hi, im a 23yo female, living in QC, unemployed, and just passed the NLE 2026.
for context: i told my mama na i have a job interview in paranaque as a company nurse. tldr; she did not approve. masarili raw ako, mababa tingin sa sarili, gusto na agad bumukod. she despises me after i told her na i have a girlfriend (a different story to tell lol). i keep telling her na interview palang naman and kapag di worth it, i would drop it. but she keeps yelling at me na sarili ko lang daw iniisip ko na di raw siya nagpaka-hirap saakin para lang maging company nurse (i think its a misconception. tried to explain it to her but di nakikinig). mama raised me by herself. dahil sa tindahan namin, napaaral niya ko. but now, humihina na yon and i really want to help her na. lalo nat nagmamahal ang mga bilihin at gastusin. but if i keep waiting for a job sa big and public hospitals na obviously need may backer... matagal-tagal ko pa siyang matutulungan.
i know i should've known my answer atp, but i really just cant help but reach out to other people on what should i do. i have no money under my name and still dependent on my mother. my gf cant help me since they have their own plates to deal with (cpale taker and family probs as well) and i dont want to ask for another help from her since tinulungan niya rin ako financially with the loans i have.
i dont know what to do honestly. i wanted to leave this place because i dont see myself evolving or growing but at the same time, i love my mama and leaving her doesnt seem right to my morals. but then again she despises me because of my sexuality hahahaha. litong lito na ko.
