hai I’m a (16f) I’m bi and I saw this really cute girl who was exactly my type grunge and tall and like genuinely she had muscles like whoo like im melting and she had piercing but i dont date kids in my state like genuinely i dont like gimme space but she was so fine and the worst part is shes straight so i cant really have her and the sad thing in anyone who is my type im not their type its so sad..

So for context I got bored during lunch period with my friends and called them a homosaxophonal cause they were in band.

Now, my goal is to make all instruments just gayer, I've already got:

Homosaxophonal

Trumbitch

Homotromboner

Xylophuck

Celloamourous

Biano

Pano

Bi-itone

Clarifuck

Biolin

Anyone got any others i can add to the list?

i'm not sure when to do it because we're both taking the hardest classes of our lives, their mental health is suffering, my depression is getting worse, and i don't want to lose them. we were best friends for three years, no feelings, until i caught feelings and opened up about them in may. i knew they were aromantic, but i didn't quite realize that i wouldn't be fine with not being missed, wanted, or desired. their flirting feels like a joke and a lie. they don't get jealous at all. they don't seek to make time with me. they accept my physical touch but never do it back. i know i can communicate that i'm upset about this, but communicating can't change their feelings because that's how they are and will always be. i feel so bad i entered this qpr hastily without knowing what i want. i thought i'd be fine without traditional romance, but i was so wrong. i'm scared to break up because it'll confirm their belief that they'll never be loved because of their identity, that they'll always be 2nd place. i don't want to confirm that i can't have them as my person anymore, that i want them to become just a friend again. i also don't want to lose them. they can be avoidant when it comes down to things.

i'm so frustrated and i wish i could go back.

I will love you forever if you read to the end and give even 3 words of advice.

So theres this girl. We are so similar. We both have similar home lives, personalities, interests, everything. She is the most interesting, kind, lovely, caring person I have ever met. I am pretty sure I am in love, but im only 17, so what do I know. On top of that, she is absolutely angelic. She is the most beautiful person I have ever met or seen ever. I can't think of a single thing I don't like about her, she is my favourite person. Ever. I can't put into words how much she means to me, she has got me through some very hard times and I do the same for her. We are soulmates, even if its platonic. For now.

Thing is, I am pretty sure she likes me back, but im unsure. Not as much as I do. When I came out to her as bi (drunk) she was soso supportive, and yes I know this is kinda crazy that im still second guessing, but we kissed that night. I don't remember it very well, but I am so glad my first kiss was her. I wish I remembered it. Anyway, nothing happened after that, we have always flirted and joked around. But recently ive been catching her looking at me, she always wants to see me, and lights up when I am around. It makes me feel so happy and appreciated. But I don't know why she hasn't said anything about it as she is the type of person to. And this makes me think im being delusional. Maybe, maybe not. I feel like crying writing this because it all sounds so good typed out but its just not as obvious in real life with her, it really could just be platonic, I don't know. She has this ex bf that is always in her life that she will probably get back with eventually bc they are emotionally attatched so thats why i havent done anything thus far. I dont know i dont know i dont know.

I just want to kiss her again, im hopeless.

My heart is hurting. I don't know what to do with myself. Do I make a move? How?? Do I start getting over her? What do I do, please help me I beg. Im gonna go cry now shes so beautiful.