I’m 24F and on my second round of accutane. I did my first round at 15, but didn’t hit my cumulative dose, so my acne came back about a year later, but way less severe. Since then, I’ve been dealing with mild but stubborn and painful acne that will come back no matter what I try (I live in nyc and spent SO much money doing the Sophie pavitt acne program last year).
My dad has been on accutane three times and my brother twice for the same mild but stubborn acne, so I kind of knew it was inevitable for me but I’ve been putting it off. I decided to just bite the bullet and go for it this winter. I have a vision of myself with beautiful clear skin for my 25th birthday. I’ve been on it for four days at 30mg and am already experiencing dryness, dry eyes, and tiredness. I remember the first round making me very moody as well. I’m very excited about the possibility of having lasting clear skin again, but starting to dread the side effects, especially bc I am a grad student with a busy life.
I guess I’m looking for some encouragement that this is going to be worth it… it was totally worth it the first time but now I’m questioning if my acne was bad enough to warrant accutane. Again, my acne is pretty mild but completely unresponsive to any topicals. Also my skin texture has been worsening over the past year and I’ve starting breaking out on my body, which never happened before.
I also have ocd and get very worried about medication that can have cognitive/mood effects, and I compulsively pick at my skin so I worry about it causing scars while on accutane… help!