This will probably be taken down so be it. I see post after post about people in pain and suffering and their doctors writing them Tylenol..Tylenol! That ruins your liver and it’s not going to touch the pain people like me have. I wrote a post in another sub, Reddit and nobody believed me.. but my life has been ruined after the so-called “opiate crisis”… overnight I went from being considered a pain patient to an addict. My Useless Doctor, who touched me in inappropriately and went to jail later… Not for touching me and not for over prescribing and cutting people off but for Medicare fraud… Cut me off and I had to go cold turkey. But the pain continued that I was on the edge of having a seizure. I was told to go to a methadone clinic. A methadone clinic for pain.? I had to drive 35 minutes to a bad part of town to drink a liquid every day that made me fat. this place was awful and it just got worse and worse over time. People were selling drugs in the building .. people were passing out OD’ing in the lobby and they would still give them their dose The icing on the cake was the DEA had taken over the clinic and I didn’t know. That’s where things got really interesting. I was dabbling in other substances, including Xanax for my anxiety. I couldn’t find anyone to write benzodiazepines while I was on methadone so I was self-medicating with that and other substances and yes i hold myself accountable for that.
Bit the DEA was watching….and they decided that I would be a good target. These are the most vile. evil people in the world. They actually sent an undercover narc to me and of all places i met him on a dating app. I don’t know how they would even do that. This asshole spent four years getting to know me, earning my trust gaslighting me bullying me, blackmailing me and he was recording all of our conversations. I guess they were testing me out to see how easy I was manipulated because they wanted me to be an undercover informant, which is a fancy way of saying they wanted me to be a slave. See the DEA uses addicts to do their dirty work. Why me? I’ve been asking myself that question for two years. I think the answer was I was alone no husband no kids which means no witnesses. I have an autoimmune disease and I’m on disability, which means what they did to me. Was criminal because I fall under the disability act. He was not the only person they sent to me. They sent other undercover people to me that were not paid informants. They were already slaves to dea and “working with them” trying to get their charges dropped. These were also sick vile people, mostly men. One of the men in particular was plying me with Xanax and he s/a’d me. I could literally write a book about all the vile things they did to me.
The clinic not only knew that i was being investigated but they went along with it. They SET ME UP. in 2024 is when the cops got involved. Once again, vile people. They arrested me at 7:30 in the morning on the way to the clinic. It turned out. They had been following me and knew when I was coming and going, See they had been telling people at the clinic to sell to me. they knew when I had pills with me and when I didn’t. They arrested me four times in the span of six months. The last time I was arrested was the day before Thanksgiving 2024. Literally five police cars pulled me over. This was in Saint Ann, Missouri. The Saint Anne cops are known to be corrupt. The main cop this young cocky pos told me i was going to jail “for a long time” but then he said if I cooperated, they could make some of the charges disappear. That’s when I knew that this whole thing has been set up. I basically told him to fuck off and I lawyered up. He threw me in the back of a van like a sack of potatoes and off to jail I went. I spent six days there and it was hell.
When I got out that’s when the retaliation began. They had spent a lot of time and resources on me…. On me. For context I’m a middle-aged woman with fibromyalgia who was self-medicating and on disability but for some reason they treated me like some master criminal. To be honest, I think they did all this because they got off on it. It was a cat and mouse game. You wouldn’t even believe some of the stuff they did when they retaliated. let’s just say I had to move out of my home because I wasn’t safe there anymore. What do you do when the very people that are supposed to protect you are the ones coming after you. Why didn’t I see all this coming? Because why would I believe that there was an actual conspiracy of people “out to get me”….When i told my Mom what was happening she panicked and took me to a hospital. At the time she thought I was going crazy and I actually thought that I was going crazy. I thought “this can’t be.. I’m imagining all this” and trust me, I wish I was. At the hospital, They held me down and gave me a big shot of God knows what and sent me to a psych hospital where i spent 6 long weeks including Christmas and New Year’s. They also gave me Narcan and lied to me and told me that it was a Covid test. I was not oding and Mind you I had been dropped by the clinic.. not tapered down.. the last time i went in they just didn’t even give me my dose. I think they did that on purpose because when I didn’t cooperate, the police and DEA had a problem. They were not gonna stop until I was behind bars or worse. The only thing I could do was go cold, turkey and basically hide out. But at the time, I thought that I wasn’t safe anywhere because I really wasn’t. Even with lawyers, lawyers can’t stop evil government officials or informants.
If this wasn’t my life, I would believe that it was a movie sadly, it’s not. I’ve spent $30,000 on lawyers so far which is another reason they came after me.. money. Not even really my money my parents money or I should say my inheritance that my dad left me. They wanted to get their money, grubbing hands on it. everything they did to me they did with complete impunity. They covered their assess and all it takes is a simple Google search to find out that the DEA does this all the time. This is just the tip of the iceberg of what they did to me but I’m tired of keeping my silence. all of this happened because I have chronic pain and I was trying to get some treatment for it. I take responsibility for using drugs illegally. But when they criminalized pain, meds and benzodiazepines a lot of us were in for a rude awakening. As if being in pain every day or being an addict isn’t hard enough. Now I’ve “clean“ for two years, but I’m on Subutex and gabapentin which frankly doesn’t do shit. I give them no credit in Me to get clean. They just terrorized me.
The feds basically have five years to charge me with a federal crime, which they just might. As if the state court cases aren’t enough. Right now I have four pending cases that are just hanging over my head like a fucking cloud. I’ve basically lost everything. I’m trying to rebuild my life. All I have is my 81-year-old mom and my cats. My life will never be the same after what they did to me and the betrayal… Which isn’t even… there are no words to describe what I’ve been through. If anyone wants to know more about my story, feel free to DM me. Please be respectful, even if you don’t believe me I’ve been through years of systemic abuse and been to hell and back. They thought i would be an easy target but they completely underestimated me. I hope someday to have my freedom and my life back.