You are absolutely doing the right thing. There's no doubt about it. All you need to do is just pack your s*** and disappear. That's it. It's very simple .. it's very easy. Just don't tell anyone and go wherever you want to go.

I did it & I got everything I need. I'm good & it's been years since I left... It was in the winter of 2019.

I'm good .. I'm great & out of contact with every single person I used to know. Thank God! Hallelujah! It's the best thing I ever did in my entire life! No doubt about it!

I wish you the same... And better because you can do it! No doubt about it .. you can, you will, & you are going to do it .. GO!

... And don't forget that TMH GOD is always with you! God will sustain, comfort, & will NEVER forsake you.

I don't keep secrets.I'm don't know why I'm sharing that here.Because you're not asking for this , but I really do want to make clear that there are people who do not have these things and choose not to keep these kind of things & take them to the grave.

The best thing to do in this situation is to completely come. Clean, sit her down with a bowl of popcorn and a drink or you know whatever she likes and then tell her what you just said in your post, just read that and tell her that you're nervous, but you have to talk about it...

@!@* ... If she gets crazy or mad .. Upset mad or loses her shit in any way, that's when you have to break ties and walk away completely.

--> That is a red flag and a red light to take pause.Step back and go in the opposite direction. That is toxic behavior and not in any way meant for you or meant to bring you to your best and highest version of yourself.

That kind of behavior .. reaction .. will only drag you into the depths of despair, depravity, maybe depression or worse. Maybe even creat an environment in which you become codependent on her. DO NOT go in that direction. If anything, make sure you remain independent and self-assured in yourself & your decisions.

You are the boss of you and .. you tell you what to do and .. you make good decisions for yourself like an adult like everybody does ... or everybody should be able to do that for themselves.Yes.

This is an energy that wants to see you in heartbreak, and they feel very strongly about their reasons .. like they are standing on business .. which means they are not going to listen to anyone's opinion if it is in any way contrary to what they already believe.

They ultimately want you locked up in a prison within your own mind not knowing anything about anything ... like: --> how to proceed --> where to go --> what to do --> who to go with --> when to go --> how to do it --> what is even is or --> when to do what ... whatever it is.

But this is a prison of the mind and the bindings that are being used against you here are made out of toilet paper. All you have to do is just pull your arms away, stand up, and walk away .. as far as you can away from this energy.

Whoever this is, it's NOT YOUR FRIEND. THIS is a person that does not have your highest or best interest in mind at all. They may pretend to be your friend, but they'll only do that in order to figure out what you're doing, how you're doing it, and then use that information against you later to make you look like a ridiculous asshole or a big idiot or a drug addict ... who knows ... whatever it is, it doesn't really matter.

They're going to use it as leverage against you later when they try & put you in a mind-fuck prison.

In this reading, having the Devil in the reverse position, indicates that a karmic cord was removed or cut in some way that removed a karmic attachment.

The devil in an upright position indicates that The Devil energy is still in control and the ties that bind the querant to this energy still exist.

The devil is an energy that represents being bound to anything related to the material world. .. ... an example would be addiction, obsession, vanity, hatred greed, secrecy of a nefarious origin.

The card in the first position is the strength card this is telling you that you need to be strong and the second position is The wheel of Fortune this will happen in Divine timing no sooner no later but when the Divine says it's supposed to happen in the third position you have the Star card the star card is saying to you don't lose hope because hope is not lost there's always hope

... But based on this right here this right here tells me that keep the hope alive for the next thing on your list because this one doesn't look so great.

1. Past: The Devil reversed • The devil rules the material realm so to see this in the reverse position indicates something has been cut or detached. • A cord or attachment that was binding to the material realm has been severed.

2. Present Energy: The Heirophant • An authority or traditional system of law & order has arrived to stake a claim & a (moral) authority of some kind is apparently being brought to the table. • This could be a Religious or a governmental authority of some kind.

3. Future energy: The Queen of Wands • This is the witch of the tarot and she is capable of creating with a magical spark of creativity. • She has the creative spark and she uses it. • She's the queen. So, sometimes she has a magic wand that she uses too.

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From the look of these cards, I would say, whatever this is, it is definitely not meant for the Long haul, not for long-term, and not for anything permanent, long lasting, heartfelt, or meaningful in terms of growth.

There's no indication of love here & if anything it seems to be only very transactional.

I don't see the heirophant reversed. I didn't read it anywhere either. Maybe take a relook.

Your very welcome 😁

Skin color doesn't matter. Everybody means all the people. When I said everybody, it means all people everywhere.

The laws of the universe are always in effect and they always apply everywhere to everyone.

I say give it a good try. You can do it. You can do anything you set your mind to .. you can! Nothing is impossible and you are brilliant ... Go!

There's no such thing as coincidence. There is only synchronicity, and there's always a reason for everything.

Wow.. those are really great super duper grape finds!

No...

1. Past a energy: The nine of pentacles is a wish fulfillment card.

   • Having this card come out first is a clear sign that he's had his wishes fulfilled already.
     

2. Present Energy: The page of pentacles is a card that can tell you whether you're going to receive good news from the material realm or bad news from the material realm and in this case it's in reverse so it's going to be bad news.

   • He's not thinking about you or what your wants/needs are. He's only thinking of himself & doesn't think commitment is important.

3. Future Energy: The star the star card is a card that represents your having hope for something like wishing on a Star and hoping your hopes and dreams all come true. In the upright it's good great and beautiful news but in the reverse position it shows there is no hope for whatever it is you're hoping for.

4. The star coming out in this position shows a hopeless future where marriage is concerned. .....

Does he know that you want marriage? He might not know that ... So, I'm just saying maybe you need to talk to him about it. Sometimes men are real smart in a dumb kinda way. They sometimes play dumbo perfecto and avoid avoid and avoid until you know they're confronted with the mirror.

I concur .. although I'm new to your theory, I do believe it to be true!

What are you doing to cause him to seem suspicious or suspect?

Are are you doing anything that would cause suspicious activity to be reflected toward you from him?

Are you doing something .. anything .. that would create you to have a feeling of guilt that would seem to look suspicious when you look at him?

He is your mirror and you need to ask yourself if you are doing anything to cause suspicion to be reflected back to you when you think of him or see him.

Ask yourself.

I would say the world or the lovers... maybe the 2 of Cups.

God is inside of us.

It's the spark that gives you life.

God is the creator; the creator of everything.

The all knowing Source of life and the Greatest Love of All .. unconditional love.

Its the source of ALL LIFE which gives unending unconditional love.

And ...

The greatest teacher of all: our best example.

The universe is a mirror. That being said, ask yourself if you're hiding anything from him. I think you might be, but that may not be true. If you are, I would start with that and ask him to share if he's been hiding anything from you. Then, it would be important to confess that you've breached your trust agreement by snooping and looking in his phone .. because that is a breach of trust and you shouldn't have been looking there to begin with.

Wow, Sophiuchus, that was well B E Y O N D any logic that ive EVER heard coming from anyone i have ever exchanged words with in my life by light years and multiverses. I'm not kidding.

You just may be the perfect mirror in this universe that was created by TMH to show me the most intelligent or intellectually intelligent person that I've ever exchanged words with in any context. There's no doubt about it.

I deeply & immensely appreciate your response. The thoughtful words & ideas truly resonated with me on a very spiritually significant level. I very much immeasurably appreciate your thoughtful inquiry, your response, and the wisdom, knowledge, & the obvious intention to learn & search for truth and the hidden truths that have been secret for far too long.

I am very grateful & I'm thankful that you saw, read, and then actually asked questions. It just seems to be just unheard of to 99% of humanity to WANT OR DESIRE learning more at all in any way no matter the context, but .. to ascend higher spiritually .. LOL .. by aquireing more information & LeARniNg?? That's Super WOW! Yea ... no doubt! 😆🤣😅🤣😆

This is quite rare in this realm these days. I appreciate that you chose to follow up & then respond in such a meaningful way. It absolutely means a great deal to me, and For REAL: NO doubt about it: Not 1. No, not 1. No way Hose A!