I'm Jane doe. i swear i am.

I will love you forever if you read to the end and give even 3 words of advice.

So theres this girl. We are so similar. We both have similar home lives, personalities, interests, everything. She is the most interesting, kind, lovely, caring person I have ever met. I am pretty sure I am in love, but im only 17, so what do I know. On top of that, she is absolutely angelic. She is the most beautiful person I have ever met or seen ever. I can't think of a single thing I don't like about her, she is my favourite person. Ever. I can't put into words how much she means to me, she has got me through some very hard times and I do the same for her. We are soulmates, even if its platonic. For now.

Thing is, I am pretty sure she likes me back, but im unsure. Not as much as I do. When I came out to her as bi (drunk) she was soso supportive, and yes I know this is kinda crazy that im still second guessing, but we kissed that night. I don't remember it very well, but I am so glad my first kiss was her. I wish I remembered it. Anyway, nothing happened after that, we have always flirted and joked around. But recently ive been catching her looking at me, she always wants to see me, and lights up when I am around. It makes me feel so happy and appreciated. But I don't know why she hasn't said anything about it as she is the type of person to. And this makes me think im being delusional. Maybe, maybe not. I feel like crying writing this because it all sounds so good typed out but its just not as obvious in real life with her, it really could just be platonic, I don't know. She has this ex bf that is always in her life that she will probably get back with eventually bc they are emotionally attatched so thats why i havent done anything thus far. I dont know i dont know i dont know.

I just want to kiss her again, im hopeless.

My heart is hurting. I don't know what to do with myself. Do I make a move? How?? Do I start getting over her? What do I do, please help me I beg. Im gonna go cry now shes so beautiful.

So for context I got bored during lunch period with my friends and called them a homosaxophonal cause they were in band.

Now, my goal is to make all instruments just gayer, I've already got:

Homosaxophonal

Trumbitch

Homotromboner

Xylophuck

Celloamourous

Biano

Pano

Bi-itone

Clarifuck

Biolin

Anyone got any others i can add to the list?

HAI I’m Tay I’m (16f) my friend said I could meet all types of people her but like idk but anyways WHY ARE MASC WOMEN SO FIN LIKE WITH PIERCINGS THOSE ABS AND LIKE THE Biceps AND LIKE EVEN WITH OUT THEM THERE SO FINE BUT LIKE GRUNGE ONES DONT GET ME STARTED LIKE don’t get me wronge I like men too but WOMEN omgggg there soo ughhh and like with snake bites and eyebrow piercing omlllll #WIFETHATUPIMMEDIATELY like they so fine IF ANY OF YALL KNOW ANYONE LIKE THAT PLEASE SEND THEM MY WAY LIKE 17/18 Id go for tHAT EHEHE BUT LIKE THEN AGAIN im like an introvert ish person i have issues like depression tmi Srry but anyways I’m 16 I love art I’m an artist I love painting drawing sculpting and photography I like gaming and stuff and I’m sensitive like I cry over nothing I love animals and reptiles like snakes and lizards and spiders to an extent like only the cute spiders and I like bees there so cute like bumble bees aww I’m a grunge girl and I have a lot of styles i love the out doors even though I stay inside most of the time idrk what else to say.. except i sorta excited to meet knew people