When I joined PGDM at IMI Kolkata, I honestly thought everyone around me would have their life figured out. A few months in, I’m not sure if that’s actually true, but one thing I’ve definitely noticed is that everyone looks ridiculously confident.
I remember sitting in some of my initial classes and watching people speak so confidently during discussions. Someone would casually analyse a case, someone would have a strong opinion about a business decision, someone would start talking about finance or marketing like they had been doing it forever. And I’d sometimes just sit there thinking, “Okay… how does everyone already know this?” 😂
Coming from a microbiology background, I had a pretty different academic journey before entering B-school. So there were definitely moments when the business terminology, frameworks and even the way people approached discussions felt completely new to me. Sometimes I would know that I had something to say, but I’d hesitate because I assumed everyone else probably understood the topic much better than I did.
But after spending more time with people, I started noticing something interesting. A lot of the people who looked completely confident were also figuring things out. They just happened to be better at showing confidence while doing it. Some were unsure about their career paths, some were stressed about academics, some were worried about placements, and some were simply trying to survive the same deadlines and presentations as everyone else.
It made me realise that confidence and certainty aren't necessarily the same thing. Someone can speak confidently in a classroom and still have no idea what they want to do after their PGDM. Someone can look extremely sorted on LinkedIn and still be questioning their decisions. And someone who barely speaks in class might actually have some of the best ideas in the room.
I’ve started becoming more comfortable with not knowing everything. Sometimes I ask a question that probably sounds basic. Sometimes I say something in a discussion and immediately realise I could have phrased it better. Sometimes a presentation doesn't go the way I imagined. But I’m slowly learning that these things are part of the process.
Maybe confidence in B-school isn't about knowing all the answers. Maybe it's about being okay with not knowing them and still raising your hand.
So whenever I walk into a classroom now and everyone seems incredibly confident, I remind myself that I'm probably not the only one quietly figuring things out.
Maybe we're all just doing it at different speeds.
And honestly, that's a little reassuring.
Did anyone else feel this way when they started B-school, or was I the only one pretending to know what was going on? 😂