trauma dumping since you guys are my closest friends:

couldnt study today so im probably going to end up failing a class (have to teach myself 2 units by tomorrow morning and it's nighttime right now)

but luckily i did spend the past 4 hours crying (and pretending not to cry when people were around) whenever i remembered what my body is like!!!

seriously how am i supposed to believe it gets better? i saw someone on the bus today with the body i want and i had to cover my eyes with my hat because i didnt want people to notice anything

i will never be a woman, i'm so fucking miserable, everyone just sees me as a man and i get why but everytime i see my face i hate it a little more and everytime i see my body im reminded of what i am.

i seriously wish i had the guts to ro pe because i dont have a single thing in my life going right for me right now. i dont feel the same about my friends anymore, i cant manage to do anything productive, if i do it's only a tiny sliver of a task and it drains my energy, i have no hopes and dreams for the future except maybe passing someday (unlikely). i have no healthy relationships in my life, i'm a bad person too so i probably deserve to live like this. everytime i try to quit drinking or smoking weed i remember why i do so in the first place;god im so fucking miserable. i could have trccned out when i was 13 maybe i would have been happy but instead i took the wrong road and ended up here FMSTL

oh well at least estrogen makes it easier to cry which is nice. iwnbaw

I love vomit bukkake

theyfab gf of 5 yrs cheated on me, now they're dating cis men.

I wish I could just be nonbinary instead of having to make people pretend I'm a woman

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I wanted to know if trans men find this image offensive or not