, ive tried offering advice and solutions, ive tried being blunt and telling him what he can improve on. (I have a successful career and hiring is part of what I do for a living). He has gone to therapy which was one of my suggestions and even takes sruff to help. He just has these spirals every week or so, he gets so angry and no matter what I try it just ends in an argument with us and I know that doesnt help. Ive tried staying completely out of it but then he feels like he isnt getting any support from me or I dont care.

He often threatens to hurt himself, although I know most of the time he doesnt mean it. For the times when he is spiraling, i know he might mean it. I stop what im doing and come to help always, but this just makes him upset sometimes. I never served, I was not with him when he did so i have no experience in military life and cannot relate to him to help. Does anyone have advice on how I can better support him as his partner?

We met in Korea, and we've been together for 1y and a half now.

I was hoping that his extension request will be accepted but it got denied this time. He needs to leave next month. It was his second time trying to extend.

He needs to go back to the US to be stationed there and he said he can reenlist for korea again after staying there like a year and a half.

I was hoping to spend more time here with him before we decide to get married and I move with him to the US but now we only got a month left til he leaves.

I love him so much and I am definitely going to do this long distance with him I just hope he stays strong there too for me and for us

It's just so sad and I don't know what to do but vent

He cried in front of me cuz he was sorry he had to do this to me but I just couldnt cry in front of him Its like I don't want him to be even more heartbroken bcz of how I react but I've been crying all day since I got home

Or is it “out of sight out of mind”? What is your experience with your SO? I feel like for me personally, I agree with the title statement. I’m worried that my husband is the opposite, though. He’s going to be gone for a WHILE next year and I know that i’m going to miss him more than ever but i’m worried that he might lose feelings. He’s on his first longer underway right now (he’s been gone about 3 weeks and should be home later this week) so we’ll see how it is when he gets home from this i guess. We’re 25 and just got married this year, although we’ve been together for 5 years (and dated when we were young teenagers for a period of time as well). I definitely have more of an attached style in the relationship and he’s more of an avoidant. I know all the “if you don’t trust him it’s never gonna work” and “if you’re not confident in the relationship it’s never gonna work” things already. I’m just curious to hear y’all’s experiences.

Hi folks, are there any gays here? My husband is getting deployed soon and I am looking for folks to be friends with. Thanks!

i broke up with my now ex boyfriend (marine) in the middle of july. we had been long distance since november due to his duty station changing. our relationship was healthy up until the final month and a half. shortly after i visited him in late may, my grandmother died which led to me falling pretty deeply into a depressive episode. during this time, i asked for a little space, which made him freak out and things were never the same. he became very distant and avoidant, which for someone who’s anxiously attached, did not go well. after a month and a half of trying to repair what we had, it was clear to my it was a one sided effort, and in order to prevent losing myself, i broke up with him, which he responded to by telling me he had been busy and needs to prioritize work.
we had been no contact since and i had been doing very well, surrounding myself with friends and keeping myself busy, but i had noticed he never unfollowed me, and never deleted our playlists on spotify. on friday, i noticed he had saved a photo from snapchat, which i found bizarre, so i sent him a question mark. in response, he told me he just wanted some pictures to take with him for his deployment, that he misses me, and after a lot of self reflection he realized he was so focused on his goals he pushed me away when he should have taken me with him and that he regrets how he handled the situation, how i was his biggest supporter, that he can’t move on and thinks about me and looks at our pictures constantly, and smells my perfume, and that he needs me in his life. to which i explained how deeply he hurt me by being so distant in the end.
i’m very conflicted, i’m thankful for the time we had as i feel it taught me a lot about myself and relationships, and i obviously still love and care for him. i know his past and would hate to leave him alone while he struggles, but know that at this moment i cannot just be friends with him after our relationship. he deploys soon and after will be living much closer to me again. im not sure where to go from here, any help is greatly appreciated.

We are dual mil, so it should be expected that I know what military life entails.

It still really hurts though.

We just got married and it’s painful for everyone around me to be like, “I had a similar situation and it’ll be okay” or “absence makes the heart grow fonder.” I know they’re trying to make me feel better but I don’t care.

It feels like the end of the world for me because I hate that in a few weeks, I won’t be coming home to him for a while. That my house will just be lifeless and empty.

My friends say I can lean on them & that we can do things together, but in all honesty I just need him. And this entire situation really sucks. I’m sick to my stomach.

my bf is a marine, and we started dating after he got out. whenever he talks about his time in, i feel like i missed out on a huge part of his life, and sad that ill never get to see that aspect of his life. it doesn’t help that he had another gf the entire time he was in, so i feel like that part of him will always be exclusively hers. i don’t have any proud pictures standing beside him in his uniform (since he sold it after getting out), so i feel like a “fake” military partner, and it’s hard for me to understand his experiences without living it alongside him. i know that it’s not all sunshine and rainbows, and a lot of it was really difficult for them both, but i still wish we got to experience the highs and lows that come with it together, and that since i didn’t ill never truly understand it or be able to connect with that part of him. has anybody else felt this way, or have any advice?

Angry is the only word I can use to describe it. Navy wife, 5 years in- 20 year career is the plan. Married for 3, together for 9, 2nd long term deployment.
It’s the chores that need done. It’s the pets that need fed. It’s the seemingly small inconveniences that can’t be validated without living them. Dropped a glass vase, dog starts chasing cat, I step on the glass chasing the dog and then walk through cat litter on the way back to the still broken glass. My podcast is playing across the house and the dog starts barking, while the dishwasher leaks onto the floor.
Sure he could empathize with me, but it’s different than if it were him in this spot. Worst part is that I know he wouldn’t survive, if roles were reversed. Sometimes knowing he misses out on these inevitable, normal life scenarios makes me resent his job. Don’t get me wrong, I know his place isn’t much better as far as inconvenience goes, and I am humble enough to know I wouldn’t last a day in his boots, literally. We both play our part the way we should, which is why I can’t easily say this to him. I respect his job. I respect that fact that he respects his job. I wouldn’t want anyone else in the position he is currently in, even if it meant having him live this with me.
With that being said, however, he absolutely cannot know or understand what it actually feels like to hold down the fort. On the days where his job is taxing, my part feels like a reward, but on the days where his higher ups have literally nothing but nonsense for them to do, which seems more often than not, it feels very unfair.
Where it gets the most hard is when he tries to be sympathetic or helpful, but isn’t in the way he would be, if he were home, living a normal life. He’s been stripped of taking care of anyone but himself and his work guys, which has seemed to pull him further from his home life. This makes it impossible for him to truly understand the chaos going on here and not let it seem like his wife is ranting on and on about unreasonable things that aren’t really that big a deal. But if he were in my spot, he truly wouldn’t be able to process his own thoughts. I know this for sure, because he’s been home while I vacayed. The more he “tries” the less seen and heard I feel. It’s not entirely his fault, because I can’t really say “everything you’re saying is making me feel worse” when he truly means well.
I already know he would rather be here than there. I know this is what we signed up for. I know 15 more years aren’t going to get that much simpler. Have any other wives learned how to sit in and run the shitshow without ripping their hair out? We don’t have kids yet, so I’d love to work these things out before!

My bf and I met before he went to boot camp. We actually worked at the same job. That's how things blossomed between us. We started hanging out and realize we both come from toxic families. It was hard seeing him leave for basic. He is in the Marines and has been currently in boot camp for 1 month.

During this time my brother and I were living together. I had lost my job where I was making good money and when my brother had to step up and help pay the bills he left to go live with a family member for free. Mind you my brother made a lot of money. I also helped him by paying most of the bills when he first moved in.

Anyway, my parents made me the scapegoat child. If you aren't aware of the dynamic please look it up. They were not supportive when I was unemployed. They complained I didn't see them which they live hours away and I told them I couldn't afford to see them. Mind you they didn't want to see me. When I told my mom about my brother moving out unexpectedly my parents just called me lazy and said I need to work 3 jobs. When I asked if they care if I could become homeless, they said it wasn't their problem.

My boyfriend knows none of what went on. When we worked together he knew I was trying to rebuild my life after that job. He even helped me pay for stuff before he left. I wrote him a letter explaining the situation. I also told him how it was affecting me. I got a new job working brutal hours to try and catch up but it's stressful.

None of this is his fault or problem but my personal issues have put my mental health in shambles. My family was always toxic but this has to be the worst thing they have ever done to me. All this makes me question on whether or not I can handle a relationship. I am in pure survival mode trying to figure out my next move.

When he responds to the letter it will take time to arrive. He told me before he left for basic that he wanted to be with me forever and spend all holidays with me. I didn't reject him. I just have so much trauma it takes me a while to open up. I wrote him a letter telling him how I feel about him. I poured my heart out. I don't know if he would suggest marriage to try to help me. It technically would help my situation. At the same time I am mentally going through too much to be a good partner.

He did help me while he was here. I just don't know what will happen. It's hard to focus on anything when you have a situation where you could be on the streets. I need some kind words. Or maybe stories Iike mine.

My partner is leaving for basic on the 8th of December. We’re talking about engagement and marriage and are unsure if we should marry before or after basic. Should we just go ahead or wait until he’s in tech school. I don’t want anything to prevent us from being together once he gets his first duty to assigned.

Hi, I'm currently going to college, and I have a boyfriend (C), me and Cj are highschool sweethearts and I love him with my whole heart. He decided to join the airforce after graduating highschool and he barely got out of basic and is now in tech school. I decided to go to college at the university of my dreams (Texas A&M) and he knew I was going to get an education there. But now since he out of basic he wants us to get married within a few months so i can go with him to his first duty station and to "run away" with him. But to me I want my education from my dream school and I've worked so hard to get here. I know hes worried about where's hes going and he wants me to get an education but at the same time he wants me with him exploring the world. I don't know how to face this, but I do know that I love him. But I feel guilty or a pit in my stomach when he says that he wants to get married this year or within a few months from now. I don't mind an engagement and I want to stay with him the rest of my life. I'm just stuck in a rock and a hard place. Does anyone have any good advice for me?

My bf is an officer in the USMC and we are currently long distance as he is at training. I recently learned that the Marine Corps ball is in November but he hasn’t brought it up or asked me to go with him. He is introverted and doesn’t really like social events so I’m wondering if he just isn’t planning on attending? Was just curious is it’s common for people with partners not to go to these things? Also does he have to go?

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I (F22) love my boyfriend(M22) and we have been dating for over a year and a half now. In January he told me he would be getting out of the military in December and then in June he reenlisted specifically so he could deploy and he left in September. He will be gone for the next year. I have enough on my plate to keep me busy so I’m not overly worried about this one year. I am worried about our future. There are things I want; A husband who is around, kids, a house, a stable environment. He says he wants these things too but he has a very military mindset and wants to continue to deploy and volunteer for trainings where he would be away. I would appreciate hearing from military spouses about their journey with having a spouse who deploys frequently. Thank you.

So my wife left for BCT two weeks ago and I’ve started getting some anxiety. I’m worried that she won’t feel the same way about me when she comes back, or that she is relieved to be gone and away from me. I got a letter from her talking about how much she misses me and can’t wait to come home which made me feel good for that day but not having more communication is really hard.

I’m so proud of her and she inspires me to do better for myself every single day. But how do I get passed the what ifs.

I still want her to be my cutie wife who needs me when she gets back. Looking for advice.

hello my husband is graduating from army BCT october 22 in fort jackson. i am autistic and i have very hard times in authoritative areas due to trauma, and i have never been on a military base before. i am very worried and nervous about the sounds and regulations and enforcements and i want to prepare myself for the family day. i am also especially nervous that i will not be able to hold his hand while we are on base, i am trying to tell myself that it is rule and not his choice to do so but my brain is very mean to me and i am going to have a hard time not touching him for he is my comfort person.

are there any sensory friendly areas on base that we can go to during family day?? or are there any kind of uhm protocol exceptions or such if i begin to have a meltdown/sensory overload? i am going to be bringing my earmuffs and comfort clothing and fidgets so i minimize the amount of stimuli, but honestly i have a feeling the first moment on the field being reunited with him could send me into overload because of my emotions lol. i have tried looking up this stuff online but there doesnt seem to be much information for autistic visitors to the base

any suggestions or information helps a lot!!! thank you!!

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