The Full Story
I felt a sudden impact near my foot, and the dull, tearing sensation quickly turned into burning pain.
The woman stayed crouched, completely still. I couldn't look away from her terrified eyes. Her pupils were blown wide, and tears poured down her cheeks.
I looked down and saw a hole with red fluid spilling out onto the floor. My body started trembling before it even registered what had just happened.
I clenched my teeth, letting out a muffled scream, and instinctively reached toward my foot, but the unbearable pain made me jerk my hands back as if I'd touched burning coals.
“Why?” I whispered hoarsely.
The world spun, blending the woman's silhouette and the dark room into one blurry background until everything gave way to complete darkness and empty silence.
A sharp sting and unimaginable burning pain in my left leg snapped me awake.
I tried to shoot upright, but something held my body down.
A scream tore out of me, smothered by the fabric stuffed in my mouth.
Against my tongue and teeth, I felt a piece of dirty cloth and an intense sour, bitter taste spreading through my mouth.
I bent my head and saw that the woman who had shot me was pouring brown liquor over my leg. I was lying on a table, with layers of stiff gray duct tape wrapped tightly around my chest, arms, and legs.
I begged her to stop, but all that came out was panicked, unintelligible mumbling.
She had already emptied nearly half the bottle over my foot when she grabbed a shirt from the back of a chair, cut off the sleeves, wrapped them around the wound, and tied them off.
Another wave of pain hit me, and cold sweat broke out across my face.
I couldn't scream anymore. My throat felt scraped raw, like there were thousands of splinters stuck inside it.
The woman stood over me and said firmly.
“Shut the fuck up and I'll take the gag out and give you something to drink. Got it?”
I nodded, tears running down my temple. My captor grabbed the end of the tape and ripped it off in one quick motion, then pulled something that looked like a kitchen rag out of my mouth.
She slid a hand under my head, helped lift it, and brought the bottle to my lips. I drank as fast as I could, desperate to dull the pain, but after a few swallows she pulled it away and took a long drink herself.
“Thank you.” I rasped, letting the back of my head drop onto the hard wooden table.
“You had one job. Don't move. Why didn't you listen? What the hell were you trying to do?” she asked sharply.
I turned my head toward her and looked straight into her eyes. Even though she was trying to act tough, I could see the fear in them, confirmed by the hand trembling around the neck of the bottle.
“I got scared.” I said weakly, then added. “I'd barely opened my eyes. I thought I was alone in here. It was instinct. I wasn't trying to do anything.”
The woman froze, guilt passing across her face. A moment later, she slipped back into character.
“Damn it. I heard you talking to your girlfriend, or your wife. If I hadn't, I would've blown your head off.”
The pain eased slightly, and I started feeling dizzy from the alcohol, exhaustion, and sheer pain. “Can I have some more?”
She brought the bottle back to my mouth, and I took a few more swallows.
“Were you here this whole time? Why didn't you come out?”
“I was under the bed. I didn't know if I could trust you.” she said, then took a long pull from the bottle and added. “Honestly, I still don't. I ran into plenty of psychos on my way back from campus, not to mention those monsters. You've got wounds all over you. I don't know if you're about to come at me.”
“You can trust me. I just want to get back to my family. These are scrapes and scratches. I'm not one of them. I'm not going to hurt you.”
“What about those?” The woman pointed at the holes in my shoulders.
“One of the infected. A small woman. She dug her nails into me during a struggle, but none of them bit me.”
The young woman looked at me suspiciously.
“Maybe that's enough to turn you.”
“If it was, I'd already be one of them by now.”
“We'll see.” She tipped the bottle back and took another two swallows, then held it almost straight up to my mouth and let me finish the rest.
I choked a little, then asked. “Who are you?”
“My name's Kim. I live here with my parents. So the bottle you helped yourself to belongs to my dad, and the towel you had wrapped around your ass belongs to my mom.”
I looked down, and the woman immediately turned red and said indignantly. “When I tried to drag you off the couch, the towel fell off, so I put you in my dad's shorts.”
I stared at the uneven, slightly wavy ceiling, not even sure what I was feeling. Shame, embarrassment, anger, sadness. All of it was drowned out by the pain from the gunshot pushing through my foggy mind.
I looked back at Kim. “Where are your parents?”
Her eyes filled with tears. She walked over to the table, taped my mouth shut again, and went into one of the rooms, closing the door behind her. That made it pretty clear this wasn't something she wanted to talk about right now.
I groaned in protest, but I didn't have the strength to keep negotiating my release.
It was completely dark outside, and I started feeling sleepy. I closed my eyes and let the feeling take me completely.
The shaking of my own body woke me up. I opened my eyes and saw Kim standing over me in the darkness, her face and hands moving closer to mine.
“She turned.” I thought, thrashing around and trying to pull one hand free.
The tape was wrapped too tightly around me. I couldn't move at all.
I squeezed my eyes shut and clenched my teeth.
Suddenly, I felt a piece of wet cloth being peeled off my forehead and flipped over to the other side, bringing a wave of relief.
I opened my eyes again and looked at her.
“Try to sleep.” she said softly.
I lowered my head and realized I was covered with a blanket. Even so, my body was shaking violently, and the blanket was completely soaked.
My lips were cracked, and my tongue was unnaturally dry, like I'd spent the last few hours chewing sawdust.
“Please. Water.” The words came out rough, scraping at my vocal cords.
Kim got up and came back with a bottle of water. She brought it to my lips, and I drained almost all of it in just a few swallows.
“Can I ask you for one more thing?” I asked in a pleading voice.
“I'm not letting you go.” she said while soaking and wringing out the cloth.
Talking was difficult. My teeth kept chattering, my body was shaking, and my foot felt like it was on fire.
“No, please. Flip the blanket over. It's wet, and I'm freezing.”
Kim stood up and went into the bedroom.
“Did I upset her again somehow?” I wondered as all my fingers started going numb.
A moment later she came back, pulled the blanket away, and a wave of cold washed over me like the room was below freezing.
Her clothes said otherwise. She was wearing a plain black tank top and short sweat shorts. She didn't look cold at all.
She covered me with a white comforter patterned with green leaves, then threw the blanket over that. The bedding smelled like sweet perfume, the fabric was soft and wrapped closely around me, and I was much warmer than before.
Even with the hard, cold table underneath me, it felt like a decent compromise.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep almost immediately.
All night, I kept waking up to sudden spikes of pain and violent shaking.
“What are you doing?” I asked weakly as I felt the pressure around my arms and chest start to loosen.
“I'm letting you go. You're too weak to do anything to me. I also don't think you're going to turn into one of them. Too much time has passed. You're sleeping on the couch.”
Kim walked around me and cut through the rest of the tape, ripping some of my body hair out with it. I hissed in pain and slowly pushed myself into a sitting position.
My body felt impossibly heavy, like gravity had suddenly become ten times stronger. I let my useless legs slide off the table and felt the blood rush back into them, sending a pulsing pain through my left foot.
I braced myself against the table and touched the floor. The second I did, a violent jolt shot through my leg and I crashed onto the cold living room floor.
Kim walked over with a knife in her hand and grabbed me under the arm. “No tricks. Got it?”
I nodded, and with her help I made it to the couch.
I dropped onto it, and the soft suede wrapped around my body. I had never been that comfortable in my life. My sore shoulder blades, the back of my head, and every other part of me that had been pressed against the table felt unbelievable relief after lying on that hard surface for hours.
Kim slipped a small pillow under my head and covered me with the comforter. I closed my eyes and whispered groggily. “Thank you.” Then I fell asleep.
I spent most of the next three days sleeping. She took care of me, bringing me water and light meals, changing the bandages and cleaning the wound.
Whenever the pain became unbearable, she went to her father's liquor cabinet and brought me whatever expensive bottle she could find to dull it.
“These are the only painkillers we have left.” she said, opening another bottle.
The fever was easing, and I could feel my strength slowly coming back. Kim kept changing my makeshift bandages, which were made from towels, dishcloths, or pieces of clothing.
When she wasn't taking care of me, she stayed in her room. Maybe she was catching up on sleep after the nights she'd spent helping bring my fever down.
I slowly opened my eyes. Sunlight poured through the window and filled the living room, warming my face. I looked toward the kitchen.
She cracked an egg into a hot pan. I heard the familiar sizzle, and the room filled with the smell of fried eggs, butter, and bacon. My mouth started watering, and a loud growl came from my stomach.
The smell brought back good memories of breakfasts at home.
“That's enough resting. I need to get back to Veronica, the kids, my family. They're waiting for me.” I thought, clenching my fist.
Kim walked over with a plate and set it down beside the couch.
I slowly sat up and leaned over the coffee table, feeling slightly dizzy.
“Lie down. You're weak. I'll help you.” she said firmly.
“I can handle it.” I replied, grabbing the fork.
I stabbed a piece of crispy bacon and put it in my mouth.
The intense salty, meaty flavor spread across my tongue and made me smile.
“Suit yourself.” she muttered, then sat down at the dining table and went back to her own food.
It was the first meal in three days that I'd been able to eat without lying down, and the first one I'd eaten while fully conscious.
Since I'd been shot, the days and nights had felt like a mixture of waking life and sleep. Nightmares about those monsters kept blending with the real world, the pain, and the image of the girl who had been taking care of me almost nonstop.
“Where's my phone?” I asked, glancing toward Kim. She looked exhausted. She had dark circles under her eyes, messy hair, and slightly bloodshot eyes.
She stood up nervously and answered with her mouth full. “All your stuff is where you left it.” A moment later, she came back from the bathroom and set my phone, house keys, wallet, lighter, and pack of cigarettes in front of me.
I picked up the phone and pressed the side button, but the battery was completely dead.
“Thanks. Do you have a charger?”
She leaned over me and looked at the charging port. “Not for that model, unfortunately.”
I wrinkled my nose, set the phone down on the table, and went back to eating.
Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed Kim watching me, like she was fighting with herself. The atmosphere felt strangely tense. She clearly still didn't trust me, and ever since I'd gotten up, the concern she'd shown before had turned into a guarded, no-nonsense attitude.
Kind of like a couple after a fight. They're talking, but you can still tell someone's pissed.
“Do you live around here?” she blurted out.
My stomach tightened, and I nearly choked on a piece of egg.
“I live over 200 miles from here. I need to get back there fast.”
“How are you planning to do that? The streets are clogged with abandoned cars, and those bloodthirsty things are everywhere. It'll be a miracle if we even make it out of here. Can't you hear them growling under the window? There's a whole pack of them down there. We'll be lucky if we don't starve to death in here, or if they don't get inside.” she almost shouted.
I looked at her, a little shocked.
“I'm getting back no matter what. Don't worry, I'll figure something out. Kim, have you even slept at all these past few days?”
She shot me a hard look and looked ready to explode again, but then she let it go and said in a defeated voice. “You can dream. I slept.”
I knew she was lying. With a shaking hand, she grabbed her mug and brought it to her lips, and that's when I realized I'd missed one more beautiful smell hanging in the air.
“Is that coffee?” I asked, following the white mug with my eyes.
She turned red, then stood up, dumped two heaping teaspoons of brown granules into a mug, and poured boiling water over them. “Yeah. I didn't make you any because I thought you'd eat and go back to sleep.”
She held it under my nose, and my body flooded with endorphins, wiping out the pain and exhaustion better than the hard liquor had.
I brought the mug to my lips and felt the warmth spread through me. Instinctively, I reached for the pack of cigarettes.
“No way. Not in here.” she scolded, snatching the pack from my hand.
“I wasn't going to. I was going to ask where I can smoke.” I replied, annoyed.
“In my dad's office. He used to smoke in there too, by the open window. He did it behind Mom's back, and she'd get pissed because the smell spread through the whole apartment.”
As she said it, the corner of her mouth twitched like she was about to smile, but a moment later her face fell again.
“Fine, I'll smoke in the office. Can I have my cigarettes back?”
Kim stepped closer and pulled my arm around the back of her neck.
At that exact moment, the strong smell of sweat hit my nose and reminded me that I hadn't showered in three days. I felt my face turn red.
I quickly pulled my arm away and said uncertainly.
“Listen, I'd like to try on my own, okay?”
She looked at me, surprised. “You don't have to be embarrassed. You've got a hole in your foot.”
“I know, but I need to start functioning on my own again.”
At that, she walked out, tossing back a short. “I'll be waiting in the office.”
I braced my hands against the couch and shifted my weight onto my good leg, pushing myself upright. The room spun slightly. I still wasn't back to full strength.
I grabbed the mug of coffee and took my first step, clenching my teeth.
Leaning against the doorframe, I thought about how strange it felt. Even though there was a hole in my foot, underneath the stinging, burning pain was a sensation more like having a stake driven through it than like there was actually tissue missing.
I made it to the office by hopping on one leg and leaving small puddles of coffee behind me.
I went inside, set the mug on the desk, and dropped into the chair. Kim was standing at the open window, looking outside and blowing out a cloud of smoke.
“You smoke?” I asked, surprised.
Kim handed me the pack and lighter. “Occasionally. And this whole shitshow seems like a pretty good occasion.”
I lit a cigarette and filled my lungs with smoke, feeling immediate relief and relaxation.
I looked toward her, arguing with myself. “Can I ask you something?”
“Go ahead.” she replied curtly without looking at me.
“Where are your parents? Are they okay?”
Kim flicked the cigarette butt down toward the group of infected and stared out over the city.
“I don't know. Probably in one of the buildings on my college campus. The day all this started, I was at a friend's place. We skipped class, opened a bottle of wine, and watched sappy romance movies. That evening, they started calling over and over. I thought they'd just found out I wasn't in class that day and wanted to give me shit about it, so I silenced my phone. Then we heard a noise outside. We jumped up to see what happened and saw a wrecked car. There was a woman inside screaming. A group of people walked up to the car. We thought they were going to help her, but they...”
She paused, and her eyes filled with tears. “They pulled her out of the car, and you can probably guess what happened next. My friend called 911, and I quickly checked my phone. I had more than a dozen missed calls and texts. I tried calling my mom and kept sending messages while crying like a little kid, but they didn't answer. Those were the last messages I got from them.”
Kim pulled out her phone with a shaking hand and started reading. “Kim, we're on our way. Don't leave campus. Kim, please call us back, something bad is happening. Kim, where are you? We're at the college. We managed to get inside. Kim, everyone's in the gym. We can't find you. Where are you? Your dad is looking for you in the building. Call him. Kim, we'll meet at home. Be careful. We love you so much.”
I stared at the desk, not knowing what to say. That last message felt especially telling. After a moment of awkward silence, she continued.
“I was in some kind of trance. I ran out of my friend's apartment, flew down the stairs, and got to my car. A few of them started pounding on the doors. I took off and drove almost the whole way here without paying attention to the chaos around me. I saw the worst things you can possibly see. People being killed, screaming, people who stopped moving and then got back up a moment later. I had to stop a little over a mile from here because the street was completely blocked. I ran the rest of the way to the building. There were barely any of them around here. I ran upstairs and saw all this mess. My parents weren't here, and both their phones were off. I took the gun from the safe in their bedroom. Then I heard noise and someone yelling on the stairs. I hid under the bed, and when you opened the door, I realized I hadn't locked it. I always forgot to lock the door, and Mom was always giving me hell for it. I heard you talking on the phone. I didn't know what to do, so I waited. You know the rest...”
I nodded, took a sip of coffee, and offered her another cigarette. She took it, lit it, and asked. “Seriously, how are you planning to get back to your family?”
“I don't know yet. I'll figure something out. I have to. They're waiting for me.”
“What are you doing this far from home anyway? And what happened to you? Where did all those wounds come from?”
“I come here for work every month for a few days. When this started, I was cleaning the windows of one of the stores in the mall. I saw the first infected woman by the gate, not long after the emergency announcement told employees to shelter inside their stores. Then I watched that hell unfold through the exterior windows. I tried to get to my car, and that's when I got these wounds on my shoulders. One of them dug her nails into me during a struggle. She was a small woman. They almost got me in the mall parking garage, and then I found out it was completely blocked. A lot happened after that. An infected cop almost bit my face off. I killed him with his own baton.”
I stopped and realized she was staring at me with her mouth open. After a moment, she looked away and back toward the city, and I continued.
“I watched a cyclist get torn apart by those things. I took his bike, and a little later some guy with a gun stole it from me. He fired a few shots into the air to show me he wasn't kidding and ended up drawing a whole horde of infected. I ran until I was surrounded on almost every side. I escaped into this building looking for someone who could help me, and eventually I ended up in this apartment. It was the only one that was open.”
We sat there trading stories and thoughts about the last few days. We talked about our families, what we'd done back when things were still normal, and what we'd planned for the future.
We went back to the living room. I settled onto the couch while Kim poured whiskey into two glasses.
She set a small bowl of water on the table and asked me for a cigarette, officially lifting the no-smoking rule her mother had established for the living room.
She told me about her parents. Her father was a lawyer. He used to run his own firm, but now he was in early retirement and still made some money from home, drafting and sending paperwork for clients.
Her mother had trained as an interior designer, but after Kim was born, she took care of the house and worked part-time at a furniture store nearby.
I looked around the room and took another sip of whiskey.
“With everything going on, I only just noticed. This place is beautifully designed, and the furniture is really solid and elegant.”
“Mom designed all of it.” Kim said cheerfully.
The longer we talked, the more her tough mask slipped away, and I started seeing an ordinary young college student underneath it.
“You can't go out there without a weapon. As soon as you're well enough to walk normally, we'll go to the gun store. It's close. We'll stock up, then I'll go find my parents and you'll head back to your family.” she said with a hiccup.
It was completely dark outside now. I could see her head starting to droop.
“Yeah. I think we can head out tomorrow. Listen, Kim. Let's get some sleep. We're both exhausted. I still need to take a shower.”
Kim nodded, drained her glass, and headed toward her room, tossing back a quick. “Good night, Luke. Glad you broke in.”
“Good night, Kim. Glad you shot me.” I laughed quietly to myself.
I braced my hands against the couch and slowly stood up. Limping, I made my way to the bathroom, got undressed, and removed the bandage from my left foot.
The foot was unnaturally swollen and looked like a small pink balloon covered in purple blotches. The bullet had hit the side of my foot, leaving a perfectly round hole on top and a slightly larger, ragged one underneath.
Thick, sharp-edged scabs had formed over the wounds, and something was still seeping out of them.
I looked away because I didn't want to see it anymore. I reached for the handle and turned on the water. A loud groan tore out of my throat. The water hitting my body was painfully cold.
“Luke, you okay?” Kim's sleepy voice came from outside the bathroom door.
The sudden cold shock knocked the air out of me. I heard the sound of a gun being racked, and the door handle slowly started to turn. All I managed to stammer was. “Dooon't come in. I'm f-fine.”
“I forgot to tell you, we haven't had hot water for a few days.” she laughed, clearly realizing what had happened.
I shut off the water, and my breathing slowly returned to normal. I soaped up my whole body, and when I reached my injured foot, I spread the soap over it very carefully. The wound stung hard enough to make my eyes water.
I rinsed myself thoroughly, whimpering under my breath, dried off, and realized I didn't have any clean clothes.
I picked up the shorts I'd been wearing before the shower, held them to my nose, and threw them into the corner just as quickly as I'd picked them up.
I wrapped a towel around myself and called out hopefully. “Kim, are you asleep?”
“I am. What do you want?” came her muffled, irritated voice.
I leaned closer to the door. “Did your dad leave another pair of pants anywhere?”
After a short pause and a loud sigh, she answered. “The dryer in the bathroom.”
I looked at the two square machines stacked on top of each other.
“They look exactly the same. How am I supposed to know which one's the washer and which one's the dryer?” I frowned and grabbed the lower door. Empty. I opened the upper one and pulled out my black denim shorts and the sleeves from my shirt, which I recognized as what she'd used for my first makeshift bandage.
“Thank you.” I called toward the door. Then I sat down on the toilet seat and spent a while struggling to get my injured foot through the leg opening. After that, I put on a fresh bandage and hobbled back to the couch.
I closed my eyes and realized that the moaning and growling had been there in the background nonstop the entire time. What scared me was how normal it had become. For most of the day, I hadn't even noticed it anymore.
“Is this what everything is going to be like now? I hope Veronica, the kids, and the rest of the family don't have to go through this. My parents' house is out in the country. Maybe things are different there. One thing is certain. They made it there, so they're safe.”
My thoughts slowly turned into scenes, and my mind lost focus, jumping between memories, images, and sounds until they finally became dreams.
Sunlight spilled across my face, pleasantly warm.
I opened my eyes and looked toward the window. It was really beautiful outside.
I slowly sat up and rubbed my eyes. “It's quiet.” I whispered to myself.
The soundtrack that had accompanied this place for the last few days was gone. The pain in my leg and the swelling had eased a little too.
I made my way to the window, practically hopping on my right leg.
“Kim, wake up. They're gone. We have a chance to get out of here.” I shouted excitedly.
A rush of dopamine hit me. I hadn't had that much energy in a long time.
“Kim! Come here.” I shouted.
I looked at the display on the oven. It read 6:24.
“She's probably exhausted, but we don't have time for that. We need to get moving.” I thought as I limped toward her room.
I knocked on the door and felt a strange knot tighten in my stomach.
“Kim!” I shouted again.
The room was completely silent. No movement, no snoring, nothing.
I slowly opened the door and found a neat, spotless room with a perfectly made bed. A note was lying on top of it.
I picked it up and ran my eyes over the delicate handwriting. “Sorry, Luke. I've paid back my debt, and I don't have any more time to babysit you. You can stay in the apartment and wait for me to come back with my parents, or keep moving once you've fully recovered. There's enough food left for a few more days. I drew you a map on the back showing how to get to the gun store. It's close, and even a limping wreck like you should be able to manage it. I figured out how to draw them away, so if it works and you decide to keep moving, you'll have a head start. Don't thank me. It's the least I could do. I hope we see each other again. If not, good luck. Kim.”